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Venting Describe your struggle in three words or fewer.

I guess if I wanted to stretch it out longer I could, it's bit a lot of hit or miss for me emotionally over the years with C-PTSD and other things. But the last 10 months are where I've been completely torn apart. I'm supposed to be 30 in December, I don't think I'll make it.

When things in your life turn around for the better so much and in a matter of a week or so it's all destroyed, it's hard to recover from something like that. Have the most crippling tinnitus on Earth that was exacerbated by acupuncture treatments and it's been 17 days in a constant spike. Haven't slept in weeks, my ears run my life. I can't cough, chew, talk, sing (I love singing), make any noise even knocking an object without setting it off, so now I've got hyperacusis because this pseudoscientific fuck ruined me. I don't know if it'll ever go back to how it was, which was already horrible, but this... this is so much worse. Have to OD on niacin every day just to get it to go down some.
 
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