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Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v 6.0

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Merek said:
I was in solitary during my psychosis in the Hospital for 3 days going through opioid withdrawal it was a hell I wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy I can’t imagine having cotards syndrome going through benzo and opioid withdrawal and being in solitary for 3 months that’s fucked up id get ptsd from that, they probably didn’t care if you died given the fact they let you go through cold turkey benzo withdrawal which can be fatal.
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i was thankfully only in solitary a total of 6 days i thin with my longest stretch being 2 days when i got out and immediatly punched out a security guard because i told him when he threw me in there that i would That shit was fucking torture and ya they dont care if you live or die. i do have severe ptsd from it
 
Merek said:
I don’t blame you at all I’d definitely recommend moving away from there given that that shithole is around there, also mushrooms and LSD can help ptsd, I don’t have ptsd but after I took LSD a few weeks ago my depression has decreased significantly.
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Ya when i get the cash im moving down with my friend in aussie. Fuck this country i dont wanna live in a country that treats innocent people like that. i might not be able to trip bwcause of thye zyprexa unfortunatly
 
Funny that they can still legally torture you though that is beyond fucked.

I was a hardened Communist before i went in there and it only hardened my views that this country is a fucking shithole. i really dont want anything at all to do with a society that treats it's people that way. Really unless someone is a serial killer ot sex offender noone deserves to be treated that way
 
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Merek said:
Aussie sounds real nice I definitely want to visit there some day, APS do block the 5hta2 serotonin receptor unfortunately so you may not be able to trip however I took LSD and still had paliparadone in my system and tripped balls so anything’s possible it’s worth a shot a high dose of penis envy shrooms
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Merek said:
or some potent gel tabs could do the trick.
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Ya i know people that tripped on risperdal to so that gives me hope thanks. I wanna see if it helps my ptsd. when my shrink comes back im going to mention it to him and maybe also ket to see what he thinks. If i had the cash i would go live in the outback down in aussie and live off grid. The only reason i even have the internet is to keep in touch with people anyway. i would be quite happy in a place like that i think.
 
Serhat96 said:
Does LSD cause psychosis is it psychoactive
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Laced LSD can definitely cause psychosis you gotta be careful buying it off the street harm reduction is key a good thing to do is go to Walgreens and buy a drug test kit to see if it’s real or not, in my experience no pure LSD cannot cause psychosis I’ve also done a lot of research to back this up if anything LSD feels like the opposite of psychosis I feel more clear headed and grounded then ever and I can access my inner thinking.
 
Merek said:
Laced LSD can definitely cause psychosis you gotta be careful buying it off the street harm reduction is key a good thing to do is go to Walgreens and buy a drug test kit to see if it’s real or not, in my experience no pure LSD cannot cause psychosis I’ve also done a lot of research to back this up if anything LSD feels like the opposite of psychosis I feel more clear headed and grounded then ever and I can access my inner thinking.
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psychosis feels almost exactly like a dramamine trip. i mentioned this to the shrink i had in the psych ward and the bitch had no idea wtf i was talking about. She hated anyone who knew anything about psychiatry anyway
 
paranoid android said:
psychosis feels almost exactly like a dramamine trip. i mentioned this to the shrink i had in the psych ward and the bitch had no idea wtf i was talking about. She hated anyone who knew anything about psychiatry anyway
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Yeah it’s best to just play dumb in a psych ward like that they don’t like when you’re educated
 
Merek said:
Yeah it’s best to just play dumb in a psych ward like that they don’t like when you’re educated
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Your not the onluy one to tell me that. Why is this a thing with psych ward shrinks/ They hate educated people and love idiots the dumber the better really. The shrink i had hated this other guy that i knew because he was really into psychology and sure as shit had read more Freud and jung then she ever had. She loved the suck ups in there who where none to bright though
 
paranoid android said:
Your not the onluy one to tell me that. Why is this a thing with psych ward shrinks/ They hate educated people and love idiots the dumber the better really. The shrink i had hated this other guy that i knew because he was really into psychology and sure as shit had read more Freud and jung then she ever had. She loved the suck ups in there who where none to bright though
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Yeah they like the suck ups cause they can control them easier and they’re more likely to get away with cruel torture methods on them without a lawsuit on their hands.
 
Merek said:
Yeah they like the suck ups cause they can control them easier and they’re more likely to get away with cruel torture methods on them without a lawsuit on their hands.
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Ya we had a few in there and they made me fucking sick. Did you guys get snitches in there to/ 1 asshole ratted on the chick in there that gabbed me by the cock despite my warning to mind his own business.
 
paranoid android said:
Ya we had a few in there and they made me fucking sick. Did you guys get snitches in there to/ 1 asshole ratted on the chick in there that gabbed me by the cock despite my warning to mind his own business.
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Our unit was all men’s so nothing like that happened mostly everyone was chill but there were some snitches in there which was pretty lame.
 
Merek said:
Our unit was all men’s so nothing like that happened mostly everyone was chill but there were some snitches in there which was pretty lame.
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Fuck that thats shits not natural man. That shit would remind me of jail to much. The chick that grabbed me by the cock was suffering from hypersexuality and besides i am not going to complain about being grabbed by some chick half my age lol. But 1 asshole ratted her out to my shrink but i told her nothing happened and the guy had made it up. Dunno where these guys come from thinking ratting is acceptable
 
paranoid android said:
Fuck that thats shits not natural man. That shit would remind me of jail to much. The chick that grabbed me by the cock was suffering from hypersexuality and besides i am not going to complain about being grabbed by some chick half my age lol. But 1 asshole ratted her out to my shrink but i told her nothing happened and the guy had made it up. Dunno where these guys come from thinking ratting is acceptable
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Facts that shits fucked up if you a rat that just shows you hate your own life and wana bring everyone else’s lives down to your level people just need to mind their damn buisness like just cause you miserable doesn’t mean you rat on people who did nothing to you.
 
Merek said:
Facts that shits fucked up if you a rat that just shows you hate your own life and wana bring everyone else’s lives down to your level people just need to mind their damn buisness like just cause you miserable doesn’t mean you rat on people who did nothing to you.
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In my opoin rats arent much better then fucking pedos really. They are scum but some people get their jollies from it fuck knows why. Sickens me
 
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