So, I've been on Klonopin for a LONG time, about 20 years, and I'm going to have to slowly taper off at some point. I'm worried about whether or not I'll be able to find other meds for my anxiety, but that aside, I know that I've done damage to my GABA receptors not only by being on Klonopin for so long but also so frequently drinking so heavily while on it. I have been told by people on here that when you wean off of a benzo you then have to avoid alcohol for a LONG time, like years, or else it can actually put you back into GABA/Klonopin WD. Is this true? Cause I'm pretty sure it is.
So, then lets pretend I manage to get off Klonopin: how long am I going to have to wait before I can get drunk again? I'm not going to lie, I'm an alcoholic, and imagining life without EVER being able to drink is very hard. Someone on here who knows about this topic told me it would probably take like 4 or 5 years for my GABA receptors to heal, but I want a 2nd opinion.
*Also, I was once CRIMINALLY and abruptly taken off my Klonopin cold turkey by a stupid doctor 10 years ago. SOMEHOW I was a freak of nature and got ZERO WD (I wish I'd stayed off of it) and I have no explanation for that. Also, I got drunk probably 20 or more times during that 9 month period that I was off Klonopin, and it never put me into withdrawal. So if it didn't put me in WD then, why is it a guarantee that it will next time?
Is it also a problem of your GABA receptors just not healing properly if you continue to bombard them with other GABA drugs? Cause I get that, but if my brain was THAT damaged wouldn't I have had issues drinking when I was off of my Klonopin? Plus, it's one thing to tell me not to drink for a year or a year and a half. When you start talking about like 4-5 years or more, then I start freaking out lol.
So, then lets pretend I manage to get off Klonopin: how long am I going to have to wait before I can get drunk again? I'm not going to lie, I'm an alcoholic, and imagining life without EVER being able to drink is very hard. Someone on here who knows about this topic told me it would probably take like 4 or 5 years for my GABA receptors to heal, but I want a 2nd opinion.
*Also, I was once CRIMINALLY and abruptly taken off my Klonopin cold turkey by a stupid doctor 10 years ago. SOMEHOW I was a freak of nature and got ZERO WD (I wish I'd stayed off of it) and I have no explanation for that. Also, I got drunk probably 20 or more times during that 9 month period that I was off Klonopin, and it never put me into withdrawal. So if it didn't put me in WD then, why is it a guarantee that it will next time?
Is it also a problem of your GABA receptors just not healing properly if you continue to bombard them with other GABA drugs? Cause I get that, but if my brain was THAT damaged wouldn't I have had issues drinking when I was off of my Klonopin? Plus, it's one thing to tell me not to drink for a year or a year and a half. When you start talking about like 4-5 years or more, then I start freaking out lol.