Mental Health Coming off Invega (paliperidone) injections, v 5.0

[Dre87]

I just finished my first day at a new job I recently got. It looks like I passed the background check and drug test even though I probably shouldn't have, and they didn't even say anything about it today so it looks like I got the job for sure now. You assemble laser engraving machines. There's not too many people there it looks like which is good, and you can listen to music or whatever on your phone while you work. It starts at 6am too which is butt ass early but it doesn't look like I have a choice. It's full time too, weekends off. It pays $17 an hour which is good, and with this kind of money I could actually move out and it could change my whole life..

I'd probably have to live in the Mexican ghetto area or something a bit, it got a bit better over the years though and they built some nicer apartments in there too, but I'd probably have to live in a studio in one of those motel style apartments, and I'd rather probably live alone too. I could probably do all of that in like 6 months..I already have a car too. I guess you could say that I'm 'high functioning', ha..In general I don't really like most people though, and they tend to just piss me off, and inevitably they'll end up saying something stupid or other. I'm kind of anti-social I guess you could say, but could also be very social in the past, and from a distance you might have thought that I had some tight game or something at some points. I felt weaker when I got the Invega shots, the last year I got the injections it was Abilify though and it wasn't there as much, or at least now it isn't.

Before this I worked at Subway for like 5 months and quit, then didnt work for like 7 months before I got this job. I'm also going to try to do something with software testing or programming too and would have to study them more. With the schedule that I have I could also do boxing classes twice a week or something for like two months, and Brazilian Jiu Jitsu for one. I've done some martial arts in the past but this would probably complete my 'combat training' for life. I have alot of people to prove wrong now because I recently realized that damn near every person that I've ever met in my entire life had probably looked down on me in some way..I'm going to run with this and take it as far as I can..I'm going to need to finally stop playing around this time, this is for real..I'm going to have to fucken seek and destroy..So alright, we'll see how it goes from here, Get it..

 

[Risingson8]

People like @Risingson8 and @dirtyinvega make me lose hope for full recovery.
There is a possibility to stay damaged for life from Xeplion/Invega.
I'm so afraid I wont fully recover, I don't wanna live like this!

Dude ..dont be upset,im sure its not permanent,it just takes some time...healing is possible,but its a very slow process...take omega st johns wort ,calcium,magnesium...your brain will probably heal in like 2 years maybe less...dont lose your hope.

 

[Risingson8]

Also anhedonia is not fully related to dopamine cell...invega just fucks the pineal gland you have to decalcify the gland ..
That should be the priority.cos the gland is master center of the brain...thats why some people get horrible insomnia due to invega ..
Cos it really fuck up the pineal gland...if you change your glands vibration to normal and then brain will start to adapt your new condition and heal itself faster...

 

[UnluckyXeplion]

Also anhedonia is not fully related to dopamine cell...invega just fucks the pineal gland you have to decalcify the gland ..
That should be the priority.cos the gland is master center of the brain...thats why some people get horrible insomnia due to invega ..
Cos its really fuck up the pineal gland...if you change your glands vibration to normal and then brain will start to adapt your new condition and heal itself faster...

I kept my pineal gland clean all my life, I avoided fluoride in any way I could. Sucks to know that.
Do you have proof that this drug does that?
I think it is related to dopamine since I don't get any joy from nothing anymore, and getting joy from things is related to dopamine.

 

[Risingson8]

It's hard to believe that after 15 months and you still suffer from anhedonia.
Maybe using Lyrica holding you back from full recovery? are you using any other Antipsychotic drugs?
I don't see how healing is possible damn, they screwed me for life, what if killing myself is the only way out of misery?

Yeah lyrica was a bad decision tho...i got horrible withdrawal from it...im taking 50 mg seroquel for sleeping but its very low dose i mean it doesnt even block the dopamine with that dose...just makes you sleepy and half life is only 6 hour...so i dont think that d effect the process...not an expert btw...ah plus i take lamictal to avoid mania..
Maybe its holding me from the full recovery..idk..if youre not taking any pharma drugs ...your luck is more than mine.

