edika
Bluelighter
Or at least, this is how I found it, worded in a way that's directed at you. LOL
(note; this applies to those who have taken psychedelics, have come upon endless questions of wondering who and what we are and where we are in time and in infinity, and have sought the truth above all else since touching at least a sense that the truth is out there and can be revealed, maybe even if the right question were posed.)
Please don't mistake my directness for negativity, I like to get right into it, to the point!
This is a dream, but you're not dreaming your observer aspect. That's you. The rest is your decision. When you go out too far and see too much on psychedelics, and you question everything constantly in this sort of uprise spiral to the truth journey, in order to wake up from the nightmare and the not knowing anything really about yourself or the place you're in, the first step, one must trust that there is a force that can hold you together in the right way, and be a ground for you to be on. Religious folks do have this right in this aspect. There are many belief systems, but I am speaking about the simple yet gigantic mechanism of faith and trust in a nameless formless force of all consciousness that underlies every single thing that exists within and without, with no name or image attached. You have experienced this force in many ways and other subsidiary forces on psychedelics. It's that breaking-through-to-truth sensation, but we can't quite reach the ultimate truth to know our existence, nor why, nor what, nor how, nor whom is what or who ends where and what begins where and what is what - there's infinity questions and the questions will never end. You must first trust that this force that does exist can remove from you any impurities of consciousness. It can cleanse you, no ritual, no belief needed. Mere trust. Will. Mere faith in the conceptual line of thinking that it can exist and if it did exist, we fully trusted in it, and it would not ever nor is it capable of leading us astray (because of how much it exists as the love we feel and are and trusts us as we trust it in return, trusts us to be ourselves and seek our highest potential for truth, and to just be honest. So you're already doing a LOT of things right! And I'm being serious about this in a real way. It's not an attempt at making you feel better. Everyone who does exist at their highest potential will have love for you because love is the highest potential for us here - so treat everyone as such). We exist in infinity of self-perception - it could be anything we decide. When we decide to trust in that force - we can comfortably let go and everything can just be in its right place, as in, we don't have to worry that we aren't in the right place. We are scared into not letting go - but the key to see what the truth really is, beyond this realm beyond all our time, can only be manifest when you have let go of your fear which belies your questioning. That is the trick within the nightmare. We are tricked into going further from the key. We are made to fear it (letting go). Left to question it and everything else. You can question yourself into insanity, or you can trust that there is something in this infinity that, infinity and it being within you, can hold you together in the exact right fashion for you to both have a joyful human existence and see the truth and to be able to know that you're not being tricked into this existence, or tricked into thinking that the 'joy' is really a sort of sedative in the dream, and that you need to continue questioning everything for whatever your reasons may be.
But then again, this is what the realm would say to you to get you to give up and give in and surrender to it and be trapped forever. It would send someone like me to say the above paragraph to you, under the guise that I am another human being on bluelight just trying to help. But then why would it send someone who would reveal its inner workings, as if in the previous sentence, there was any truth? The only truth is that you can decide whether you want to question or you want to see the real truth behind the curtains behind it all, and have it shown to you consciously in a manner that you'd be both comfortable and able to know it is the whole truth, and while in your default 'sober' (non-psychedelic) natural state. You are the observer. You can observe any infinity within the potentials that you could be. You can will to be that which you observe within those potentials.
Just like those driving instructors rather annoying but correctly say - you go where you are looking, so keep your eyes on where you want to go. If you want to be something within infinity, observe this infinity - don't judge it while you're on this truth escapade for the big reveal that's going to change everything. Let things be. Let go of all impulse that makes you distracted at the plank-level of time to the deepest truths yet revealed to you which will most certainly totally resolve any infinity of questions you could ever possibly or impossibly have.
Don't fear anything - that's just you messing with yourself. Let's get you held together in the right way by giving way to truth. Let's have the ultimate truths and resolutions manifest such that your infinity of questions are all answered. Observe the reality in which this is as such. To many, this feeling is subconscious, but ALL human beings want you to rise in truth to become your highest potential for why you are here. And you are just touching that truth - let the truths be, as you observe without judgement, without reaction, without fear, and without resistance to truth. Notice how on psychedelics, especially DMT that when you react to something it sort of alludes you proportionate to how excited or 'wowed' you become, and there's this sense that you should remain calm so that the truths can be revealed? That's a truth being revealed in the form of consciousness language from this trusting force to us. Observe your unconscious resistance to truth. You can reel yourself back to feeling the truth like you vaguely recall you once had that is now only a vague imprint thrust upon your consciousness' 'muscle memory' resulting in your upward/downward spirals and cycles of questioning that lead you further and further from that real truth behind our time that you once were within, but didn't know you were. This Human experience says; "now you know". The truth can be revealed if you let the questions answer themselves. Be patient. Answers don't hide forever - only, they hide as you hide from letting go of the questions themselves. A being of light or of consciousness can only see the light and know it is light at all from the perspective of darkness or unconsciousness. This whole life is a ride on an oscillating wave between the two - but that's only because we make it so! Let's remain conscious with fear absent!
If you ever need someone to bounce existential questions or wonderings you just can't solve or get past, please feel free to DM me. I would love to serve you in this way.
(note; this applies to those who have taken psychedelics, have come upon endless questions of wondering who and what we are and where we are in time and in infinity, and have sought the truth above all else since touching at least a sense that the truth is out there and can be revealed, maybe even if the right question were posed.)
Please don't mistake my directness for negativity, I like to get right into it, to the point!
