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Hey again! I feel bad, as I feel like I’ve made you go on the defensive with my reply and that wasn’t my intention at all. I seriously was inquiring about your opinions and how you formed them. I try my best to keep an open mind in all things.

I’m glad you agree about that article. I really wasn’t impressed by it at all. It struck me as bordering on propaganda. Propaganda for what or for whom, I’m not sure.

One thing I can definitely say is this: I read what you said originally and read the article and I instantly felt like there was no way that number is even close to accurate. I don’t believe for a second that most or even a significant number of addicts recover on their own.

I know people debate the “disease model” thing to death. I frankly don’t care. What difference does it make? I don’t like the idea of addicts claiming their problems are entirely out of their control. I feel referring to addiction as a disease allows people to make more excuses for themselves.

We are giving you respect regarding your own opinions man. Do the same for us so we can continue the conversation. We’re all reasonable people here.

You and I, for instance, have totally different views regarding the 12-step system. I have never understood why people act like the program is “Christian” or “Church-Based/Bible-Based”. I really think this is a complete misconception.

Sometimes I really feel like my experiences with psychedelics has given me a totally different view on life, death and religion than people who haven’t had those experiences. It’s like I can tell who is on my wavelength and who is not.

In the 12-Steps, they describe having a relationship with a “higher power”. This can literally be anything. It could be God, Jesus, belief in the healing power of love, belief that good will ultimately conquer evil… it can be so many different things and the reading says so very explicitly.

For myself, my higher power is the Universe. That could mean God, sure. Perhaps my concept of the universe is similar to another person’s idea of a caretaker God. My belief is that the universe is a gigantic, infinitely complex math problem or a clock with millions of gears. My belief in this way is that everything will always happen as it should, that my thoughts, words, feelings and actions reverberate through time and space. I put good things into this universe, honesty, kindness, love and that all adds to this beautiful equation.

I know for fact that it is not a “Christian” program, as I’ve done the program and still do. I’m Jewish. There are Jews, Christians, Muslims a Buddhist and a Wiccan Priestess between the two meetings I go to. The only time you are going to hear someone preach about Christ is going to be a random person doing so based on their own personal beliefs, and that’s fine, but the program is not Christian.
Being that our culture is derived from European culture, it is practically impossible to remove all traces of the Christian church from any place in our society. I know plenty of people who refer to themselves as “Christian” who are in fact, not at all religious. It’s just a nice thing to say, perhaps implying that you’re honest or morally upright.

I’m only writing all of this because I feel this sort of misinterpretation of the 12-Steps leads many people to not give the program an honest chance. This is bad, as 12-step meetings are essentially the most effective, most accessible form of treatment available to people.

12-Step programs are free. They are wholly operated by volunteers whose motivation comes entirely within themselves to help a fellow addict. See, they’ve been to hell and then they were able to see the light again. This transformation makes a person so grateful, they feel it is their obligation to help the next addict. Helping addicts keeps me sober.

12-Step meetings are available 24/7/365. There will be a meeting on Christmas Morning following a severe blizzard. There will be meetings taking place during the apocalypse. You can go online or in person.

I believe a professional therapist is what 150-200/hr? Maybe less, I’m not sure. An AA meeting is fucking free. I could get 5 hours of therapy today or even every day of my life, for free. I can hire a person to be my recovery concierge, checking on me, picking me up to bring me to meetings, calling to give me advice and support… for free. This “recovery concierge” will be with you until you quit or one of you dies.

I think the 30-90 day rehabilitation program model is nothing more than a racket. When people go to these places and end up clean, it seems to be more a matter of coincidence than some secret, magical thing that they do in the programs.

I don’t know if the 12-steps are perfect, but they’re the only place I’ve ever seen people consistently get better, permanently. They say in the book that the people who fail are the ones who do not commit to the program. I believe that this is essentially true. You can’t say it does or does not work until you actually do the program the way it is supposed to be done.

