Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v 6.0

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I don't think I have Post SSRI Sexual Dysfunction at all, because I took fluoxetine in 2011/2012 and didn't have such problems. My sexual dysfunction began in December 2021 after using paliperidone for 5 months. At that point, I had not touched an antidepressant since fluoxetine in 2012 or possibly 2015 and I've never had sexual dysfunction whatsoever in my entire life until December 2021. My paliperidone-induced depression began at the same time in December 2021, so I did start on antidepressants which of course didn't work, in 2022, running through fluoxetine, wellbutrin, escitalopram, pramipexole and duloxetine. There is no way that sexual dysfunction that was identical to the paliperidone-induced sexual dysfunction just happened to appear at some point along the way in 2022 and that seemlessly, paliperidone-induced sexual dysfunction disappeared while some antidepressant-induced one/s replaced it and they were both identical (and all totally seemless) in total severity. There is no reason to believe this since the depression induced by paliperidone has also remained and not changed, just like the sexual dysfunction.

I am not suffering from withdrawal. I have never had withdrawal from any psychiatric medication whatsoever ever. In fact, no psychiatric medicines have ever given me any benefit in my entire life! I was prescribed fluoxetine in 2011/2012 and 2015 when I didn't actually have depression and the alleged depression diagnosis was false because the DSM criteria were not even close to being met! I have never actually had psychosis because the allegations were falsified by providers I have often irrefutably proven to be malicious falsifiers of records, the limited allegations were contradicted by other providers and my work, academic and writing record. Additionally, every psychotic diagnoses I have been given was impossible because the DSM criteria were not even close to being met. That's why it should surprise no one that these medications offered no benefit. Likewise, having no benefit, my body did not depend on them in any way and there were no withdrawal effects whatsoever, ever. This is also true for benzodiazepines I was given in 2012 for physical pain (caused by antipsychotics) (didn't help) and sleeping medications for insomnia caused by paliperidone in Dec 2021/early 2022 (these were also useless). What I have had, rather than "withdrawal effects," is, as I have said in previous posts, many long-term and some permanent, incurable, untreatable injuries from these antidepressants and antipsychotics.

The psychiatric drug caused injuries: 16 months and counting of paliperidone-induced depression and sexual dysfunction; ~10.5 years of abilify-induced obesity; ~5 months of abilify-induced breathing problems (this is the second abilify-induced breathing problems extended episode in my life); ~9 months of Wellbutrin induced diarrhea; ~13 months of fluoxetine and then wellbutrin (~9 months out) induced heartburn.

The breathing problems are like being strangled repeatedly, day after day, week after week. The sexual dysfunction are internal sexual injuries and a sexual assault counselor concurred with me that I have been violated and what has occurred is at least sexual assault, if not rape. All these injuries and the severe suffering and pain they have caused constitute repeated torture--many different kinds of repeated torture on a daily basis.

Those who administered the guilty drugs have wielded dangerous weapons--there is no safe use for them because the only way to avoid their dangers is to not use them at all. Every use is just as potentially injurious and deadly as the next, as low doses with fast onset of severe side effects and injuries have proven, as has onset of severe side effects and injuries at later times, at practically any and every interval possible, also proven! The injuriousness is not affected by supposed "good intentions;" the existence of therapeutic benefits does not affect the injuriousness.

This is in contrast to using guns, sex toys and doing gynecological exams, where lawful and/or nonharmful use can be separated from nefarious, injurious and dangerous use.

I am going after the guilty parties for committing aggravated assault, many counts of attempted aggravated assault, many counts of attempted sexual assault, sexual assault (resulting in permanent sexual injury), rape (resulting in permanent sexual injury), many counts of many kinds of attempted torture, many counts of many kinds of torture, many counts of attempted strangulation, many counts of strangulation and many counts of attempted murder. In my own state's statutes, these are severe felonies which result in the convicted being sentenced for long, long prison terms and subject to severe fines and rightly so. These guilty parties are also irrefutably guilty of other crimes, like medical records falsification, legal and medical sabotage and obstruction of justice, criminal injurious medical malpractice and negligence, reckless endangerment, fraud and unjust enrichment and defamation. There are guilty parties who were also parties to these crimes, like clinics, hospitals, organizations, other staff, government that variously approved of illegal community commitment/forced medication (it was in violation of the rules on those commitments) and the pharmaceutical companies that make the injurious drugs. There should be a lot of people going to prison for a very long time.

Unfortunately, private attorneys and law firms refuse to help me. There is plenty of actionable cause, my case has infinite merit and I have vast overwhelming evidence and lots of irrefutable evidence and the statutes of limitations remain almost entirely intact in all these matters. The rejecting firms refuse to disclose reasons. Justice departments refuse to help me or respond, as well. Lawmakers and executives refuse to respond, although my pleas have not been repeated, intense and comprehensive enough. Health departments and professional oversight agencies refuse to help. Specifically, my state's professional oversight agency recently rejected one of my complaints (and has not responded to the other three) and refused to disclose reasons for doing so, claiming that they never record reasons and do not have to disclose them. I've petitioned justice departments and private attorneys and law firms for help on separate but slightly related matters as well as completely unrelated matters, all of which have great merit, actionable cause and strong and sometimes irrefutable evidence and likewise, have received either no response or rejections without any reasons disclosed. I have also pursued justice in other states on behalf of people, victims and crimes not related to my cases, only to find that justice departments in those other states also refuse to respond and investigate serious crimes for which irrefutable proof exists! News media and NGOs also refuse to reply to my pleas, although my pleas sent to them specifically have not been, very often, precisely about any of these cases I am pursuing but only related to some of their topics, generally. Even health care providers outside mental health are making my life and my treatment/measurement of these injuries as difficult as possible (and there is little doubt they aren't able to treat nor cure them), commit falsification of records themselves, delay and obstruct care and scheduling, become rude and argumentative and play games, etc. When it comes to psychiatrists, I've contacted over 200 of them in America and the world about treatments/cures for paliperidone induced sexual dysfunction and depression, as well as advocacy about this particular problem, with a 20% response rate and those responders not committing to any action or help and having no answers. I need to reach out to larger numbers of psychiatrists for the other injuries and advocacy measures related to medication dangers and non-medication misconduct dangers. I need to reach out to huge numbers of regular doctors and scientists about these injuries and their measurement, healing and treatment. In a few of the outreach areas mentioned, there is still lots more work to do before I can suspect corruption, but the more outreach I do, the more evidence I collect, the clearer the picture will become in this regard.

