🌟🌟 Social 🌟🌟 PD Social Thread 2022-2025 v. Year of the Phenethylamine

[cosmic charlie]

This is the song that made me

 

[JackARoe]

Thanks Charlie, glad to see your father taught you well in music and other things. I do listen to some newer pics by some of you all at an attempt to keep current. I wish I understood things like techno or EM. A lot of it is hard for me to groove too. About 10 years ago I did listen to some shpongle on a cactus trip. I don't want to be the guy stuck in past music. However saying that staying with the jam band music there is always new and fresh stuff. So none of it is "stuck".

Here is my vision as a fantasy, but sort of keep the idea open. What happens to all the music after it is played? I believe it is neatly categorized in some time and space. Even music that was not recorded in physical life with a recorder. (like a deck jams with a few friends). I think it all exists in the ether somewhere. With that thought a freed spirit after a physical life will have access to any and all music in the halls of music (nice name eh??!! ) A new level of freedom.

I say that because there is just too much music I have never really heard. I just saw an article on Rush. I was never a big Rush fan but it would be a treat for a true Rush fan to turn me on to some tracks that would make me smile. It must exist. There is just too much music and too little time. But I keep the concept open.

Ok I will shut up, to many cosmic ideal rolling out of my head. lol (been smoking some potent weed lately) Clicking on post links and getting transported to the other person with any substance we want. (now that is what I call visiting someone!) and now all music in history, recorded by the ether being neatly categorized. I would love to be turned on to some good stuff. My music interests go like this. Played classical guitar as a youngster. Loved the Beatles. Then went to Grateful Dead concerts as well as just about everyone else. Tons of concerts (Chicago kicked ass before they didn't). Then spent years at bluegrass festivals and acoustic music as well as dove into the history of Jazz. (Oscar Peterson is just beyond good on piano)

 

[cosmic charlie]

Thanks Charlie, glad to see your father taught you well in music and other things. I do listen to some newer pics by some of you all at an attempt to keep current. I wish I understood things like techno or EM. A lot of it is hard for me to groove too. About 10 years ago I did listen to some shpongle on a cactus trip. I don't want knowto be the guy stuck in past music. However saying that staying with the jam band music there is always new and fresh stuff. So none of it is "stuck".

Here is my vision as a fantasy, but sort of keep the idea open. What happens to all the music after it is played? I believe it is neatly categorized in some time and space. Even music that was not recorded in physical life with a recorder. (like a deck jams with a few friends). I think it all exists in the ether somewhere. With that thought a freed spirit after a physical life will have access to any and all music in the halls of music (nice name eh??!! ) A new level of freedom.

I say that because there is just too much music I have never really heard. I just saw an article on Rush. I was never a big Rush fan but it would be a treat for a true Rush fan to turn me on to some tracks that would make me smile. It must exist. There is just too much music and too little time. But I keep the concept open.

Ok I will shut up, to many cosmic ideal rolling out of my head. lol (been smoking some potent weed lately) Clicking on post links and getting transported to the other person with any substance we want. (now that is what I call visiting someone!) and now all music in history, recorded by the ether being neatly categorized. I would love to be turned on to some good stuff. My music interests go like this. Played classical guitar as a youngster. Loved the Beatles. Then went to Grateful Dead concerts as well as just about everyone else. Tons of concerts (Chicago kicked ass before they didn't). Then spent years at bluegrass festivals and acoustic music as well as dove into the history of Jazz. (Oscar Peterson is just beyond good on piano)

Do you like him Jack, this is such beautiful music. Its one of the best albums ever made, life changing kinda stuff, every song is epic. A well crafted masterpiece

 

[JackARoe]

Again thanks Charlie, no never heard of him but will dive in a little. I am totally open. That is what I mean, being turned on to good music! The first 10 minutes are pretty and melodic.

 

[cosmic charlie]

Again thanks Charlie, no never heard of him but will dive in a little. I am totally open. That is what I mean, being turned on to good music! The first 10 minutes are pretty and melodic.

Knew you would like it, seriously listen to the whole thing. Some parts of that album make my heart soar. When i put this on when i put this on when im tripping it will help you plug right up to the source. Laika turned me onto him years ago, he knew so much good music

 

[JackARoe]

Music that makes my heart soar and give me chills is the effect that I seek from some good music. I will for sure listen to the whole thing.