12-steps are the best thing we have in terms of psychological help for substance addiction. You get more out of 1 free hour of AA then you’ll get out of 30,000 bucks and 30 days in malibu riding horses and chilling in the sauna or whatever.

I can only speak personally. I never, ever would have made it to where I am now without the 12-steps and the people there that helped me. I am very sensitive about people miscategorizing it as I feel this keeps people from actually trying it.

I respect everyone’s views and I’m always open to discussing them as long as we can keep it friendly 🙂
 
Hey again! I feel bad, as I feel like I’ve made you go on the defensive with my reply and that wasn’t my intention at all. I seriously was inquiring about your opinions and how you formed them. I try my best to keep an open mind in all things.

I’m glad you agree about that article. I really wasn’t impressed by it at all. It struck me as bordering on propaganda. Propaganda for what or for whom, I’m not sure.

One thing I can definitely say is this: I read what you said originally and read the article and I instantly felt like there was no way that number is even close to accurate. I don’t believe for a second that most or even a significant number of addicts recover on their own.

I know people debate the “disease model” thing to death. I frankly don’t care. What difference does it make? I don’t like the idea of addicts claiming their problems are entirely out of their control. I feel referring to addiction as a disease allows people to make more excuses for themselves.

We are giving you respect regarding your own opinions man. Do the same for us so we can continue the conversation. We’re all reasonable people here.

You and I, for instance, have totally different views regarding the 12-step system. I have never understood why people act like the program is “Christian” or “Church-Based/Bible-Based”. I really think this is a complete misconception.

Sometimes I really feel like my experiences with psychedelics has given me a totally different view on life, death and religion than people who haven’t had those experiences. It’s like I can tell who is on my wavelength and who is not.

In the 12-Steps, they describe having a relationship with a “higher power”. This can literally be anything. It could be God, Jesus, belief in the healing power of love, belief that good will ultimately conquer evil… it can be so many different things and the reading says so very explicitly.

For myself, my higher power is the Universe. That could mean God, sure. Perhaps my concept of the universe is similar to another person’s idea of a caretaker God. My belief is that the universe is a gigantic, infinitely complex math problem or a clock with millions of gears. My belief in this way is that everything will always happen as it should, that my thoughts, words, feelings and actions reverberate through time and space. I put good things into this universe, honesty, kindness, love and that all adds to this beautiful equation.

I know for fact that it is not a “Christian” program, as I’ve done the program and still do. I’m Jewish. There are Jews, Christians, Muslims a Buddhist and a Wiccan Priestess between the two meetings I go to. The only time you are going to hear someone preach about Christ is going to be a random person doing so based on their own personal beliefs, and that’s fine, but the program is not Christian.
Being that our culture is derived from European culture, it is practically impossible to remove all traces of the Christian church from any place in our society. I know plenty of people who refer to themselves as “Christian” who are in fact, not at all religious. It’s just a nice thing to say, perhaps implying that you’re honest or morally upright.

I’m only writing all of this because I feel this sort of misinterpretation of the 12-Steps leads many people to not give the program an honest chance. This is bad, as 12-step meetings are essentially the most effective, most accessible form of treatment available to people.

12-Step programs are free. They are wholly operated by volunteers whose motivation comes entirely within themselves to help a fellow addict. See, they’ve been to hell and then they were able to see the light again. This transformation makes a person so grateful, they feel it is their obligation to help the next addict. Helping addicts keeps me sober.

12-Step meetings are available 24/7/365. There will be a meeting on Christmas Morning following a severe blizzard. There will be meetings taking place during the apocalypse. You can go online or in person.

I believe a professional therapist is what 150-200/hr? Maybe less, I’m not sure. An AA meeting is fucking free. I could get 5 hours of therapy today or even every day of my life, for free. I can hire a person to be my recovery concierge, checking on me, picking me up to bring me to meetings, calling to give me advice and support… for free. This “recovery concierge” will be with you until you quit or one of you dies.

I think the 30-90 day rehabilitation program model is nothing more than a racket. When people go to these places and end up clean, it seems to be more a matter of coincidence than some secret, magical thing that they do in the programs.