I don't know how many of you have taken these exhaustive routes I have? Many should try, to see what the results are. If you have already, it would be helpful to share your progress or lackthereof with the rest of us.

If many innocent victims with strong evidence and cases are being denied help and justice, we will know for sure that corruption is very widespread. Such widespread corruption is not acceptable. 260+ million unique people worldwide are on antipsychotics in the last 10 years, many more on antidepressants, and 16 million unique Americans on antipsychotics in recent years and 34 million unique Americans on antidepressants in recent years; all these numbers are also a fair barometer for those exposed to non-medication crimes of mental health providers and our mental health systems. With such massive numbers of people exposed to these dangers, crimes and harms, even very small rates of victims from the total pool will be massive, massive numbers of people who then would be subject to widespread corruption and unable to attain justice and unable to obtain healing. Just societies don't deny such massive numbers of victims healing and justice, period. Just societies don't ignore such massive numbers of victims and such massive dangers, period. If this is what our societies are becoming, then, fundamentally, law, order, morality, compassionate health care and safety are rapidly disappearing.

If you need detailed evidence of any of my claims, just ask. I've likely listed them before but to list them in every post would make my posts unreadably long.
5 different ADs in less than one year is quite a cocktail, I wouldn't expect it to have no effect. Look at forums where people experience AD withdrawal - many of it is the same as what you describe. can see an involuntary injection to be compared to sexual assault, but to compare your AD use and side effects to sexual assault comes off as hyperbolic. No one made you take those pills. No one made you take those pills after ceasing paliperidone. You are not even a year off paliperidone yet. Give it some time.
If I were an attorney, I wouldn't take your case. Because taking a pill that was prescribed by your doctor that made it hard for you to breathe and equating that to your doctor strangling you has nothing to do with proving strangulation to a jury under the law...and well, saying so sounds crazy
I got psychosis from kratom, lack of sleep, and lack of eating, I hadn’t taken LSD for 2 months before my psychotic episode.
That is what you've always said, but you've never mentioned that you also microdose psychedelics to calm yourself down since age 16
 
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5 different ADs in less than one year is quite a cocktail, I wouldn't expect it to have no effect. Look at forums where people experience AD withdrawal - many of it is the same as what you describe. can see an involuntary injection to be compared to sexual assault, but to compare your AD use and side effects to sexual assault comes off as hyperbolic. No one made you take those pills. No one made you take those pills after ceasing paliperidone. You are not even a year off paliperidone yet. Give it some time.
If I were an attorney, I wouldn't take your case. Because taking a pill that was prescribed by your doctor that made it hard for you to breathe and equating that to your doctor strangling you has nothing to do with proving strangulation to a jury under the law...and well, saying so sounds crazy

That is what you've always said, but you've never mentioned that you also microdose psychedelics to calm yourself down since age 16
I haven’t micro dosed to calm myself down the entire 3 years, I’ve had periods of time where I have gone months without taking any psychedelics at all I don’t get any withdrawals or cravings at all, I started with macro doses when I was 16 every now and then, I picked up micro dosing when I was 17 for a few months then I stopped, then I recently picked it back up again 2 weeks ago and I micro dose every 3 days, if you’re not familiar with what micro dosing is it’s when you take 1/10th to 1/20th of a dose you aren’t tripping it all but you feel uplifted happy motivated and even calm it’s like a non additive version of low dose adderall for me I have ADHD and find it to be a safe alternative to amphetamines, it also increases my energy at the same time while calming me down sometimes I’ll take it before working, school, or before I hit the gym and I’m fully functional not only that but more functional then while I’m sober, I’m about to take a vacation and I’ll be flying I’ll be where I am for a week with no psychedelics and I’m not worried about that at all cause I can live without them and get no withdrawal symptoms but whenever I take them it does improve my quality of life.
 
I was on antipsycotis for only 5 months is that enough to cause brain changes and long term affects

Unless you have pseudo parkinsons or tardive dyskenesia you will be fine. I was on invega and abilify for about 2 years altogether and was fine. Im now on zyprexa which gives me no side effects
 
5 different ADs in less than one year is quite a cocktail, I wouldn't expect it to have no effect. Look at forums where people experience AD withdrawal - many of it is the same as what you describe. can see an involuntary injection to be compared to sexual assault, but to compare your AD use and side effects to sexual assault comes off as hyperbolic. No one made you take those pills. No one made you take those pills after ceasing paliperidone. You are not even a year off paliperidone yet. Give it some time.
If I were an attorney, I wouldn't take your case. Because taking a pill that was prescribed by your doctor that made it hard for you to breathe and equating that to your doctor strangling you has nothing to do with proving strangulation to a jury under the law...and well, saying so sounds crazy

That is what you've always said, but you've never mentioned that you also microdose psychedelics to calm yourself down since age 16
This notion of antidepressant withdrawal is total nonsense, especially in my case. I had these problems while I was taking the antidepressants, so they are not withdrawal effects.

Again, you are being disingenuous again--I said the antipsychotic paliperidone caused the sexual injury and therefore is sexual assault and possibly rape (and many counts of attempted sexual assault and rape), not the antidepressants. Circumstantial and scientific evidence supports my claim that paliperidone caused the permanent sexual injury and not the antidepressants I took.

