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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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This forum is the onlyy thing I have at the moment. My mental health is so bad from invega I can do nothing but pace my house youwillrecover stop communicating with me and everything will be fine. You wouldn't understand you haven't had the invega.
 
IOSIP said:
This forum is the onlyy thing I have at the moment. My mental health is so bad from invega I can do nothing but pace my house youwillrecover stop communicating with me and everything will be fine. You wouldn't understand you haven't had the invega.
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Bro Prayyyyy i prayed for healing and i got so good last 1 month then i lost all my progress cuz i took medication and went insane again. Now on olanzapine but i will heal again no doubt.
 
wbga said:
I understand your intention but you should stop calling him having victim mindset because it kinda makes me feel like you really don't understand what happens when you are in the initial stage of invega.

It is not possible to have positive mindset in initial stage even for the happiest person alive.
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He doesn't understand because he hasn't had invega. Thank you for standing in support. I'm pretty sure this is a forum for support and youwillrecover is poking the bear and then running for help like he's the victim. It's truly quite ironic.

I have nothing but this forum. Nothing. I have no pleasure, I am broken I can't stop pacing my house im thinking the only way to stop it is suicide and I can believe that's my reality.

Then we have this guy here saying I have a victim mindset and won't stop whining. Truly a despicable human being. Way to kick a man while he's down.

Thanks WBGA I appreciate you.
 
Never did i ever think i would want to kill myself. Every waking moment i am compelled to move. I can maybe sit for 2 minutes max before I have to get up and pace some more. I am super greatful to this forum it gives me something to look forward to. A reply to one of my posts in support is always welcome.

I'm just really scared guys. Really scared this pacing won't ever stop. So what else can I do. But post here. So that's what I'm doing. Thanks to those who show kindness and compassion.
 
IOSIP said:
Never did i ever think i would want to kill myself. Every waking moment i am compelled to move. I can maybe sit for 2 minutes max before I have to get up and pace some more. I am super greatful to this forum it gives me something to look forward to. A reply to one of my posts in support is always welcome.

I'm just really scared guys. Really scared this pacing won't ever stop. So what else can I do. But post here. So that's what I'm doing. Thanks to those who show kindness and compassion.
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bro the akathisia will go away soon on its own just wait it out and pray for a miracle
 
5 months and two weaks//

Even though I am recovering for sure, I still have so much difficulty in breathing.

I don't have anxiety anymore but still I can't say I am back to normal.

Muscle is weak, I don't really go out either.

Sex drive and mental positivity recovered so much in this month.
 
IOSIP said:
Never did i ever think i would want to kill myself. Every waking moment i am compelled to move. I can maybe sit for 2 minutes max before I have to get up and pace some more. I am super greatful to this forum it gives me something to look forward to. A reply to one of my posts in support is always welcome.

I'm just really scared guys. Really scared this pacing won't ever stop. So what else can I do. But post here. So that's what I'm doing. Thanks to those who show kindness and compassion.
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I’m surprised the benstropine didn’t work for you. It worked for me the moment I took it.
It will pass. And to be honest I still pace. It’s become a habit I can’t get rid of. But not in the inner state of restlessness that you’re in. I couldn’t sit for five minutes it was extremely bad. But it did pass.
 
maryjaneforever said:
I’m surprised the benstropine didn’t work for you. It worked for me the moment I took it.
It will pass. And to be honest I still pace. It’s become a habit I can’t get rid of. But not in the inner state of restlessness that you’re in. I couldn’t sit for five minutes it was extremely bad. But it did pass.
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Thanks Mary Jane, it doesn't feel like it's ever going to stop. You still pace though that's not good. I think about suicide constantly.
 
Guys what do you think of going low dose 25 mg seroquel for a short time to heal the dopamine receptors longterm?
 
IOSIP said:
Never did i ever think i would want to kill myself. Every waking moment i am compelled to move. I can maybe sit for 2 minutes max before I have to get up and pace some more. I am super greatful to this forum it gives me something to look forward to. A reply to one of my posts in support is always welcome.

I'm just really scared guys. Really scared this pacing won't ever stop. So what else can I do. But post here. So that's what I'm doing. Thanks to those who show kindness and compassion.
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Your pacing is going to stop eventually and it feels like forever right now but I felt the same way as you with my side effects until they finally subsided. You have to just give it time right now to get out of your body
 
julianlz7 said:
Your pacing is going to stop eventually and it feels like forever right now but I felt the same way as you with my side effects until they finally subsided. You have to just give it time right now to get out of your body
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when you are in the tunnel that you first entered, you wouldn't know when the exit will appear even though many people tell you that within one year etc.

I am seeing some light now.

More important thing to consider is, what was the meaning of all this happening in my life?

If you ask me, I don't know.

But somehow we need to make our scar honorable one.

I understand "pain" more. I have been to hell on earth.

Having billion dollar wouldn't have saved me from the suffering that's caused by invega.

But that negative thoughts that was simulated by invega are the negative mind that every other people have when they suffer with their thoughts.

I need to focus on the most important thing which is spiritually enlightening myself because it is the true happiness source.

When invega made me depressed I tried to find all the reasons from outside of me.

Everything that made me sad was from something I don't have.

Happiness can be achieved right at this moment if I wish to.

If we are healthy enough that we can "feel" our mind, emotions, energy inside of us, that is enough.
 
It's not until your life is ruined by invega that you realise all we are is a constant stream of unending consciousness. Like sleep we don't remember i lay my head down and next minute I'm back to the reality that I ruined my life.
 
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