Wow awesome news! You'll be good at Medicine/Psychology. Especially medicine I think. I've been feeling a bit down the last few weeks and something clicked- I hadn't been taking any proper vitamins/minerals for months. I've started taking Lion's Mane (Which helped a lot when I was quitting the meth), calcium, magnesium, multis, fish oil (which also really helps for me) and something called True Focus (Basically amino acids). I will get the L-Dopa soon I think. It did help a lot! Thanks for the brainwave
. My year was a solid 9/10. A lot better than 2023. But still a lot of stuff I've had to work through. I've also lost some friends who haven't quit "that" lifestyle, so I've been a bit lonely. But hey *touches wood* hopefully 2025 will be a lot better.
Thank you so much for your supportive words.
Normally (I don't want to go into detail), people are always writing about how bad their life is and how depressed they are, etc. I've experienced that a lot on other forums and social media, which always made me annoyed because "why are you sharing this here? Why not go to a doctor, family, or friends?" But they always found the lamest excuses for everything, and most (95%) just want attention. But reading comments like yours, that actually spread good things in this world and wish me, my husband, etc., a good life, just shows that you are a very pure, mature, stable, and self-aware person who always stands for the things they say and mean, which I respect deeply.
It's nice hearing that you try out supplements like "L-Tyrosine" and "L-Dopa." I would recommend taking 200-300mg of L-Dopa because that's the dose that worked the best for me, so that's only subjective. My husband actually needs around 15-20% more of each substance and supplement to have the same effect as me, which makes sense considering that he is male and I'm female, meaning our bodies and so many other things work and are different. I'm pretty slim and small (155cm), while my husband is 181cm tall and has a well-trained body, which are probably the two reasons why my husband needs more. I'm also half Asian, and it's known that metabolism can be different in Asians, but I don't have a clue about that, at least not right now.
Anyways, it's also very good to hear that you quit meth. I don't want to judge you or anyone because I'm addicted to Quinazolinones (Meth/Mephenaqualone) myself, but methamphetamine is such a toxic substance, especially for your neurons. It can literally destroy them and cause never-ending muscle spasms and many other horrible things, so I hope that you don't have any disabilities because of that devil's substance. I can recommend "Phenibut" if it's legal in your country. It's sadly illegal in my country since 2023, but in my opinion, it's the second-best drug after Quaaludes and their analogues.
It feels like a light to moderate dose of benzodiazepines (comparable to 10mg of Diazepam) while on the other side, causing moderate to intense euphoria. It doesn't make you sleepy like benzos do; no, it even increases your focus and motivation. But when you get in bed, you can sleep like a stone. However, I have to warn you, it's very addictive, and the withdrawal has been reported to be almost as hard as a benzo withdrawal, so only take it in emergency situations. I can also recommend Ashwagandha and CBD. Other supplements are GABA and Melatonin. They are, in my opinion, not as strong as CBD and Ashwagandha, but still can be helpful.
I truly hope that you will find peace and destroy your loneliness in the upcoming year. Your personal training already sounds amazing. I also wish you the best in finding the perfect girlfriend/boyfriend for you, a person who will always stay loyal and faithful, as well as support you and never leave your side. You truly deserve it.
Have an amazing Christmas Eve and stay safe, Mana0909
Then on the day avoiding any whif of fun. Wtf is wrong with me. Some people can go out twice in a weekend and have no fucking social anxiety. Also @kiely I hope I didn't piss you off when I did the cat react to one of your posts. I've decided I'm going to go to a bush doof for my birthday even if I look and feel like an absolute weirdo. It's happening one way or another. I'm starting the first of (hopefully) many work placements this week. I just wish I could get my head around social situations more easily
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