I remember Laika. I actually contacted him when amantadine passed on, I asked him to start the Shrine thread. Then not long after Laika passed on. Well I hope those guys are rolling around heaven with harmony and melody.

 

[Mr. Krinkle]

I'm nearly certain that the Hole show was the only time ive seen anybody at the Stone Pony

Everything else was mostly in the city since we were so close - I would say the majority of the shows I saw were at Roseland's, including Nirvana in 93 - that was the only time I saw them

 

[Mr. Krinkle]

i think i saw Slayer at Lamours in Brooklyn....pretty sure that was in 87

 

[Mr. Krinkle]

i have a friend that's in a Dead coverband - it's called Dark Star Orchestra

im not into the Dead but i appreciate it


i like the Jane's Addiction cover of Ripple






that's about it

im a little bit of a headbanger

 

[AutoTripper]

Well i just texted my roomate and told him what happened with the door and he was pretty understanding. When i told him i would pay for whatever it cost to fix it he said "K.k" so that is good response right. Told me that he usually climbs through the kitchen window when that happens, i wish i thought of that. But oh well im glad i said something and didnt try to hide it from him cuz that would have been much worse. Sucks that im gonna have to take money out of my savings for this but it is what it is.

Yes, totally. And I can't even see in in you too Charlie being honest, hiding!

Concealing. Fakery. Artificial like... wait where's my notebook (synonym for such operatos lol for Memory)... oh yes ofc anyway...Duh!... I had Chocolate chip on Wednesday!


It's just something I can't imagine yourself being so weak that way.

I can be economical with truth but in purely white fashion.

I don't think you see many if any Net characters AS fully openly disclosing generally.



Yet, so far it's not landed me in jail! I draw the line there for example.



But I always reffed it to my term "crack-headedness"


Artificial. Unreal. The foundations are a lie.



Still. Coming full "clean" 100% can still be incorrect route so it's a call always.



But that's one thing I really respect you for Charlie, like myself leading by example, how you keep it plainly real and honest always.

 

[AutoTripper]

Thanks Charlie, glad to see your father taught you well in music and other things. I do listen to some newer pics by some of you all at an attempt to keep current. I wish I understood things like techno or EM. A lot of it is hard for me to groove too. About 10 years ago I did listen to some shpongle on a cactus trip. I don't want to be the guy stuck in past music. However saying that staying with the jam band music there is always new and fresh stuff. So none of it is "stuck".

Here is my vision as a fantasy, but sort of keep the idea open. What happens to all the music after it is played? I believe it is neatly categorized in some time and space. Even music that was not recorded in physical life with a recorder. (like a deck jams with a few friends). I think it all exists in the ether somewhere. With that thought a freed spirit after a physical life will have access to any and all music in the halls of music (nice name eh??!! ) A new level of freedom.

I say that because there is just too much music I have never really heard. I just saw an article on Rush. I was never a big Rush fan but it would be a treat for a true Rush fan to turn me on to some tracks that would make me smile. It must exist. There is just too much music and too little time. But I keep the concept open.

Ok I will shut up, to many cosmic ideal rolling out of my head. lol (been smoking some potent weed lately) Clicking on post links and getting transported to the other person with any substance we want. (now that is what I call visiting someone!) and now all music in history, recorded by the ether being neatly categorized. I would love to be turned on to some good stuff. My music interests go like this. Played classical guitar as a youngster. Loved the Beatles. Then went to Grateful Dead concerts as well as just about everyone else. Tons of concerts (Chicago kicked ass before they didn't). Then spent years at bluegrass festivals and acoustic music as well as dove into the history of Jazz. (Oscar Peterson is just beyond good on piano)

Before I start my line to JackA here....


I'm on a weird (but v relatively good one) because I ate yesterday was SO sleepy slept 6:30 to 8, poo break then nearly 6 hours 100% untroubled blindness deep sleep.


1st time over 18 months too.


They said... 1hr sleep pre-midnight counts as 2 after too.



I stayed up after 2 pm. Treatments, I blended big 100 gram bowl Kava, vaped bit high.


5:42 am now. V sleepy still but really afterglowing from my trip still.




After all these yrs around the Bush, a single legit full LSD trip carries lasting wonder.

Isn't that something?


Anyway @JackARoe posted this before but this track capitulated the essence of early UK exstacy/ketamine flooded lawless illegal parties scene.

 

[AutoTripper]

Also Cooking new batch herb edibles atm.


