I think laying around for so long creates a habit for us of laying around. I know you don’t want to force yourself but you kinda have to push yourself for awhile. I think doing things will speed up the healing process and make the time go by fasterThe problem is that i shoudn't force myself to do things i don't feel like. That's a sign that something is wrong. I feel broken beyond repair and everyday is hell for me. I just feel nostalgia for last year when i wasn't like this. There's ought to have a cure for this, i can't stand to live like this everyday. Damned be the hour they gave me this