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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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TonyTonyChopper said:
yeah i talk to chat gpt everyday haha, for learning or random questions, its better than google. I even asked it to calculate how much invega is in my blood and he said 5 half lives have passed so very little in my brain.
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chatgpt is the revolution lol he will tell you that your treatment that you have had is not irreversible he will give you tips for healing in terms of diet exercises physical activities he will support you in the healing process, lol it's became my best friend lol
 
I asked him the healing time for me he told me 2 to 5 years but he told me that 2 years was more realistic because I have already noticed significant improvements
 
fenec said:
I asked him the healing time for me he told me 2 to 5 years but he told me that 2 years was more realistic because I have already noticed significant improvements
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what are your remaining symptoms and what improvements did you see in the last few months
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
what are your remaining symptoms and what improvements did you see in the last few months
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I am no longer a zombie, no more shaking, no more joint pain during my sleep, I sometimes feel hunger and thirst, I have better orgasms, better ejaculation, morning erections, natural erections, I am losing weight, I have negative emotions like fear, stress and a bit of anger, positive emotions I had a bit of recently I laughed a lot for real having drunk vinc blanc the music sounds better I feel the nicotine well while beginning of weaning it was bad, my unpleasant feeling on the left side has completely disappeared, it's improved a lot but I'm not yet at 100% level of libido emotions, it's been 1 year since I stopped the haldol injections decanoas, yes and I no longer have violent migraines like the start of withdrawal, and I really have a lot more discussions with people, I am more sociable, my energy is coming back, I even want to schedule sports sessions, something unthinkable the first months of withdrawal because I was such a zombie, I feel a little hungry this morning but very little thirsty, there I think I haven't forgotten anything, and are there any changes that you have noticed since stopping xeplion injections?
 
fenec said:
I am no longer a zombie, no more shaking, no more joint pain during my sleep, I sometimes feel hunger and thirst, I have better orgasms, better ejaculation, morning erections, natural erections, I am losing weight, I have negative emotions like fear, stress and a bit of anger, positive emotions I had a bit of recently I laughed a lot for real having drunk vinc blanc the music sounds better I feel the nicotine well while beginning of weaning it was bad, my unpleasant feeling on the left side has completely disappeared, it's improved a lot but I'm not yet at 100% level of libido emotions, it's been 1 year since I stopped the haldol injections decanoas, yes and I no longer have violent migraines like the start of withdrawal, and I really have a lot more discussions with people, I am more sociable, my energy is coming back, I even want to schedule sports sessions, something unthinkable the first months of withdrawal because I was such a zombie, I feel a little hungry this morning but very little thirsty, there I think I haven't forgotten anything, and are there any changes that you have noticed since stopping xeplion injections?
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chatgpt also clarified to me that the healing took place gradually and that it took time for the brain and body to return to normal functioning as before the injections following the modification that haldol made on our brain even after elimination of the poison
 
I'm not looking forward to my IQ test. When I had my IQ tested at 6, I was in the gifted range. What if I'm not in the gifted range anymore? What if it's in the 90s?

I can compare myself to a friend who is around the same level of intelligence as me and they know their IQ is 120 so I always thought I was 115-125, somewhere in that range. Not a genius, but above average.

I don't personally value IQ tests that much, they are flawed and have cultural biases that favor people who are white and not poor and not neurodivergent, but I would still be sad if my number went down, you know?
 
InvegaAnon said:
I'm not looking forward to my IQ test. When I had my IQ tested at 6, I was in the gifted range. What if I'm not in the gifted range anymore? What if it's in the 90s?

I can compare myself to a friend who is around the same level of intelligence as me and they know their IQ is 120 so I always thought I was 115-125, somewhere in that range. Not a genius, but above average.

I don't personally value IQ tests that much, they are flawed and have cultural biases that favor people who are white and not poor and not neurodivergent, but I would still be sad if my number went down, you know?
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I worry about @UnluckyXeplion so much. He is offline since couple days. Please pray for him
 
fenec said:
I am no longer a zombie, no more shaking, no more joint pain during my sleep, I sometimes feel hunger and thirst, I have better orgasms, better ejaculation, morning erections, natural erections, I am losing weight, I have negative emotions like fear, stress and a bit of anger, positive emotions I had a bit of recently I laughed a lot for real having drunk vinc blanc the music sounds better I feel the nicotine well while beginning of weaning it was bad, my unpleasant feeling on the left side has completely disappeared, it's improved a lot but I'm not yet at 100% level of libido emotions, it's been 1 year since I stopped the haldol injections decanoas, yes and I no longer have violent migraines like the start of withdrawal, and I really have a lot more discussions with people, I am more sociable, my energy is coming back, I even want to schedule sports sessions, something unthinkable the first months of withdrawal because I was such a zombie, I feel a little hungry this morning but very little thirsty, there I think I haven't forgotten anything, and are there any changes that you have noticed since stopping xeplion injections?
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Wow very happy for you man that your improving a lot and more improvements to come in the next few months, keep it up!!