It is not hyperbolic at all to claim it is sexual assault and many counts of sexual assault. I was forced under the duress of law (unlawfully, as I explained before) to take the pills. Even if I wasn't, it would still be sexual assault, because psychiatrists, including mine, did not disclose the sexual injury risks and systemically deny them even though there is vast scientific proof of it from side effects literature, neurochemistry scientific consensus and many first hand accounts. I did not consent to being sexually injured. This meets the criteria of sexual assault--your argument that "no one made you take those pills" doesn't affect the argument whatsoever. This is tantamount to saying to someone who was sexually assaulted, raped and permanently sexually injured that "nobody" made them engage in activity with the offender. Well, nobody consents to sexual assault and injury--at some point deception occurred and the offender switched from consensual activity to nefarious, non-consented and injurious activity.

I have been off paliperidone more than a year, did you not read my posts? Additionally, I was also forced under the duress of law (unlawfully, as I explained before) to take abilify. As for the antidepressants, nobody made me take them but my injuries encouraged me to try them and whether anyone made me take them or not is irrelevant and not an excuse for the injury they caused and the nondisclosure of psychiatrists about these dangers. Your arguments are utter nonsense and against all legal and moral logic. The safety of medication is not a matter of caveat emptor! Especially when these dangers are concealed and their effectiveness is overstated--in my case, none of these drugs provided any benefit and were incredibly dangerous and had their dangers concealed from me. These dangers are not acceptable at all--they are clear weapons. It doesn't matter if I consented to taking them, the injuries from these weapons are unlawful, pure and simple.

You are wrong about the strangulation matter in the court of law. Abilify was and still is a clear weapon of strangulation--100% of the time it caused me this problem, twice, 10 years apart, with no other plausible explanation whatsoever since I have never had such problems or any of my psychiatric drug induced injuries ever in my life, other than heartburn in the past, although that was mostly also due to fluoxetine being taken in 2011/2012 and 2015.

Abilify caused me long-term and maybe even permanent severe breathing problems. Instrumental strangulation is recognized under the law, as is instrumental injury and other instrumental crimes. Saying so is not "crazy," but in fact morally and legally sound and responsible. What is, in fact, crazy, is you yourself arguing the contrary and most of the arguments you have made, some of which have distorted what I have said and distorted the facts.

Also I don't know why the quote block included your response to the other poster, sorry.
 
I wanted to expand upon my previous post addressing Kaatrina's reply to me:

Caveat emptor, exculpatory clauses and limited liability does not exist, to my knowledge, for doctors giving out dangerous drugs; the mere fact of patients taking these drugs alone does not automatically exonerate doctors and drug companies from liablity for the dangers of their drugs and there should really be 0% exoneration for all guilty parties involved, especially when the guilty parties systemically fail to disclose the dangers, deceive their victims and are irrefutably guilty of many other systemic crimes and have a long, irrefutable sordid history of misconduct, untrustworthiness, harm, criminality and maliciousness!

If such massive limits of liability as you describe, and even very small amounts of limits on liability, were in fact the case, it would clearly be unbelievably immoral, a ridiculous, titanic threat to all of civilization and humanity and a corruption of sound law--this would essentially legalize genocide and massive atrocities and crimes, since doctors, drug companies, governments and such could get away with either forcing people to take these drugs or misleading them to take these drugs in massive numbers and causing massive harm, which is already what is happening for many years. These drugs have been around for 70 years and I already shared in previous posts the massive rates of their use in the United States and America--we have great reason to believe genocide is already occurring and that these drugs likely have harmed more people than any single war, outbreak of disease or atrocity in all of history! In addition to the massive rate of harm, other exacerbating features distinguishing them from from most wars, outbreaks of disease and atrocities are the unprecedented, unlimited powers, lack of scrutiny and invincibility of the perpetrators and the comparative, massive lack of resistance to them!

Notice how hard I have been pushing for real research to be done into the real world patient data of people taking these drugs; notice how hard I have been pushing to scrutinize existing side effects literature for its obvious and for its possible flaws and how hard I am and will continue to push to make sure side effects literature has third party verification and oversight and we can prove irrefutably that at least a small % of these studies and their claimed results are honest and reliable. Otherwise, we are just accepting the authors and researchers at their "word" and not doing our due diligence which the facts and circumstances that I discuss all mandate we do! When the medical community, the mental health system, our government branches and agencies and our legal system resist taking these measures, what does that tell you? This is simply more evidence for and reason to believe that the crimes, harms, deceptions, callousness, corruption and maliciousness I allege are actually occurring! These wrongs should not happen and are not acceptable in civilized, moral societies, period!

In addition to the likelihood of endless, massive harm caused by these drugs on a scale never before seen in history, we must also be even more disturbed and alarmed by the unprecedented callousness, ignorance, cruelty and maliciousness making such harm possible, the almost complete lack of scrutiny into these and related systemic, massive crimes, how these crimes are completely unchecked and their perpetrators are practically invincible, as how their perpetrators have practically unlimited and often completely illegal powers and how they are implicated in many other crimes and deception, sabotage, corruption and maliciousness! I believe I have pointed out previously (and must continue to do so) how psychologists and psychiatrists possess and make use of the full powers of our law, illegally (no statutes, no administrative codes, no constitutions and no case law nor common law have ever given them this full power of our law and when they exercise these powers they abuse them and violate the usual rules, fair and due process, safeguards, separation of powers and checks and balances associated with them)--the powers of the police, the courts of law and the prisons--without having to set foot in the police station, the courts of law or prisons. The results are disastrous and unacceptably dangerous and an unbelievable threat to humanity and civilization. The disastrous results and harm will simply get worse in the future--there is no limit to the harm and destruction it can and will cause. I can detail upon request what these full powers of law they have and exercise are, specifically.

Yet you (the poster I am responding to) at least somewhat persist in making bogus excuses for these crimes and for the lack of justice. This could be unbelievable incompetence, unbelievable callousness or deliberate maliciousness but I really hope it is just carelessness and swiftness and my arguments and that my I succeed at persuading you, since, at any rate, you were not properly concerned about these wrongs nor do you seem to be interested in properly addressing them.