This is a dream, but you're not dreaming your observer aspect. That's you. The rest is your decision. When you go out too far and see too much on psychedelics, and you question everything constantly in this sort of uprise spiral to the truth journey, in order to wake up from the nightmare and the not knowing anything really about yourself or the place you're in, the first step, one must trust that there is a force that can hold you together in the right way, and be a ground for you to be on. Religious folks do have this right in this aspect. There are many belief systems, but I am speaking about the simple yet gigantic mechanism of faith and trust in a nameless formless force of all consciousness that underlies every single thing that exists within and without, with no name or image attached. You have experienced this force in many ways and other subsidiary forces on psychedelics. It's that breaking-through-to-truth sensation, but we can't quite reach the ultimate truth to know our existence, nor why, nor what, nor how, nor whom is what or who ends where and what begins where and what is what - there's infinity questions and the questions will never end. You must first trust that this force that does exist can remove from you any impurities of consciousness. It can cleanse you, no ritual, no belief needed. Mere trust. Will. Mere faith in the conceptual line of thinking that it can exist and if it did exist, we fully trusted in it, and it would not ever nor is it capable of leading us astray (because of how much it exists as the love we feel and are and trusts us as we trust it in return, trusts us to be ourselves and seek our highest potential for truth, and to just be honest. So you're already doing a LOT of things right! And I'm being serious about this in a real way. It's not an attempt at making you feel better. Everyone who does exist at their highest potential will have love for you because love is the highest potential for us here - so treat everyone as such). We exist in infinity of self-perception - it could be anything we decide. When we decide to trust in that force - we can comfortably let go and everything can just be in its right place, as in, we don't have to worry that we aren't in the right place. We are scared into not letting go - but the key to see what the truth really is, beyond this realm beyond all our time, can only be manifest when you have let go of your fear which belies your questioning. That is the trick within the nightmare. We are tricked into going further from the key. We are made to fear it (letting go). Left to question it and everything else. You can question yourself into insanity, or you can trust that there is something in this infinity that, infinity and it being within you, can hold you together in the exact right fashion for you to both have a joyful human existence and see the truth and to be able to know that you're not being tricked into this existence, or tricked into thinking that the 'joy' is really a sort of sedative in the dream, and that you need to continue questioning everything for whatever your reasons may be.
But then again, this is what the realm would say to you to get you to give up and give in and surrender to it and be trapped forever. It would send someone like me to say the above paragraph to you, under the guise that I am another human being on bluelight just trying to help. But then why would it send someone who would reveal its inner workings, as if in the previous sentence, there was any truth? The only truth is that you can decide whether you want to question or you want to see the real truth behind the curtains behind it all, and have it shown to you consciously in a manner that you'd be both comfortable and able to know it is the whole truth, and while in your default 'sober' (non-psychedelic) natural state. You are the observer. You can observe any infinity within the potentials that you could be. You can will to be that which you observe within those potentials.
Just like those driving instructors rather annoying but correctly say - you go where you are looking, so keep your eyes on where you want to go. If you want to be something within infinity, observe this infinity - don't judge it while you're on this truth escapade for the big reveal that's going to change everything. Let things be. Let go of all impulse that makes you distracted at the plank-level of time to the deepest truths yet revealed to you which will most certainly totally resolve any infinity of questions you could ever possibly or impossibly have.
Don't fear anything - that's just you messing with yourself. Let's get you held together in the right way by giving way to truth. Let's have the ultimate truths and resolutions manifest such that your infinity of questions are all answered. Observe the reality in which this is as such. To many, this feeling is subconscious, but ALL human beings want you to rise in truth to become your highest potential for why you are here. And you are just touching that truth - let the truths be, as you observe without judgement, without reaction, without fear, and without resistance to truth. Notice how on psychedelics, especially DMT that when you react to something it sort of alludes you proportionate to how excited or 'wowed' you become, and there's this sense that you should remain calm so that the truths can be revealed? That's a truth being revealed in the form of consciousness language from this trusting force to us. Observe your unconscious resistance to truth. You can reel yourself back to feeling the truth like you vaguely recall you once had that is now only a vague imprint thrust upon your consciousness' 'muscle memory' resulting in your upward/downward spirals and cycles of questioning that lead you further and further from that real truth behind our time that you once were within, but didn't know you were. This Human experience says; "now you know". The truth can be revealed if you let the questions answer themselves. Be patient. Answers don't hide forever - only, they hide as you hide from letting go of the questions themselves. A being of light or of consciousness can only see the light and know it is light at all from the perspective of darkness or unconsciousness. This whole life is a ride on an oscillating wave between the two - but that's only because we make it so! Let's remain conscious with fear absent!
If you ever need someone to bounce existential questions or wonderings you just can't solve or get past, please feel free to DM me. I would love to serve you in this way.
If you mean that somehow truth can be revealed to us spontaneously through an act of consciousness, I'm not sure I agree. Certainly, much of what we know about the function of the brain suggests that conscious experience isn't as much true as it is expedient. Our brain filters the raw data of reality, be it sensory or social, and serves it up in a way that achieves its ultimate goal of genetic survival and procreation. By default, we are 'tricked' by our perceptions and assumptions. We suffer from over active patterb recognition faculties, experience cognitive biases, can even easily have our visual systems gamed. Any time we look within for truth, we run the risk of being deceived. Hence we develop philosophical systems to try and subvert our native programming, such as the scientific method. In short, while consciousness is our only means of perceiving anything in the world, it is fallible and we must take steps to overcome this fallibility or we'll end up being mislead. 