I had Invega which is basically the same as xeplion and no improvement or changes since my last injection 6 months ago. There are two possibilities in my case. Either it's permanent because I had so many shots or I haven't waited a full year. I pray its the latter. If I don't see improvements by January/February then I can safely conclude that my damage is permanent and I will have to live with that reality tbh I already kind of accepted it. Someone here had 14 Invega shots and no recovery in 2 years so its 100% possible not to recover at all.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Wow very happy for you man that your improving a lot and more improvements to come in the next few months, keep it up!!

I had Invega which is basically the same as xeplion and no improvement or changes since my last injection 6 months ago. There are two possibilities in my case. Either it's permanent because I had so many shots or I haven't waited a full year. I pray its the latter. If I don't see improvements by January/February then I can safely conclude that my damage is permanent and I will have to live with that reality tbh I already kind of accepted it. Someone here had 14 Invega shots and no recovery in 2 years so its 100% possible not to recover at all.
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Told you. Find Mark LEGO on Facebook. He recovered after 5 years of forced invega. Told me took him one year+
 
Youwillrecover said:
Told you. Find Mark LEGO on Facebook. He recovered after 5 years of forced invega. Told me took him one year+
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I dont rememer my facebook account lol If I did id add him and ask few questions but the fact that he recovered after 5 years meaning 60 shots of invega gives me hope, thats way more than my 10 invega and 3 haldol shots. My sleep schedule randomly changed to 8-9 hours compared to my usual 13 hours maybe my recovering is starting at 6 months?
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Wow very happy for you man that your improving a lot and more improvements to come in the next few months, keep it up!!

I had Invega which is basically the same as xeplion and no improvement or changes since my last injection 6 months ago. There are two possibilities in my case. Either it's permanent because I had so many shots or I haven't waited a full year. I pray its the latter. If I don't see improvements by January/February then I can safely conclude that my damage is permanent and I will have to live with that reality tbh I already kind of accepted it. Someone here had 14 Invega shots and no recovery in 2 years so its 100% possible not to recover at all.
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I think despite your treatment, you can recover more, the person who spent 2 years did not recover that you tell me, I do not mean that she did not recover in 5 years for example
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Wow very happy for you man that your improving a lot and more improvements to come in the next few months, keep it up!!

I had Invega which is basically the same as xeplion and no improvement or changes since my last injection 6 months ago. There are two possibilities in my case. Either it's permanent because I had so many shots or I haven't waited a full year. I pray its the latter. If I don't see improvements by January/February then I can safely conclude that my damage is permanent and I will have to live with that reality tbh I already kind of accepted it. Someone here had 14 Invega shots and no recovery in 2 years so its 100% possible not to recover at all.
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I knew a person took 2 years of xeplion pill and took 11 xeplion injection to completely cure in 5.5 years of stopping!
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Wow very happy for you man that your improving a lot and more improvements to come in the next few months, keep it up!!

I had Invega which is basically the same as xeplion and no improvement or changes since my last injection 6 months ago. There are two possibilities in my case. Either it's permanent because I had so many shots or I haven't waited a full year. I pray its the latter. If I don't see improvements by January/February then I can safely conclude that my damage is permanent and I will have to live with that reality tbh I already kind of accepted it. Someone here had 14 Invega shots and no recovery in 2 years so its 100% possible not to recover at all.
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so the healing does not stop at 1 year 2 years, that would not mean that it is permanent, that would just mean that it would take longer to heal ⌛️
 
My mother wanted to put a case on me to have me forced injected monthly on schizophrenia i dont have. The psychologist told her these drugs will murder me. Its unreal what these narcissistic families are ready to do just to the truth to never be revealed. Abusive families love psychiatry. The old story... I almost killed myself because of these 3 time where they did this to me. Thank you loving family 💚 i pray i will expose the story publicly and win in court cause i dont have schizophrenia and never been psychotic when they were evaluating me
 
Youwillrecover said:
My mother wanted to put a case on me to have me forced injected monthly on schizophrenia i dont have. The psychologist told her these drugs will murder me. Its unreal what these narcissistic families are ready to do just to the truth to never be revealed. Abusive families love psychiatry. The old story... I almost killed myself because of these 3 time where they did this to me. Thank you loving family 💚 i pray i will expose the story publicly and win in court cause i dont have schizophrenia and never been psychotic when they were evaluating me
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run away from your parents my brother they can destroy your life.
 
Youwillrecover said:
My mother wanted to put a case on me to have me forced injected monthly on schizophrenia i dont have. The psychologist told her these drugs will murder me. Its unreal what these narcissistic families are ready to do just to the truth to never be revealed. Abusive families love psychiatry. The old story... I almost killed myself because of these 3 time where they did this to me. Thank you loving family 💚 i pray i will expose the story publicly and win in court cause i dont have schizophrenia and never been psychotic when they were evaluating me
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Have you looked into vocational rehabilitation yet?
 
fenec said:
I knew a person took 2 years of xeplion pill and took 11 xeplion injection to completely cure in 5.5 years of stopping!
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i dont want to wait 5.5 years lol, its simply way too long, i want to recover in 1 year maybe 2 maximum, No way I can wait 5 years or more
 
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