Also taking it day by day.
You have to man, us all. I used to say though nobody ever understood it, it pertains to time which is on a loop ofc and kinda illusory, and time dilation and just hiw far the margins can stretch.
Like dreams for example I have seemingly hours worth in no time yet can recall so much.
earlier I felf like yesterday seemed like years ago, then 50 minutes spurious morning activity passed and it really seemed like hours both experiential and irt tasks completed.
Time had gotten so still for me. But I used to say.. "I live in the half second"
It's imposs to explain but there is something in that.
Cannabis and movies with the wife
Doesn't sound too dull lol.
Having my afternoon kratom
Something extra to look forward to too.
I felt kratom & cannabis combine wickedly, especially a good edible dose with like 4-5 grams Green Malay latter afternoon. Real longevity to it.
If ONLY Kavain had same duration as Kratom...
Taste aside, Kava's true inadequacy, so brief vs Kratom's length.
I loved Kratom but so allergic it's unworthwhile pain.
Upon switching to Kava it's early drop off was a source of disappointment so redosing is needed really or, just a working body (digestive system) & opportunity for routine, plan etc as Kava needs ideally a ritual lay out of sorts.
Like, evening meal 1 hr after fully krunked, then no need for more.
Except my digestive system has been in sabotage and I am worse than an alcoholic re early indulgence each day after such frequent brutal nights.
Like 70 grams used and 10 mg's Bromazolam by Midday commonly. And that's doing well lol.
Only (joke!) 20 mg's Bromazolam earlier today before porridge and a kip, rise lots allergy treatments.
2 large vape hits, bit more kava nearly 140 gr today, more edibles now in hot cocoa drink.
No thoughts about tripping anytime soon that last one was satiating enough for some time.
Nature is simple in its messages. 32 pills one day 8 the next. Totally not balanced.