I did no decarb process this time, last time skipped for leaves still worked.



And grinders for 30 grams weed, it's a work so I used our huge stone pestle & Mortar.


It's perfect for it.


Cooking low heat in two 276 gram jars coconut oil & sunfl lecithin now.


3 hrs minimum, 4-6 possibly without decarbing first. It vaporizers off too, while decarbing. I reasoned must be potential loss there.

 

[AutoTripper]

Don’t want to start a new thread for this and it may possibly be against the rules, and I apologize if so.

I’m about to jump back on the DNM again to maybe make some purchases. It’s been easily 2 years since I have. Is it still the same? Is there still a market? Do people still accept BitCoin after it fell? I feel like fawn on ice. I have no idea what I’m getting into.

Tbh mate, even that stretch of inquiry/curiosity may be still just outside the BL boundary line in area of sourcing too much, but I'm not the one to judge.




Everything is always changing though constant flux..



Cooked my 30 grams weed 3 hours earlier, took about 20 grams of the 552 grams coconut oil.


Made me so drowsy, finished 100 grams Kava since 3 a.m by 3 p.m, 17;17 here now.



But...I was finding consciousness a struggle plus unpleasant.



I took 10 mg's Bromazolam. 35 now today. But I'm not scrapping for wakefulness any longer.





I think it does take more mg's Bromazolam vs Etizolam to achieve total anxiolysis.


Despite it's strong sedative hypnotic depressant nature and def tendency to induce deep depression high dosing unlike Etizolam.



Q googled earlier. Interesting dose vs doses.


They call.....2-4 mg's Bromazolam "heavy"


So what' da hell say 35 mg's??


To me, 2-4 mg's would be completely neglible..


It's unthinkable atm.

 

[AutoTripper]

Also, see this. Quite remarkable to me asking some questions.

 

[cosmic charlie]

Thats not good @AutoTripper using such doses of benzos, but it get it and have had massive8 habits myself when i was using powder Phenazepam like 40mgs a day which is absurd in retrospect. Spent a year or so in a haze and can hardly remember most of it. Made it so psychedelics barely had any effect on me at all. Would have to eat like a ten strip of Acid and it still was like eating a couple blotters.

When it came time to pay the piper and i wanted off the benzos, i had to be medically detoxed with Phenobarbital so i wouldnt seize out. And since my habit was so bad and Phenazepam has such a long duration a week off that was nowhere near enough when they cut me off. Was still in terrible withdrawls the whole time and when they stopped the barbituate i had a psychotic break and started hallucinating hardcore and became convinced i was a time traveller.

Was bringing newspaper clippings to the psych to prove this about my predictions coming true from the past. Well this obviously made them think i was insane and i was court ordered to a mental hospital and had to stay there for 35 days. Well after two weeks of the time travelling nonsense i slowly became my more sane self but i had to stay there for a couple more weeks and see a judge to be released to my family.

Was still in withdrawls for like 6 weeks after i stopped taking the Phenazepam, id also dosed a hundred mgs right before i walked into the detox facility so that didnt help the situation at all. Didnt feel back to normal completely for maybe 6 months, my sleep was fucked and i was an anxious mess all the time. It was such a horrible ordeal, guess im telling you this as a heads up of how bad it can get.

Ive got a ton of Bromazolam in pure powder and in different sorts of pressed bars. My girlfriend is the one who takes it and gets really strong effects from 3mgs. Like enough for her to be noticeably fucked up, its not a weak drug man your tolerance is just fucked. When she started playing with it 1.5mgs was enough to completely kill her anxiety.

 

[cosmic charlie]

Just bought this new scooter, goes 21mph and has a range of 27 miles. Now im not gonna have to walk anymore after i take the bus. Super excited about this they are so much fun to ride also. Normally its 500 bucks but i got it on sale for 44% off, so a very good deal.

My girlfriend is gonna bring it down this weekend

 

[AutoTripper]

Thats not good @AutoTripper using such doses of benzos, but it get it and have had massive8 habits myself when i was using powder Phenazepam like 40mgs a day which is absurd in retrospect. Spent a year or so in a haze and can hardly remember most of it. Made it so psychedelics barely had any effect on me at all. Would have to eat like a ten strip of Acid and it still was like eating a couple blotters.

