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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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paranoid android said:
The whole psych ward experience has made me alot stronger. I am now in the best shape of my life and i can't even fit a tourniquet around my arm anymore because i actually have biceps now lol
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I've been to the psych ward like 6 or 7 times, couple times overnight in jail or for half the day. Yeah it makes you wanna get buff like those asshole staff workers there.
 
Dre87 said:
I've been to the psych ward like 6 or 7 times, couple times overnight in jail or for half the day. Yeah it makes you wanna get buff like those asshole staff workers there.
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I hated the security guards. I got into alot of fights with them and got tossed in solitary because of it. Fuck those guys
 
Hard body rap god of the Serengeti, I'm a sinner I'm the god of the seven deadly
 
Can't get a girl? Start working out, make money, learn how to fight, and probably start being more of an asshole. That'll probably get you something.
 
Dre87 said:
Can't get a girl? Start working out, make money, learn how to fight, and probably start being more of an asshole. That'll probably get you something.
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And oh yeah the secret ingrediet to have electricity surging through your veins, like that potion at the end of the movie Big Trouble in Little China, alcohol and drugs. They keep the good drugs from you and have been giving you the bad ones.
 
I don't know how I'm still alive and still functioning at this level. It kind of reminds me of that movie the Animatrix, it's a series of short cartoon films about the movie The Matrix. In one of them it shows how the war between humans and machines began. In another one it had this Olympic sprinter or something and he was running a race this black guy. He ran so hard that he ripped the muscles in his legs apart and started to fracture his bones. But by going that hard he was able to catch a small brief glimpse of the Matrix and the machine world. Later he's in a hospital in a wheelchair with metal casts with spikes on them, saying he'll never walk again, but because he saw the Matrix he just got up and broke the metal casts apart and started walking.
 
keepinghope said:
How does everyone feel upon waking up in the morning ?
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i cant sleep, i havent slept since november 2022 that was before my first injection, i have to take a sleeping tablet that hardly works, i never feel tired, i never feel like i have slept at all, when i wake up i just feel the same , not relaxed or refreshed, i just wake up and wish i was dead
 
I just got into kind of a fight online with a friend of mine and had to block him, he seemed really fucked up. I don't know what the hell was going on with him, he started talking some shit too and threatening me. I hung out with him before I guess it was just several times we met at the ASU 9/11 truth club because I'm a hardcore conspiracy realist.
 
Dre87 said:
I just got into kind of a fight online with a friend of mine and had to block him, he seemed really fucked up. I don't know what the hell was going on with him, he started talking some shit too and threatening me. I hung out with him before I guess it was just several times we met at the ASU 9/11 truth club because I'm a hardcore conspiracy realist.
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He started talking some wannabe gangster shit saying don't come around my hood or whatever, he ain't about that life. It's a shame too because I thought he was cool.
 
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