I don’t know if the 12-steps are perfect, but they’re the only place I’ve ever seen people consistently get better, permanently. They say in the book that the people who fail are the ones who do not commit to the program. I believe that this is essentially true. You can’t say it does or does not work until you actually do the program the way it is supposed to be done.

12-steps are the best thing we have in terms of psychological help for substance addiction. You get more out of 1 free hour of AA then you’ll get out of 30,000 bucks and 30 days in malibu riding horses and chilling in the sauna or whatever.

I can only speak personally. I never, ever would have made it to where I am now without the 12-steps and the people there that helped me. I am very sensitive about people miscategorizing it as I feel this keeps people from actually trying it.

I respect everyone’s views and I’m always open to discussing them as long as we can keep it friendly 🙂
Thanks for the explanation regarding your views on the 12 step programs. I had spent about 15 years or so in the rooms of AA until recently finding Psychedelics In Recovery which works for me because it allows the program to operate more along the lines of what Bill W. had in mind. Modern AA is a piss poor version of what Bill W. wanted, and that is largely due to Christian values and misinformation about drugs during his era. Look into Bill W's relationship with LSD, and you will see why AA isn't how it should be. Anyway, yes, it is supposed to be a spiritual program not religious but as you said there are many deeply rooted Christian ideologies in the rooms of AA which I don't prefer to be around as it makes me very uncomfortable. But, to each their own. I am nearly half-way finished training to be a SMART recovery facilitator, and I feel SMART is superior to AA in many ways as it avoids the pitfalls of AA. However, everyone's recovery looks different which is why I am also in P.I.R. and building a harm reduction resource organization at present to connect people with "alternative" means of recovery. I am quite exhausted right now as I stayed up all night working on those things, so for now I will rest but it was good to hear back from you on this topic. Maybe we will discuss further my thoughts at another time when I am more well rested. Take care!
 
This announcement was made in 2023... and sure enough we started seeing fentanyl drought and shortage threads like this one popping up on bluelight about 6-9 months later. The middlemen ran out of their stock of fentanyl. They weren't kidding. The largest producer and importer of fent quit doing it last year. Of course there are other smaller cartels which will fill that hole, but it will take some time for the supply the stabilize.

That's why we are seeing fent droughts and people complaining about low quality fetty.
I'm glad somebody finally brought it up, outside of a few American chemists I know (not a single one related to any organized crime), nobody has access to it anymore. They only do because they create their own precursors for it, but they're usually off dilly-dallying with other obscure opioids and shit, recently I've heard a lot of hype surrounding Bentley compounds since they start from thebaine which has almost no market value, whereas fentanyl requires many steps and many precursors which were already heavily monitored for their use in other substances.

Nitazenes, Bentleys, and Fentalogs are the three classes of highly potent opioid I suspect we'll see society cycling through in the future.
 
I'm glad somebody finally brought it up, outside of a few American chemists I know (not a single one related to any organized crime), nobody has access to it anymore. They only do because they create their own precursors for it, but they're usually off dilly-dallying with other obscure opioids and shit, recently I've heard a lot of hype surrounding Bentley compounds since they start from thebaine which has almost no market value, whereas fentanyl requires many steps and many precursors which were already heavily monitored for their use in other substances.

Nitazenes, Bentleys, and Fentalogs are the three classes of highly potent opioid I suspect we'll see society cycling through in the future.
Thank you for more information. I was not aware of these Bentley substances, but will look into them. I am already warning people with addiction issues in the US about nitazenes of course, but the Bentley substances are new to me. Sound promising in terms of availability of precursors though considering I was JUST thinking about how it would be interesting to see a strong opioid like one of the fentanyls made from thebaine. Anyway, very glad you shared this information. Thanks again!
 
Thank you for more information. I was not aware of these Bentley substances, but will look into them. I am already warning people with addiction issues in the US about nitazenes of course, but the Bentley substances are new to me. Sound promising in terms of availability of precursors though considering I was JUST thinking about how it would be interesting to see a strong opioid like one of the fentanyls made from thebaine. Anyway, very glad you shared this information. Thanks again!
Of course, have fun and stay safe! If anybody is aware of any other classes of hyper potent mu opioid agonists please chime in.
 