These medication crimes and related non-medication crimes are unbelievable, titanic fundamental threats to law and order, medicine, science, business, society, human virtues and values, public health and all human activity! Which underscores the
necessity to systemically address them, prevent them and punish them to the fullest extent allowable by the law! Which underscores the necessity of having the entire world informed about these crimes and problems and of having the entire world care and demand justice and effective solutions.

I wonder what your motivations then on these threads are--these are threads of support for verifiable, innocent victims of harms from paliperidone (and inevitably might involve harms from other antipsychotics, psychiatric drugs and non-medication crimes and misconduct of our mental health system).

The approach to simply wait out the harms of paliperidone is not a sufficient or responsible one!--the more appropriate and responsible approach is to do all or at least most or some of the things I have done, that I discuss repeatedly, encourage and
beg others to do, for not only their own sake but for the sake of all humans on the planet, for the sake of law and order, medicine, science, business, society, truth and reason, human virtues and values, public health and all lawful goodly human activities.

The suffering and injustice is unbelievable and the prospect of auto-recovery, especially in my case, is not hopeful and it wouldn't be responsible or compassionate to admonish me to wait it out while making absurd criticisms of my justified efforts at justice, healing and so on. It is absurd--you wouldn't tell rape victims, victims of aggravated assault, torture, attempted murder, defamation, medical and legal sabotage, medical records falsification, fraud and unjust enrichment, medical, scientific, private and public, government corruption and lawbreaking, etc. to just sit around and wait out a solution and do nothing--right? You wouldn't tell victims who are suffering from repeated, daily and multiple sources of torture, of repeated, daily strangulation, of permanent injuries and life-threatening problems, to sit around and wait out a solution and do nothing--right? I have worked very hard to, on my own (while I am injured, suffering terribly and faced with insurmountable odds, stress, difficulties and maliciousness) figure out and elucidate all aspects of this problem, all the wrongs that occurred and the related laws, all arguments and all needed solutions and measures.

There is not a single case I know of from anywhere where someone with paliperidone induced sexual dysfunction and depression who had made no improvements in 16 months of the condition and ~15 months post discontinuation of paliperidone had ever made a recovery thereafter! Again, it must be said, there is no known treatment or cure and, again, admonishing people to wait it out for long periods of time and criticizing and discouraging important and necessary efforts is ludicrous. Waiting it out is not reliable (there are no known factors involved other than time and discontinuing the offending medication and this mechanism and prospect of recovery is not reliable), not humane, not proven to be effective especially when results aren't forthcoming with the increasing passage of time--the moral responsibility is upon the culprits, upon the mental health system, medicine, science and the involved professions, government agencies and branches of government and businesses, not upon the victims!
 
I wanted to expand upon my previous post addressing Kaatrina's reply to me:

Caveat emptor, exculpatory clauses and limited liability does not exist, to my knowledge, for doctors giving out dangerous drugs; the mere fact of patients taking these drugs alone does not automatically exonerate doctors and drug companies from liablity for the dangers of their drugs and there should really be 0% exoneration for all guilty parties involved, especially when the guilty parties systemically fail to disclose the dangers, deceive their victims and are irrefutably guilty of many other systemic crimes and have a long, irrefutable sordid history of misconduct, untrustworthiness, harm, criminality and maliciousness!

If such massive limits of liability as you describe, and even very small amounts of limits on liability, were in fact the case, it would clearly be unbelievably immoral, a ridiculous, titanic threat to all of civilization and humanity and a corruption of sound law--this would essentially legalize genocide and massive atrocities and crimes, since doctors, drug companies, governments and such could get away with either forcing people to take these drugs or misleading them to take these drugs in massive numbers and causing massive harm, which is already what is happening for many years. These drugs have been around for 70 years and I already shared in previous posts the massive rates of their use in the United States and America--we have great reason to believe genocide is already occurring and that these drugs likely have harmed more people than any single war, outbreak of disease or atrocity in all of history! In addition to the massive rate of harm, other exacerbating features distinguishing them from from most wars, outbreaks of disease and atrocities are the unprecedented, unlimited powers, lack of scrutiny and invincibility of the perpetrators and the comparative, massive lack of resistance to them!

Notice how hard I have been pushing for real research to be done into the real world patient data of people taking these drugs; notice how hard I have been pushing to scrutinize existing side effects literature for its obvious and for its possible flaws and how hard I am and will continue to push to make sure side effects literature has third party verification and oversight and we can prove irrefutably that at least a small % of these studies and their claimed results are honest and reliable. Otherwise, we are just accepting the authors and researchers at their "word" and not doing our due diligence which the facts and circumstances that I discuss all mandate we do! When the medical community, the mental health system, our government branches and agencies and our legal system resist taking these measures, what does that tell you? This is simply more evidence for and reason to believe that the crimes, harms, deceptions, callousness, corruption and maliciousness I allege are actually occurring! These wrongs should not happen and are not acceptable in civilized, moral societies, period!

In addition to the likelihood of endless, massive harm caused by these drugs on a scale never before seen in history, we must also be even more disturbed and alarmed by the unprecedented callousness, ignorance, cruelty and maliciousness making such harm possible, the almost complete lack of scrutiny into these and related systemic, massive crimes, how these crimes are completely unchecked and their perpetrators are practically invincible, as how their perpetrators have practically unlimited and often completely illegal powers and how they are implicated in many other crimes and deception, sabotage, corruption and maliciousness! I believe I have pointed out previously (and must continue to do so) how psychologists and psychiatrists possess and make use of the full powers of our law, illegally (no statutes, no administrative codes, no constitutions and no case law nor common law have ever given them this full power of our law and when they exercise these powers they abuse them and violate the usual rules, fair and due process, safeguards, separation of powers and checks and balances associated with them)--the powers of the police, the courts of law and the prisons--without having to set foot in the police station, the courts of law or prisons. The results are disastrous and unacceptably dangerous and an unbelievable threat to humanity and civilization. The disastrous results and harm will simply get worse in the future--there is no limit to the harm and destruction it can and will cause. I can detail upon request what these full powers of law they have and exercise are, specifically.