When it came time to pay the piper and i wanted off the benzos, i had to be medically detoxed with Phenobarbital so i wouldnt seize out. And since my habit was so bad and Phenazepam has such a long duration a week off that was nowhere near enough when they cut me off. Was still in terrible withdrawls the whole time and when they stopped the barbituate i had a psychotic break and started hallucinating hardcore and became convinced i was a time traveller.

Was bringing newspaper clippings to the psych to prove this about my predictions coming true from the past. Well this obviously made them think i was insane and i was court ordered to a mental hospital and had to stay there for 35 days. Well after two weeks of the time travelling nonsense i slowly became my more sane self but i had to stay there for a couple more weeks and see a judge to be released to my family.

Was still in withdrawls for like 6 weeks after i stopped taking the Phenazepam, id also dosed a hundred mgs right before i walked into the detox facility so that didnt help the situation at all. Didnt feel back to normal completely for maybe 6 months, my sleep was fucked and i was an anxious mess all the time. It was such a horrible ordeal, guess im telling you this as a heads up of how bad it can get.

Ive got a ton of Bromazolam in pure powder and in different sorts of pressed bars. My girlfriend is the one who takes it and gets really strong effects from 3mgs. Like enough for her to be noticeably fucked up, its not a weak drug man your tolerance is just fucked. When she started playing with it 1.5mgs was enough to completely kill her anxiety.

Thanks Charlie for your wise direct advice mate.

The thing is, as yes, MENTAL an endeavour as it is indeed, I actually do personally fully get it exactly.


Like you report you underwent extreme suffering yourself.


I understood the rules/caveats of benzos from day one, just like Kava.



Simple bottom lines.


Arguably in the drug world, daily high high unbroken benzo use has to rank as least recced and potentially most serious as any.


I appreciate all the stakes brother.



But I'm no ordinary case.

Allergies no 1. Only 5 psychoactives I know I can tolerate allergenically.


Weed if summer self done ONLY, precisely ferted.


Kava. Black tea/coffee.

Pure LSD.


And the only one besides edible weed, with zero allergenic effect was Etizolam Oct 2019.




So hands really tied unusually allergies to ev single tablet doc's med even organiccherbs vitamins etc.


But in no allergenic way pure benzo powder.




Not arguing it's good. Extreme as gets though.



Numerous challenging accidents too have increased dependence, lost my mind with trauma also basic capability to reboot.




To be able, to start control, reduce, use support channels etc.


I've made leaps this week there doses still nuts cos I've a real chance of healing hence ultra PTSD'd mind atm can't afford.....well I did lose my mind and all focus, but prognosis is good re injury recovery.



Should ease benzo/all needs at f last lol

 

[JackARoe]

To be able, to start control, reduce, use support channels etc.

AT the fact you are here, clever as ever, high thinking, and humorous shows me your are ok. Seems your body is adjusting. Lots of people giving warnings do it because they care and have been through things themselves. And still are themselves. Not talking about Charlie here as anything Charlie does comes across as caring. But a few others have warned you and then I find them on ungodly amounts of other drugs in other forums LOL. I just say this as keep that faith that your body is processing what you are throwing at it. Thank it. Of course find a way to taper, we have been saying that for years now but you are still good to go. And even with the etizolam drought you soared through to the next benzo. Raise your fist and say to the sky still here mother fuckers!!

I guess what I am trying to say is of course you know where you are at. And I am very happy when post. It has not slowed your thoughts. That is all for now on that. Just know the body can adapt to anything. Not an excuse to not taper but a way to at least feel better for 10 seconds with that realization.

Speaking of chicken shit bromazolam use I think I figured out a way to actually make it an etizolam replacement for sleep on occasion. If I take just under 1 mg, like .8 then I can sleep and not wake up hungover. If I take more than 2 mgs to close to bed I feel it the next morning. Not as bad as diazepam, that usually screws up my next day too. But even though at one point I was comfortable taking etizolam on Sunday nights once a week, I am not sure yet that bromaz is as safe as frequently. So recently figured twice a month is as much as I would do that. Etiz seemed to be safer. But bromaz hits as quick too. BTW when I say safe I say safe from getting dependent, not health wise.

 

[Mr. Krinkle]

ever get your arms covered in stinging nettles?


i did yesterday and it finally stopped stinging 24 hours later


Nettles is my hippy name (true story)

 

[Img_9999]

Also, see this. Quite remarkable to me asking some questions.

This blew my mind
Why?