At a certain point isn’t those going to hurt the gangs and cartels business because people are just going to straight up quit.
I hardly ever do street drugs anymore, simply because quality is low and cuts are questionable. I'm sure I'm not alone. It may turn out that sloppiness & greed damage the business more than prevention programs & law enforcement ever could.
 
I hardly ever do street drugs anymore, simply because quality is low and cuts are questionable. I'm sure I'm not alone. It may turn out that sloppiness & greed damage the business more than prevention programs & law enforcement ever could.
Again, as I said, you seem to have the same level of discipline that I do in terms of resigning from drug use at will for the most part. However, I have (just in the past 90 or so days alone) met countless drug users who cannot or will not do so. They will relentlessly seek drugs even when they know they are shitty or may be laced. So, this is why harm reduction is so important to me now more than ever. Some people do not have the capacity for self-control for whatever reason this may happen to be (everyone of their reasons may be different, but I have most often times been able to associate it with a trauma or other mental disorder. I believe substance use disorder is largely brought on as a secondary disorder; that the use of drugs is self-medication of a primary neurosis that is going untreated or un-diagnosed/misdiagnosed.)
 
I hardly ever do street drugs anymore, simply because quality is low and cuts are questionable.
This is the #1 reason why I've never had any desire to go back to heroin use. The fentanyl crisis, which sadly took the life of several of my friends shorty after I quit in 2012, is a strong motivating factor and personally a tragic silver lining for me. I very much dislike the fentanyl high compared to real heroin. It feels like real, fent-free heroin doesn't exist anymore in the US apart from a few small lucky groups of people who have a legit supply.

Similar story with meth, it all seems bunk and has weird side effects, a la the "isometh" mystery threads.
 
Bentley compounds since they start from thebaine which has almost no market value
Interesting. What are Bentley compounds?

There was a thread a few months ago where a person was asking why we don't see any classic opiate structure based RCs on the market. My guess was that thebaine was the main precursor and that it was highly controlled and monitored by the feds, as well as most opiate based drugs already being patented and illegal.

If anybody is aware of any other classes of hyper potent mu opioid agonists please chime in.
There was a fellow chemist who used to post here and would have absolutely loved to chat with you about this. @Feretile , and he had another account as well with more posts.

I really hope he is still with us. He abruptly stopped posting and was an elderly man. Apparently he was a well known pseudo-clandestine chemist from somewhere around UK or Europe. He really loved theorizing new structures, particularly opioids.
 
@Quasimoto Bentleys are your -orphines. Brorphine, etorphine, etc. The Wikipedia page is quite lacking but they're semi-synthetic opiates synthesized from thebaine, which was historically considered a toxin present in the opium poppy (Papaver somniferum). The reason that we use P. somniferum instead of a handful of its close relatives is that somni's were the only ones higher in morphine you could extract (and also codeine you could get from that morphine), and if you think about morphine and codeine, they're kind of the skeletons of the majority of modern opioids outside of methadone, tramadol, and fentanyl analogs. There are a genuinely shocking amount of mu opioid scaffolds known of, you can find PCP analogs that exhibit mu opioid qualities (bromadol, or even very lightly 3-HO-PCP), Wikipedia actually undershoots it a little bit here but you're looking for anything on this list that isn't an antagonist or inverse agonist essentially.