Yet you (the poster I am responding to) at least somewhat persist in making bogus excuses for these crimes and for the lack of justice. This could be unbelievable incompetence, unbelievable callousness or deliberate maliciousness but I really hope it is just carelessness and swiftness and my arguments and that my I succeed at persuading you, since, at any rate, you were not properly concerned about these wrongs nor do you seem to be interested in properly addressing them.

These medication crimes and related non-medication crimes are unbelievable, titanic fundamental threats to law and order, medicine, science, business, society, human virtues and values, public health and all human activity! Which underscores the
necessity to systemically address them, prevent them and punish them to the fullest extent allowable by the law! Which underscores the necessity of having the entire world informed about these crimes and problems and of having the entire world care and demand justice and effective solutions.

I wonder what your motivations then on these threads are--these are threads of support for verifiable, innocent victims of harms from paliperidone (and inevitably might involve harms from other antipsychotics, psychiatric drugs and non-medication crimes and misconduct of our mental health system).

The approach to simply wait out the harms of paliperidone is not a sufficient or responsible one!--the more appropriate and responsible approach is to do all or at least most or some of the things I have done, that I discuss repeatedly, encourage and
beg others to do, for not only their own sake but for the sake of all humans on the planet, for the sake of law and order, medicine, science, business, society, truth and reason, human virtues and values, public health and all lawful goodly human activities.

The suffering and injustice is unbelievable and the prospect of auto-recovery, especially in my case, is not hopeful and it wouldn't be responsible or compassionate to admonish me to wait it out while making absurd criticisms of my justified efforts at justice, healing and so on. It is absurd--you wouldn't tell rape victims, victims of aggravated assault, torture, attempted murder, defamation, medical and legal sabotage, medical records falsification, fraud and unjust enrichment, medical, scientific, private and public, government corruption and lawbreaking, etc. to just sit around and wait out a solution and do nothing--right? You wouldn't tell victims who are suffering from repeated, daily and multiple sources of torture, of repeated, daily strangulation, of permanent injuries and life-threatening problems, to sit around and wait out a solution and do nothing--right? I have worked very hard to, on my own (while I am injured, suffering terribly and faced with insurmountable odds, stress, difficulties and maliciousness) figure out and elucidate all aspects of this problem, all the wrongs that occurred and the related laws, all arguments and all needed solutions and measures.

There is not a single case I know of from anywhere where someone with paliperidone induced sexual dysfunction and depression who had made no improvements in 16 months of the condition and ~15 months post discontinuation of paliperidone had ever made a recovery thereafter! Again, it must be said, there is no known treatment or cure and, again, admonishing people to wait it out for long periods of time and criticizing and discouraging important and necessary efforts is ludicrous. Waiting it out is not reliable (there are no known factors involved other than time and discontinuing the offending medication and this mechanism and prospect of recovery is not reliable), not humane, not proven to be effective especially when results aren't forthcoming with the increasing passage of time--the moral responsibility is upon the culprits, upon the mental health system, medicine, science and the involved professions, government agencies and branches of government and businesses, not upon the victims!
The first thing a lawyer would ask you :

1. Why didn't you read the warning inserts
2. Why did you continue to take medication that you viewed as rape and assault - nobody would choose these things.

You said you were on invega until 2022 in one of your posts - you said you started the ADs in 2022 to counteract its effects
 
The first thing a lawyer would ask you :

1. Why didn't you read the warning inserts
2. Why did you continue to take medication that you viewed as rape and assault - nobody would choose these things.

You said you were on invega until 2022 in one of your posts - you said you started the ADs in 2022 to counteract its effects
Kaatrina are you recovered 100% you would say?
 
The first thing a lawyer would ask you :

1. Why didn't you read the warning inserts
2. Why did you continue to take medication that you viewed as rape and assault - nobody would choose these things.

You said you were on invega until 2022 in one of your posts - you said you started the ADs in 2022 to counteract its effects
^ @prinzfrost using anti depressants is probably one of the worst things you can do to counteract invega they are neurotoxic, just cause they’re socially acceptable and legal doesn’t mean they’re good the pharmaceutical guys are just like drug dealers they will talk their drugs up and make them sound good to make money off you these are the same guys who say invega is good.
 
^ @prinzfrost using anti depressants is probably one of the worst things you can do to counteract invega they are neurotoxic, just cause they’re socially acceptable and legal doesn’t mean they’re good the pharmaceutical guys are just like drug dealers they will talk their drugs up and make them sound good to make money off you these are the same guys who say invega is good.
how long have you been off AP and how are you feeling today
 
I wanted to expand upon my previous post addressing Kaatrina's reply to me:

Caveat emptor, exculpatory clauses and limited liability does not exist, to my knowledge, for doctors giving out dangerous drugs; the mere fact of patients taking these drugs alone does not automatically exonerate doctors and drug companies from liablity for the dangers of their drugs and there should really be 0% exoneration for all guilty parties involved, especially when the guilty parties systemically fail to disclose the dangers, deceive their victims and are irrefutably guilty of many other systemic crimes and have a long, irrefutable sordid history of misconduct, untrustworthiness, harm, criminality and maliciousness!

If such massive limits of liability as you describe, and even very small amounts of limits on liability, were in fact the case, it would clearly be unbelievably immoral, a ridiculous, titanic threat to all of civilization and humanity and a corruption of sound law--this would essentially legalize genocide and massive atrocities and crimes, since doctors, drug companies, governments and such could get away with either forcing people to take these drugs or misleading them to take these drugs in massive numbers and causing massive harm, which is already what is happening for many years. These drugs have been around for 70 years and I already shared in previous posts the massive rates of their use in the United States and America--we have great reason to believe genocide is already occurring and that these drugs likely have harmed more people than any single war, outbreak of disease or atrocity in all of history! In addition to the massive rate of harm, other exacerbating features distinguishing them from from most wars, outbreaks of disease and atrocities are the unprecedented, unlimited powers, lack of scrutiny and invincibility of the perpetrators and the comparative, massive lack of resistance to them!

