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Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v 6.0

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UnluckyXeplion said:
I became so dumb because of these shots it's unbelievable...
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Where you in a psych ward/ my friend who was in the psych ward but not given invega also had this happen to her and i also feel dumber since i came out of there. I think it's due to the fact that everyone in there especially the psychiatrist's and nurses treat you like you are a fucking moron. They hate smart people and hated me and others in there because i knew about psychiatry. When i was put on abilify at first the shrink who i was forced to see in there got a pharmacist to come ibn and explain what abilify was ffs like i didnt know what a goddamn ant psychotic was. They reward the retards ibn there though its fucked
 
paranoid android said:
Where you in a psych ward/ my friend who was in the psych ward but not given invega also had this happen to her and i also feel dumber since i came out of there. I think it's due to the fact that everyone in there especially the psychiatrist's and nurses treat you like you are a fucking moron. They hate smart people and hated me and others in there because i knew about psychiatry. When i was put on abilify at first the shrink who i was forced to see in there got a pharmacist to come ibn and explain what abilify was ffs like i didnt know what a goddamn ant psychotic was. They reward the retards ibn there though its fucked
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The drug itself made me dumb, not my environment.
Xeplion has a direct destructive effect on how the brain processes information, I simply can't think straight while talking and my mind goes blank often.
My brain was healthy and perfectly normal before all this mess.
Psychosis can happen almost to anybody.
Something tells me it's permanent, some members here are probably right, I don't see how it's possible to recover from this damage.
 
^ I recovered fully so can you. It took a few months off the invega and abilify but my sex drive came back with a vengence and any anhedonia i had is gone to. The only thing that still lingers is the lack of attention span but i can live with that
 
paranoid android said:
^ I recovered fully so can you. It took a few months off the invega and abilify but my sex drive came back with a vengence and any anhedonia i had is gone to. The only thing that still lingers is the lack of attention span but i can live with that
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How many shots did you get and how long did it take you to fully recover?
 
Remember to stay hopeful guys sometimes when you hit rock bottom which many of us have with invega injections you think you’ll never get better but many people have recovered fully from this medicine, Here are some people who have fully recovered, @Hopefuldopeful, @Kaatrina, @Bigsmoke420, @Koolio254, @Steph78, @Johnnyhalo, @Offvega, @Thanks buddy, @paranoid android and @iridescentblack if you’re ever feeling hopeless read their stories or feel free too talk to me I’ve recovered quite a lot (75-80%) and know for a fact I’ll recover 100% I’m very active on this thread and here for all of you 🙏 at the end of the day even if we’ve argued or disagreed on some things we are all in this together and all I want to do is do my best to help anyone who’s gone through this unimaginable suffering.
 
i am not feeling any happiness in this hell realm. life is suffering. the only joy i have left in my life is my dreams that i have at night. coming back here after every dream is painful!
 
OLDTIDEN said:
i am not feeling any happiness in this hell realm. life is suffering. the only joy i have left in my life is my dreams that i have at night. coming back here after every dream is painful!
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So sorry that you are feeling like this but this is the only realm we need to fight, sorry oldtiden :(
 
Serhat96 said:
So sorry that you are feeling like this but this is the only realm we need to fight, sorry oldtiden :(
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I have a theory that we are here for spirtual growth and that life on earth is like a psychedelic trip it’s not how real reality is supposed to be and that when we die we return too our real home and we will be able too see our life review and it will be very interesting seeing ourselves on earth and knowing exactly how we felt in those moments, I also feel like we grow the most as a person after overcoming rock bottom.
 
OLDTIDEN said:
i am not feeling any happiness in this hell realm. life is suffering. the only joy i have left in my life is my dreams that i have at night. coming back here after every dream is painful!
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At least you're dreaming.
Do you have vivid dreams too?
 
Merek said:
this realm can be heaven and hell combined, I’ve had the highest highs and lowest lows in life.
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For me, heaven went away since they took my dopamine away.
I have mostly good memories from before the shots, but I can't find any sweet memory after getting shot, it was only misery.
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
For me, heaven went away since they took my dopamine away.
I have mostly good memories from before the shots, but I can't find any sweet memory after getting shot, it was only misery.
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I haven’t felt any sense of heaven since getting injected but feeling like hell definitely went away I’m in the middle rn feeling just okay not happy or at peace but also not depressed and severely anhedonic
 
Merek said:
I haven’t felt any sense of heaven since getting injected but feeling like hell definitely went away I’m in the middle rn feeling just okay not happy or at peace but also not depressed and severely anhedonic
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I'm out of hell phase thankfully, but I'm not in heaven either, the little joys of life haven't returned, I still force myself to do things to pass time, no patience for hobbies.
My highest high where I felt my best ever in life was during my first spiritual awakening, I was camping in nature for almost a month, no phone, nothing, just me, a tent, sleeping bag and a few other stuff, and of course, nature itself. I disconnected myself from technology and never felt any better in my life, this experience was pure magic.
That was before getting the shots, I never felt bored for a moment, I was mostly in my head, flowing with my thoughts.
 
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