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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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I'm starting to remember every stupid thing I said in my life and worrying that someone remembers lol thanks OCD.

My PSSD window ended, but it was a great window and a good sign. I don't feel like I'm crashing at all though. When that happens my emotions and memory go too.
 
this has been talked about in here before long ago, but i'm going to shine some light on it since i believe his name should live on in power.

this is wail ardab.
a young man from palatka, florida.
wail was on invega trinza for about a year before recording this video.
he was suffering from extreme tardive dyskinesia brought on by the invega trinza.
he committed suicide on march 6th, 2020.
rest in peace, ardab, you're in a much better place.
 
destroylonely said:
this has been talked about in here before long ago, but i'm going to shine some light on it since i believe his name should live on in power.

this is wail ardab.
a young man from palatka, florida.
wail was on invega trinza for about a year before recording this video.
he was suffering from extreme tardive dyskinesia brought on by the invega trinza.
he committed suicide on march 6th, 2020.
rest in peace, ardab, you're in a much better place.
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Yeah so sad I read about him in previous versions. RIP poor guy, you will get justice one day.
 
InvegaAnon said:
I'm starting to remember every stupid thing I said in my life and worrying that someone remembers lol thanks OCD.

My PSSD window ended, but it was a great window and a good sign. I don't feel like I'm crashing at all though. When that happens my emotions and memory go too.
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I'm remembering everyday stupid shit I said or did during psychosis. The cringe is real
 
stolensoul said:
I'm remembering everyday stupid shit I said or did during psychosis. The cringe is real
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I sent 30 emails to my doctors office of the most absolute cringe nonsense imaginable . I also have flash backs to my behaviour i remember it. Not all of it bit i remember a good amount of it.
 
destroylonely said:
this has been talked about in here before long ago, but i'm going to shine some light on it since i believe his name should live on in power.

this is wail ardab.
a young man from palatka, florida.
wail was on invega trinza for about a year before recording this video.
he was suffering from extreme tardive dyskinesia brought on by the invega trinza.
he committed suicide on march 6th, 2020.
rest in peace, ardab, you're in a much better place.
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I am so greatful I didn't get in trouble with the law during my psychosis. Because the akathisia i suffered was so bad for the first 3 months. If I had to get injections for a year it would surely destroy me.

That is so fucking sad.
 
destroylonely said:
this has been talked about in here before long ago, but i'm going to shine some light on it since i believe his name should live on in power.

this is wail ardab.
a young man from palatka, florida.
wail was on invega trinza for about a year before recording this video.
he was suffering from extreme tardive dyskinesia brought on by the invega trinza.
he committed suicide on march 6th, 2020.
rest in peace, ardab, you're in a much better place.
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@paranoid android this is exactly why assisted suicide should be legal. People should not have to live like this.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Yeah so sad I read about him in previous versions. RIP poor guy, you will get justice one day.
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destroylonely said:
this has been talked about in here before long ago, but i'm going to shine some light on it since i believe his name should live on in power.

this is wail ardab.
a young man from palatka, florida.
wail was on invega trinza for about a year before recording this video.
he was suffering from extreme tardive dyskinesia brought on by the invega trinza.
he committed suicide on march 6th, 2020.
rest in peace, ardab, you're in a much better place.
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This drug is so harsh and it's used so recklessly. I wonder if he was able to try the TD drugs at least. I don't think Florida's Medicaid is very fair though so probably not.
 
paranoid android said:
In extreme cases i agree with it but not for shit like depression
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I think it's a fucking joke that it so frowned upon if people want to die because pain and suffering is to immense they should be able to end there lives. Maybe depression is a good enough reason.
 
IOSIP said:
I think it's a fucking joke that it so frowned upon if people want to die because pain and suffering is to immense they should be able to end there lives. Maybe depression is a good enough reason.
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Many drugs could be used to treat depression, Ketamie, Maoi's, Methylphenidate, amphetamines or even why not cocaine. Anything beats death
 
destroylonely said:
this has been talked about in here before long ago, but i'm going to shine some light on it since i believe his name should live on in power.

this is wail ardab.
a young man from palatka, florida.
wail was on invega trinza for about a year before recording this video.
he was suffering from extreme tardive dyskinesia brought on by the invega trinza.
he committed suicide on march 6th, 2020.
rest in peace, ardab, you're in a much better place.
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This seriously breaks my fucking heart. It is so hard to watch. @TonyTonyChopper count yourself lucky you didn't get this side effect ive said it before. But 10 injections of this shit is so fucking reckless by the medical community. The disregard for human suffering is unbelievable. This poor poor man.
 
IOSIP said:
This seriously breaks my fucking heart. It is so hard to watch. @TonyTonyChopper count yourself lucky you didn't get this side effect ive said it before. But 10 injections of this shit is so fucking reckless by the medical community. The disregard for human suffering is unbelievable. This poor poor man.
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Yeah thank the lord I didnt get any TD at all but I would have eventually gotten it cuz my evil psychiatrist wanted to keep me on invega for years despite my psychosis being weed induced. He originally told me and my family that i will be on invega for 6 months only, when the 6 month mark arrived, he literlly laughed and said " You really thought I would take you off invega this early? , no you will be on it for 2 years minimum". Had I not stopped showing up for injections, I would have been on it for 7-9 years with permanent TD.
 
It is 8500 dollars per month for Ingrezza for TD. Who can even afford that?? That is absurd, that's as much as a cheap used car! No wonder that poor man couldn't even attempt treatment and resorted to begging for someone to help him through YouTube. The cost of healthcare in this country is insane. It's probably going to get even more insane. The Orange Chaos Ape also removed the price cap on insulin. Everybody liked that when that happened! Citizens weren't chomping at the bit to get rid of that.

I'm so glad I don't have TD. I had a shaky left hand and a knee that buckled a lot. If I had stayed on invega, it would have happened to me.
 
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InvegaAnon said:
It is 8500 dollars per month for Ingrezza for TD. Who can even afford that?? That is absurd, that's as much as a cheap used car! No wonder that poor man couldn't even attempt treatment and resorted to begging for someone to help him through YouTube. The cost of healthcare in this country is insane. It's probably going to get even more insane. The Orange Chaos Ape also removed the price cap on insulin. Everybody liked that when that happened! Citizens weren't chomping at the bit to get rid of that.

I'm so glad I don't have TD. I had a shaky left hand and a knee that buckled a lot. If I had stayed on invega, it would have happened to me.
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What a joke hey. No doubt in my mind that shit won't work anywyas.

It's like when I tried benztropine for akathisia it did absolutely nothing.
 
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