Notice how hard I have been pushing for real research to be done into the real world patient data of people taking these drugs; notice how hard I have been pushing to scrutinize existing side effects literature for its obvious and for its possible flaws and how hard I am and will continue to push to make sure side effects literature has third party verification and oversight and we can prove irrefutably that at least a small % of these studies and their claimed results are honest and reliable. Otherwise, we are just accepting the authors and researchers at their "word" and not doing our due diligence which the facts and circumstances that I discuss all mandate we do! When the medical community, the mental health system, our government branches and agencies and our legal system resist taking these measures, what does that tell you? This is simply more evidence for and reason to believe that the crimes, harms, deceptions, callousness, corruption and maliciousness I allege are actually occurring! These wrongs should not happen and are not acceptable in civilized, moral societies, period!

In addition to the likelihood of endless, massive harm caused by these drugs on a scale never before seen in history, we must also be even more disturbed and alarmed by the unprecedented callousness, ignorance, cruelty and maliciousness making such harm possible, the almost complete lack of scrutiny into these and related systemic, massive crimes, how these crimes are completely unchecked and their perpetrators are practically invincible, as how their perpetrators have practically unlimited and often completely illegal powers and how they are implicated in many other crimes and deception, sabotage, corruption and maliciousness! I believe I have pointed out previously (and must continue to do so) how psychologists and psychiatrists possess and make use of the full powers of our law, illegally (no statutes, no administrative codes, no constitutions and no case law nor common law have ever given them this full power of our law and when they exercise these powers they abuse them and violate the usual rules, fair and due process, safeguards, separation of powers and checks and balances associated with them)--the powers of the police, the courts of law and the prisons--without having to set foot in the police station, the courts of law or prisons. The results are disastrous and unacceptably dangerous and an unbelievable threat to humanity and civilization. The disastrous results and harm will simply get worse in the future--there is no limit to the harm and destruction it can and will cause. I can detail upon request what these full powers of law they have and exercise are, specifically.

Yet you (the poster I am responding to) at least somewhat persist in making bogus excuses for these crimes and for the lack of justice. This could be unbelievable incompetence, unbelievable callousness or deliberate maliciousness but I really hope it is just carelessness and swiftness and my arguments and that my I succeed at persuading you, since, at any rate, you were not properly concerned about these wrongs nor do you seem to be interested in properly addressing them.

These medication crimes and related non-medication crimes are unbelievable, titanic fundamental threats to law and order, medicine, science, business, society, human virtues and values, public health and all human activity! Which underscores the
necessity to systemically address them, prevent them and punish them to the fullest extent allowable by the law! Which underscores the necessity of having the entire world informed about these crimes and problems and of having the entire world care and demand justice and effective solutions.

I wonder what your motivations then on these threads are--these are threads of support for verifiable, innocent victims of harms from paliperidone (and inevitably might involve harms from other antipsychotics, psychiatric drugs and non-medication crimes and misconduct of our mental health system).

The approach to simply wait out the harms of paliperidone is not a sufficient or responsible one!--the more appropriate and responsible approach is to do all or at least most or some of the things I have done, that I discuss repeatedly, encourage and
beg others to do, for not only their own sake but for the sake of all humans on the planet, for the sake of law and order, medicine, science, business, society, truth and reason, human virtues and values, public health and all lawful goodly human activities.

The suffering and injustice is unbelievable and the prospect of auto-recovery, especially in my case, is not hopeful and it wouldn't be responsible or compassionate to admonish me to wait it out while making absurd criticisms of my justified efforts at justice, healing and so on. It is absurd--you wouldn't tell rape victims, victims of aggravated assault, torture, attempted murder, defamation, medical and legal sabotage, medical records falsification, fraud and unjust enrichment, medical, scientific, private and public, government corruption and lawbreaking, etc. to just sit around and wait out a solution and do nothing--right? You wouldn't tell victims who are suffering from repeated, daily and multiple sources of torture, of repeated, daily strangulation, of permanent injuries and life-threatening problems, to sit around and wait out a solution and do nothing--right? I have worked very hard to, on my own (while I am injured, suffering terribly and faced with insurmountable odds, stress, difficulties and maliciousness) figure out and elucidate all aspects of this problem, all the wrongs that occurred and the related laws, all arguments and all needed solutions and measures.

There is not a single case I know of from anywhere where someone with paliperidone induced sexual dysfunction and depression who had made no improvements in 16 months of the condition and ~15 months post discontinuation of paliperidone had ever made a recovery thereafter! Again, it must be said, there is no known treatment or cure and, again, admonishing people to wait it out for long periods of time and criticizing and discouraging important and necessary efforts is ludicrous. Waiting it out is not reliable (there are no known factors involved other than time and discontinuing the offending medication and this mechanism and prospect of recovery is not reliable), not humane, not proven to be effective especially when results aren't forthcoming with the increasing passage of time--the moral responsibility is upon the culprits, upon the mental health system, medicine, science and the involved professions, government agencies and branches of government and businesses, not upon the victims!
If you contact doctors, laywers, researchers or anyone with your writing style they’re going to think you’re a whack job and need to be medicated! You don’t present well at all. Maybe you should hire a lawyer if you want to contact a doctor for harming you, because you will just be discredited in the way you present. They’ll think you need to be medicated just by the way you write!
 
how long have you been off AP and how are you feeling today
I’ve been off APS for almost 7.5 months now, I’m feeling pretty alright lately been up and down it’s a different feeling but I don’t think recovery is feeling exactly the way you felt before the injections, time changes you and injections or not you’re not gonna be the exact same person you were a year ago at this point I feel like I can live a good quality life again I would call that recovery in my opinion, I do still suffer from mild anhedonia and depression but I don’t think invega is entirely to blame at this point, I recently decided to give up my addictions to porn, cigs, and weed for good and so far I’ve gone 2 weeks without all of them, withdrawals have been kicking my ass I’ve been irritated and a little depressed but I’m still being productive and getting shit done which on invega I couldn’t do that at all I just sat there like a vegetable.
 