The reason you don't see many classic opiate structures on the RC market is that thebaine chemistry isn't very well known at the moment, and the Bentley compounds put out still exhibit some meaningful (and subjectively noticeable) toxicity. The reasons that you don't see things based around morphine or codeine as the skeleton though mostly comes down to the fact that it's tough to scale a market around alkaloids you have to grow in a flower that takes 5 months, assuming you're cultivating in a clandestine manner (indoor grow tent, for example). Many people grow their own opium, or acetylate the extracted morphine into "home grown heroin", but it's tough to scale that up given how rapidly doses grow and grow and grow among opioid users as tolerance builds and the concept of a tolerance break seems too difficult "right now" (aka forever). Most opioid users are reminiscent of dissociative and benzodiazepine/etc depressant users, where they're running from an internal issue instead of facing it. It's why I suspect psychedelic therapy has such a noticeable effect on addiction, as much as it sounds like a goofy hippie term, psychedelics are great tools for remedying the "psycho-spiritual wounds" that fuel addictions.

If you have not shown yourself that in even the most difficult points in your life, you can pick up/put down drug habits of a given pharmacology (stimulants, dissociatives, opioids, benzodiazepines, etc) then please, be aware of your predisposition towards the addictivity of these compounds.

Back on topic though, dihydroetorphine, acetorphine, etorphine, and 14-cinnamoyloxycodeinone are the strongest opiates I can think of right now. All are semi-synthetic, the first three are Bentleys and the last one I have absolutely no clue how it would start on paper, but I bet a high pressure hydrogenator and codeine could figure some shit out since oxycodeinone is already an intermediate in the synthesis of oxycodone, which is a well refined process at this point. There's an experimental opioid too that's quite similar (though slighlty varied) from the traditional opiate skeleton called 14-MeO-Metopon which is already ~500 times stronger than morphine when administered directly to the body (IV for example), but via spinal injection I think it was estimated to be around a million times as potent as morphine? It doesn't seem useful due to side effects, but as somebody who's needed epidurals before numerous times for genuine medical issues, I find the concept of "spinal administration" quite fascinating.

Thanks for the info about @Feretile by the way!
 
Most opioid users are reminiscent of dissociative and benzodiazepine/etc depressant users, where they're running from an internal issue instead of facing it. It's why I suspect psychedelic therapy has such a noticeable effect on addiction, as much as it sounds like a goofy hippie term, psychedelics are great tools for remedying the "psycho-spiritual wounds" that fuel addictions.
I highly suggest you watch the documentary "DOSED" if you have not already. It was independently produced, and it documents the story of a woman who went from heroin addict to psychedelic medicine user. It explains that the reason she struggled was due to exactly what you describe. I am currently endeavoring to get this treatment accepted in the mainstream, but (without going into much detail about that) look into the group known as Psychedelics In Recovery too. It is an off-shoot of alcoholics anonymous that emphasizes what you just spoke on, and the founder actually states he didn't realize Bill W. (co-founder of AA who was the one who came up with AA while on atropine in a hospital) promoted the use of LSD to help cure alcoholism. Anyway, like you said, its off topic but its my passion so I thought I would share this with you since you helped me better understand the other half of the equation here in terms of the evolving drugs markets which is equally (if not more so) important with regard to achieving the goals I have in mind for society in the relatively near future.

Change is coming soon, but it takes a lot of people and involves a lot of footwork to achieve from what all I am finding. But, it is worth it.

And, now, back to your regularly scheduled programming haha :)
 
Interesting. What are Bentley compounds?

There was a thread a few months ago where a person was asking why we don't see any classic opiate structure based RCs on the market. My guess was that thebaine was the main precursor and that it was highly controlled and monitored by the feds, as well as most opiate based drugs already being patented and illegal.


There was a fellow chemist who used to post here and would have absolutely loved to chat with you about this. @Feretile , and he had another account as well with more posts.

I really hope he is still with us. He abruptly stopped posting and was an elderly man. Apparently he was a well known pseudo-clandestine chemist from somewhere around UK or Europe. He really loved theorizing new structures, particularly opioids.
Yeah, aka @AlsoTapered I believe (?) I know nothing personal about him but he was a very interesting guy to chat with. I'm hoping all is well with him. I assume it was the same guy because the profile pic was the same
 
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Again, as I said, you seem to have the same level of discipline that I do in terms of resigning from drug use at will for the most part.
I don't want to take undue credit-- I am not particularly disciplined. I've been through 7 residential and 3 outpatient rehab programs over the years. I've also lived in 3 halfway houses in 3 different cities and attended hundreds (maybe thousands?) of 12-Step meetings. I've had periods of sobriety ranging from a few days to several years, but for most of my life I was a mess.

