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Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v 6.0

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Serhat96 said:
My P.dr prescribed me 15m baloperidol & 50mg pseudoendotrizine, idk what to do should I take them?
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I wouldn’t take them, taking more pharmaceuticals will probably just prolong your recovery, you don’t need pills to solve your problems healthy sober activities are the way to go, pharmaceuticals are shitty drugs and usually very addictive or can cause major brain changes that make it hell to get off of, only time I’d recommend any of you take pharmaceuticals is if you have psychosis and need an anti psychotic, I’m against anti depressants, benzodiazepines, opioids, and other pharmaceuticals I don’t think they should be taken for any reason (unless you’re about to die and they give you morphine) they don’t help you build coping mechanisms they just numb the problem temporarily but it ends up coming back worse over time, and btw 90% of people who haven’t recovered from invega took other pharmaceuticals if I were you I wouldn’t risk that happening to you.
 
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Microdose consistently has more benefits on a neurological level than macro doses I think but an awesome trip is better in a more metaphysical and higher level thinking way) because microdose tends to the receptors in a way that it makes them grow more like watering a plant every two days versus putting way too much water once a fortnight where it’s less encouraging and too different from its usual state. Lsd microdosing helped me recover from psychosis so much, but it also can be bad for it for some people I’m guessing. I felt like a different person in psychosis and after a few weeks Of 3x a week MD was doing art work and laughing and in my usual thought grooves like usual, it makes it easier to connect to things cos the fear part of you that distorts and blocks the works isn’t there but it can make shit really bad for schizophrenia affected people I’ve heard but more so with higher than microdoses
 
So wack like I never got angry since I got injected, like I was so messed up from it but I couldn’t experience anger, I think maybe I should be angry more cos I’m like such a sheep now and people can tell me what’s what easier and I’ve been confitioned to think I’m being bad when I disagree with people even in my head
 
I probs wouldn’t recommend it tho cos it’s not worth the risk but I don’t know much about it, I was lucky it helped me I’m guessing. But I did lsd 6 months ago and my brother was bullying me and it like imprinted that memory on me too powerfully and I regretted it so being around positive people helps tons and negative people might become more of a part of you
 
mura_yom_invegasucks said:
Microdose consistently has more benefits on a neurological level than macro doses I think but an awesome trip is better in a more metaphysical and higher level thinking way) because microdose tends to the receptors in a way that it makes them grow more like watering a plant every two days versus putting way too much water once a fortnight where it’s less encouraging and too different from its usual state. Lsd microdosing helped me recover from psychosis so much, but it also can be bad for it for some people I’m guessing. I felt like a different person in psychosis and after a few weeks Of 3x a week MD was doing art work and laughing and in my usual thought grooves like usual, it makes it easier to connect to things cos the fear part of you that distorts and blocks the works isn’t there but it can make shit really bad for schizophrenia affected people I’ve heard but more so with higher than microdoses
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Ya fasho I got 2 gel tabs both triple dipped so 6 hits of acid overall the micro dose made me feel great without tripping at all, I think I’ll take 2 hits as a macro dose maybe next weekend or something then save the other 4 hits for micro dosing.
 
mura_yom_invegasucks said:
So wack like I never got angry since I got injected, like I was so messed up from it but I couldn’t experience anger, I think maybe I should be angry more cos I’m like such a sheep now and people can tell me what’s what easier and I’ve been confitioned to think I’m being bad when I disagree with people even in my head
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How injections did you take and how many months off are you?
 
Merek said:
Ya fasho I got 2 gel tabs both triple dipped so 6 hits of acid overall the micro dose made me feel great without tripping at all, I think I’ll take 2 hits as a macro dose maybe next weekend or something then save the other 4
mura_yom_invegasucks said:
I’m about 2 years plus 4 months off my last injection , I had 4 injections n the second was super high dose
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Merek said:
Ya fasho I got 2 gel tabs both triple dipped so 6 hits of acid overall the micro dose made me feel great without tripping at all, I think I’ll take 2 hits as a macro dose maybe next weekend or something then save the other 4 hits for micro dosing.
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Yeah microdose feels awesome just so grounding and centering and self blossoming
 
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Merek said:
How injections did you take and how many months off are you
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Really messed up experience cos for me it was extra harmful cos I didn’t suffer from schizophrenia Wass just recovering from psychosis and they took my ptsd and weed paranoia and anger against my creepy friend as sz . So conflicted . Cos the public mental health hospital changed my life in awesome ways other than injections
 
I will finish the 10 grams of weed I bought, and after that I'll take a break and won't touch weed for a year, I want to check how my high is like within a year from now.
Maybe side effects of Xeplion will subside and my dopamine will be back by then so the high will be finally pleasurable.
 
I’ve been feeling really out of it lately I think I might be going through another wave of anti psychotic withdrawal the levels in my system now are less then 1.0ng ml, it feels like I’m almost back to normal but something is off I’ve been having mood swings up and down but after I took the micro dose of LSD it helped ground me I’ve been feeling alright ever since but I still got this brain fog and I’m experiencing mild insomnia anybody who has fully recovered did you suddenly feel a little bit worse before you felt 100% recovered ?
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
I will finish the 10 grams of weed I bought, and after that I'll take a break and won't touch weed for a year, I want to check how my high is like within a year from now.
Maybe side effects of Xeplion will subside and my dopamine will be back by then so the high will be finally pleasurable.
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I thought you said the high was pleasurable and you were laughing listening to music and so on and so forth?
 
I get no pleasure from eating food! None, I basically just eat because I have to and if I go too long without eating I start to scare myself and end up feeling really sick. But the taste of food doesn’t do anything for me, I get no pleasure from it, i like the idea of it and it looks good and then when I go to do it, it just falls flat. It’s so annoying.
 
HelpMeInvega said:
I get no pleasure from eating food! None, I basically just eat because I have to and if I go too long without eating I start to scare myself and end up feeling really sick. But the taste of food doesn’t do anything for me, I get no pleasure from it, i like the idea of it and it looks good and then when I go to do it, it just falls flat. It’s so annoying.
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It’s gonna stay that way unless you taper off latuda taking other anti psychotics during invega recovery probably also prolonged your recovery and slowed down the metabolism of invega so there might still be some invega in your system.
 
HelpMeInvega said:
I thought you said the high was pleasurable and you were laughing listening to music and so on and so forth?
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I wasn't feeling the pleasure of relaxation, because there wasn't so much relaxation involved. Makes sense because Xeplion injections left me alert and awake after I had akathisia, so it's hard for me to find relaxation, even while laying down.
However, I did find myself laughing quite a lot at my first and second high this week yes.
But still, it wasn't a regular high like before, the only things that were similar are deeper thoughts, easier to understand meanings and ideas, music sounds deeper etc.
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
I wasn't feeling the pleasure of relaxation, because there wasn't so much relaxation involved. Makes sense because Xeplion injections left me alert and awake after I had akathisia, so it's hard for me to find relaxation, even while laying down.
However, I did find myself laughing quite a lot at my first and second high this week yes.
But still, it wasn't a regular high like before, the only things that were similar are deeper thoughts, easier to understand meanings and ideas, music sounds deeper etc.
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Are you still suffering from Akathisia or is that completely gone now?
 
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