The first thing a lawyer would ask you :

1. Why didn't you read the warning inserts
2. Why did you continue to take medication that you viewed as rape and assault - nobody would choose these things.

You said you were on invega until 2022 in one of your posts - you said you started the ADs in 2022 to counteract its effects
Again, Kaatrina, you didn't read my posts--for paliperidone, you should know that the official drug label completely denies the possibility of depression and sexual dysfunction! Even when side effects literature, neurochemistry scientific consensus and first hand accounts confirm these side effects at huge rates for not only antipsychotics but paliperidone. Doctors are required by law to fully disclose dangers of drugs, especially the worst ones.

As for the other medications, some of them, like Wellbutrin, in fact list some of the side effects that happened, namely the diarrhea. However, this is irrelevant. You claim a lawyer will say this, but you haven't cited any law or precedent of law which would make this relevant at all. Warning inserts do not constitute a contractual agreement/exculpatory clauses/abandonment of legal rights by the patient! Even if they did, there is plenty of case law that should suggest that courts would disregard such as illegal and not valid--and they absolutely should regard them as illegal and invalid.

I explicitly addressed this matter in my recent post yet you did not address my thoughts and arguments on the matter.

Once the sexual injury occurred, I tried my best to discontinue the medication as soon as possible, but was forced to take it for another month by my psychiatrist. Mind you, this was at a time when I was not well-informed about all the dangers of these psychiatric drugs, all the evidence related to these dangers and countless matters.

I had no idea this was even possible before the sexual injury occurred, so I did not view repeated administrations as repeated sexual assault and rape attempts, since I had no knowledge of the matter and only felt subtle sexual side effects in October and November 2021 prior to the full onset in December 2021. Your criticism is completely invalid.

I was, indeed, on paliperidone until January 2022, a full month after the terrible injuries/side effects came on, against my wishes at the mandate of my psychiatrist which was enforced by (unlawful) court mandated community treatment.

These drugs are clearly so dangerous they should not have ever been approved or be on the market, so no warning labels, even if they are accurate and sufficient, which they aren't, nor doctor's warnings (which were almost entirely nonexistent, especially in regards to the said injuries) could be used as excuses. I have had severe side effects to antidepressants and antipsychotics 100% of the time! They have not given me any benefit 100% of the time! (and contrary to whatever anyone might say, they did not cause any withdrawal effects ever). Most of these side effects were actually long-term, incurable and untreatable injuries, with three of them being permanent. For such findings across so many different medications, this is not merely a fluke but strong evidence that these medications are unacceptably dangerous, period.

Again, please carefully read my previous posts--exculpatory clauses, caveat emptor and limits on liability like that which you seem to imply simply does not exist for dangerous drugs and doctors and psychiatrists and if they did, it would be so unbelievably immoral to be a crime against humanity, as I explained. Nobody consents to these injuries, victims are never warned of these dangers as law requires doctors and psychiatrists to do and there can be no excusing these crimes at all, especially given the circumstances. I've addressed perhaps every possible excuse, especially the ones that usually come up.

You are evidently persisting in defending the worst crimes imaginable and perhaps the greatest destruction of all of human history! And showing a disregard of morals and how the law is and should be and any sympathy with completely innocent victims of perhaps the worst crimes imaginable. Again, I wonder what your purposes on these threads are? This seems like a weird, inexplicable and highly inappropriate disposition for a fellow victim to have, assuming you are one.

Again, I will reiterate:

The burden is upon the pharmaceutical companies, medicine, the doctors and the mental health system to possess and furnish safe medicines, not the patients!
In this day and age, they have the support, financial means and technological resources and knowledge to find and develop such safe and effective medicines and ensure and prove they are in fact safe and effective. This is especially true for psychiatry, mental health and antidepressants and antipsychotics.

I can imagine some allowances of dangers for other, newer, limited and very specific classes of drugs and individual drugs, all on a case by case basis, of allowing some limited liability (but not much) for their harms, when the patient is not deceived as to their dangers and the providers responsibly and fully disclose them and the providers are proven to be lawful, respectful, kind, moral, compassionate, honest and upstanding otherwise.

However, with mental health and psychiatry, we need to massive drastic action, awareness and oversight.

They’ve had 70 years to develop truly safe and effective antidepressants and antipsychotics and have long had the means to do so, but overwhelming and often irrefutable evidence shows they have not done so, that they deliberately deceive the public about the dangers and efficacy, they sabotage the efforts of victims and the public to get these dangers and lack of efficacy recognized, they retaliate against evidence based, honest critics, they commit falsifications of medical records and safety science, they prescribe and administer these drugs to people who don’t need them and cannot possibly benefit from them, that they don’t report side effects incidences to the wider medical community and government agencies, that they have never researched a treatment nor cure for most of the terrible injuries caused by these drugs (true for paliperidone and antipsychotic induced depression and sexual dysfunction especially), that they refuse to take action to address these problems, etc.

There is too much at stake and too many people at risk and too many people who have been hurt to justify shielding these culprits from the law and not addressing these problems fully in all the ways I discuss and plea for repeatedly!
 
Please someone help me I didnt sleep last night and im scared to go to bed to wake up the next day. Its been 97 days since my injection and my symptoms arent improving, I can't relax I feel like im going to kill myself
 
Again, Kaatrina, you didn't read my posts--for paliperidone, you should know that the official drug label completely denies the possibility of depression and sexual dysfunction! Even when side effects literature, neurochemistry scientific consensus and first hand accounts confirm these side effects at huge rates for not only antipsychotics but paliperidone. Doctors are required by law to fully disclose dangers of drugs, especially the worst ones.