You are correct in saying that a lot of substance abuse/addiction is symptomatic of underlying emotional problems. In my case, I've both addressed those issues and also simply matured (at 65, it's about goddamn time!).

I've enjoyed considerable serenity in the last couple of years but I'm far from drug-free. I maintain a daily kratom habit (I used it to kick oxycodone), I use cannabis most days, I'm very dependent on caffeine & nicotine, and I use psychedelics and amphetamines on occasion.

I very rarely attend an AA meeting and I don't "work a program" as such, but I've developed my own philosophical/spiritual/psychological way of living that seems to work for me. And while I'm relatively happy & content today, I know from experience there is no guarantee that I wil feel the same tomorrow.
 
Yeah, aka @AlsoTapered I believe (?) I know nothing personal about him but he was a very interesting guy to chat with. I'm hoping all is well with him. I assume it was the same guy because the profile pic was the same
It may be the same person, but the photo is of Rainer Maria Wilke, just as I am not Ludwik Lejzer Zamenhof (as seen in my profile pic) and others are free to use photos of Zamenhof on here if they'd like, you know? Seeing how they both type though, and they both used the same profile pic, I also suspect a relationship may exist between the two accounts.
 
Similar story with meth, it all seems bunk and has weird side effects, a la the "isometh" mystery threads.
This "isometh" shit is mostly N-isopropylbenzylamine and other similar cutting agents that are moderately less safe than meth but not a ton. Most meth users I know nowadays only administer orally or intranasally anyways, the majority of issues from these cuts come from vaporization.
 
It may be the same person, but the photo is of Rainer Maria Wilke, just as I am not Ludwik Lejzer Zamenhof (as seen in my profile pic) and others are free to use photos of Zamenhof on here if they'd like, you know? Seeing how they both type though, and they both used the same profile pic, I also suspect a relationship may exist between the two accounts.
Ha! Yeah I figured it wasn't really his photo but the odds of using the same were unlikely and the style and content of writing seemed similar. Plus someone mentioned that he had had several accounts over the years.
I am very disappointed, though, to learn that your photo is not of you. It was refreshing to imagine that people could still dress and groom themselves with such exquisite taste, even in these modern days. Crushed...
 
This "isometh" shit is mostly N-isopropylbenzylamine and other similar cutting agents that are moderately less safe than meth but not a ton. Most meth users I know nowadays only administer orally or intranasally anyways, the majority of issues from these cuts come from vaporization.

Erowid put out a few convincing statements that whatever weird meth is going around is not due to N-iso, and yet we still occasionally get posts regarding this. It was an annoyingly persistent topic posted here a year or two ago.


I have tasted this weird meth myself several years ago, and it is indeed inferior in effects and has additionally bad side effects. I just never cared to speculate on it because meth has never been a drug I've been passionate about or a frequent user of.
 
I hardly ever do street drugs anymore, simply because quality is low and cuts are questionable. I'm sure I'm not alone. It may turn out that sloppiness & greed damage the business more than prevention programs & law enforcement ever could.
Same I completely quit street drugs when fent took over and oxy and heroin disappeared.

Been on methadone since then.

Being unconscious for 2 hours then withdrawing at 2 hours isn’t a great lifestyle. Fent sucks. It’s good as a treat here and there if it’s strong but to be the one opioid you base your dependency on? No.
 
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Yeah, aka @AlsoTapered I believe (?) I know nothing personal about him but he was a very interesting guy to chat with. I'm hoping all is well with him. I assume it was the same guy because the profile pic was the same
I knew quite a bit about him personally from PMing.

i hope he is ok because he just fell off the map. I know he was not a drug addict whatsoever and was purely interested in psychotropic drugs from a scientific perspective. Despite not being a drug addict he had quite a lot on his plate to deal with and I hope that he’s ok.
 
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