As for the other medications, some of them, like Wellbutrin, in fact list some of the side effects that happened, namely the diarrhea. However, this is irrelevant. You claim a lawyer will say this, but you haven't cited any law or precedent of law which would make this relevant at all. Warning inserts do not constitute a contractual agreement/exculpatory clauses/abandonment of legal rights by the patient! Even if they did, there is plenty of case law that should suggest that courts would disregard such as illegal and not valid--and they absolutely should regard them as illegal and invalid.

I explicitly addressed this matter in my recent post yet you did not address my thoughts and arguments on the matter.

Once the sexual injury occurred, I tried my best to discontinue the medication as soon as possible, but was forced to take it for another month by my psychiatrist. Mind you, this was at a time when I was not well-informed about all the dangers of these psychiatric drugs, all the evidence related to these dangers and countless matters.

I had no idea this was even possible before the sexual injury occurred, so I did not view repeated administrations as repeated sexual assault and rape attempts, since I had no knowledge of the matter and only felt subtle sexual side effects in October and November 2021 prior to the full onset in December 2021. Your criticism is completely invalid.

I was, indeed, on paliperidone until January 2022, a full month after the terrible injuries/side effects came on, against my wishes at the mandate of my psychiatrist which was enforced by (unlawful) court mandated community treatment.

These drugs are clearly so dangerous they should not have ever been approved or be on the market, so no warning labels, even if they are accurate and sufficient, which they aren't, nor doctor's warnings (which were almost entirely nonexistent, especially in regards to the said injuries) could be used as excuses. I have had severe side effects to antidepressants and antipsychotics 100% of the time! They have not given me any benefit 100% of the time! (and contrary to whatever anyone might say, they did not cause any withdrawal effects ever). Most of these side effects were actually long-term, incurable and untreatable injuries, with three of them being permanent. For such findings across so many different medications, this is not merely a fluke but strong evidence that these medications are unacceptably dangerous, period.

Again, please carefully read my previous posts--exculpatory clauses, caveat emptor and limits on liability like that which you seem to imply simply does not exist for dangerous drugs and doctors and psychiatrists and if they did, it would be so unbelievably immoral to be a crime against humanity, as I explained. Nobody consents to these injuries, victims are never warned of these dangers as law requires doctors and psychiatrists to do and there can be no excusing these crimes at all, especially given the circumstances. I've addressed perhaps every possible excuse, especially the ones that usually come up.

You are evidently persisting in defending the worst crimes imaginable and perhaps the greatest destruction of all of human history! And showing a disregard of morals and how the law is and should be and any sympathy with completely innocent victims of perhaps the worst crimes imaginable. Again, I wonder what your purposes on these threads are? This seems like a weird, inexplicable and highly inappropriate disposition for a fellow victim to have, assuming you are one.

Again, I will reiterate:

The burden is upon the pharmaceutical companies, medicine, the doctors and the mental health system to possess and furnish safe medicines, not the patients!
In this day and age, they have the support, financial means and technological resources and knowledge to find and develop such safe and effective medicines and ensure and prove they are in fact safe and effective. This is especially true for psychiatry, mental health and antidepressants and antipsychotics.

I can imagine some allowances of dangers for other, newer, limited and very specific classes of drugs and individual drugs, all on a case by case basis, of allowing some limited liability (but not much) for their harms, when the patient is not deceived as to their dangers and the providers responsibly and fully disclose them and the providers are proven to be lawful, respectful, kind, moral, compassionate, honest and upstanding otherwise.

However, with mental health and psychiatry, we need to massive drastic action, awareness and oversight.

They’ve had 70 years to develop truly safe and effective antidepressants and antipsychotics and have long had the means to do so, but overwhelming and often irrefutable evidence shows they have not done so, that they deliberately deceive the public about the dangers and efficacy, they sabotage the efforts of victims and the public to get these dangers and lack of efficacy recognized, they retaliate against evidence based, honest critics, they commit falsifications of medical records and safety science, they prescribe and administer these drugs to people who don’t need them and cannot possibly benefit from them, that they don’t report side effects incidences to the wider medical community and government agencies, that they have never researched a treatment nor cure for most of the terrible injuries caused by these drugs (true for paliperidone and antipsychotic induced depression and sexual dysfunction especially), that they refuse to take action to address these problems, etc.

There is too much at stake and too many people at risk and too many people who have been hurt to justify shielding these culprits from the law and not addressing these problems fully in all the ways I discuss and plea for repeatedly!
If you want to contact lawyers maybe speak in shorter statements, if you just ramble like that there’s no way they’ll remember everything you said.
 
If you contact doctors, laywers, researchers or anyone with your writing style they’re going to think you’re a whack job and need to be medicated! You don’t present well at all. Maybe you should hire a lawyer if you want to contact a doctor for harming you, because you will just be discredited in the way you present. They’ll think you need to be medicated just by the way you write!
Why do you feel this way? Cite some of my writing and arguments to support your claim. Everything I say is reasonable and supported by overwhelming and often irrefutable evidence. I am concerned, rightly, about the full course of science, medicine, wrongdoing, injustice, the law, societal conditions, etc.

What you say is highly inflammatory and defamatory, especially since you cite no evidence. I, for instance, am familiar with psychiatric disorders, symptoms and behavior. Your claim is not justified by actual mental health principles and rules. I am not a "whack job" and I do not need to be "medicated" "just by the way" I write. If you think so, then tie this to specific, canonical, clinical, well-known examples of psychiatric behaviors and symptoms, and then also reference rules and regulations about medicating someone with psychiatric medications. Otherwise, your contention is uneducated, incorrect, unbelievably disrespectful, cruel, dangerous and defamatory and you don't even bother to provide evidence. What moral precepts have I violated? What principles or standards of writing have I violated?
 
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