 

[UnluckyXeplion]

Yeah lyrica was a bad decision tho...i got horrible withdrawal from it...im taking 50 mg seroquel for sleeping but its very low dose i mean it doesnt even block the dopamine with that dose...just makes you sleepy and half life is only 6 hour...so i dont think that d effect the process...not an expert btw...ah plus i take lamictal to avoid mania..
Maybe its holding me from the full recovery..idk..if youre not taking any pharma drugs ...your luck is more than mine.

I'm currently on no meds at all, even though I suppose to take Solian pills as part of a forced treatment.
Just waiting for this forced treatment to be lifted, so I'm on the safe zone again.
I believe these drugs preventing recovery tbh, but who knows.

 

[Risingson8]

I kept my pineal gland clean all my life, I avoided fluoride in any way I could. Sucks to know that.
Do you have proof that this drug does that?
I think it is related to dopamine since I don't get any joy from nothing anymore, and getting joy from things is related to dopamine.

Yeah ..melatonin releases from there ...and also its like the control tower of brain ..fucked pineal gland means no melatonin..no melatonin means insomnia...also there is some articles about pineal glands vibration and joy ,inner peace..

 

[UnluckyXeplion]

Yeah ..melatonin releases from there ...and also its like the control tower of brain ..fucked pineal gland means no melatonin..no melatonin means insomnia...also there is some articles about pineal glands vibration and joy ,inner peace..

I sleep quite well at night, and even able to take naps mid day sometimes, although I don't fall asleep easily as before the injections tbh.
Maybe my pineal gland wasn't fucked that much from Xeplion.

 

[Risingson8]

I'm currently on no meds at all, even though I suppose to take Solian pills as part of a forced treatment.
Just waiting for this forced treatment to be lifted, so I'm on the safe zone again.
I believe these drugs preventing recovery tbh, but who knows.

I used solian like 5 months...not good not that bad eighter...but if you think you will not fall in to psychosis again ...i mean u cant be sure but.if you feel that way ...avoid all kinda a.p....its not all about the brain..it also distort the chakra mechanism...when i quit solian i have sacral and root chakra pain about 1 week ..thats cos they were recalibrating themselves...so the science doesnt know about chakras and that kinda esoteric stuff in our body.

 

[Risingson8]

I sleep quite well at night, and even able to take naps mid day sometimes, although I don't fall asleep easily as before the injections tbh.
Maybe my pineal gland wasn't fucked that much from Xeplion.

Yeah..that would be good tho if your glands condition is fine ...u just need to wait a lil bit...make some research find good supplements to boost your brain funtions...dont think you will be stay in this condition forever...it just take times ..there s a lot of success stories that i read in this site...or reddit.

 

[UnluckyXeplion]

Yeah..that would be good tho if your glands condition is fine ...u just need to wait a lil bit...make some research find good supplements to boost your brain funtions...dont think you will be stay in this condition forever...it just take times ..there s a lot of success stories that i read in this site...or reddit.

Thank you for encouraging me.
I'm kinda lost when it comes to supplements, I mean I wanna get my hands on a few, but I don't know if it's worthwhile.
Is St. John Wort effective? Where does it say that it works and how?

 

[Risingson8]

Maybe this evil fucks know all about the vibration,chakras and all sorta things ...maybe they just wanna break your aura and esoteric protection mech...idk u cant trust the medical science cos its logo is kundalini snake ...which you can see in the baphomets aka satans symbolic photos.

 

[Risingson8]

Thank you for encouraging me.
I'm kinda lost when it comes to supplements, I mean I wanna get my hands on a few, but I don't know if it's worthwhile.
Is St. John Wort effective? Where does it say that it works and how?

Yeah st johns wort is decent herb,also i suggest omega,calcium and magnesium...gaba supplement is another pharmas kept secret well its a large hole ...but there is really effective stuff for the brain.

 

[UnluckyXeplion]

Maybe this evil fucks know all about the vibration,chakras and all sorta things ...maybe they just wanna break your aura and esoteric protection mech...idk u cant trust the medical science cos its logo is kundalini snake ...which you can see the baphomets aka satans symbolic photos.

It's a spiritual battle. Those who wake up and find out too much, are getting silenced.

 

[UnluckyXeplion]

Yeah st johns wort is decent herb,also i suggest omega,calcium and magnesium...gaba supplement is another pharmas kept secret well its a large hole ...but there is really effective stuff for the brain.

I hope Omega 3 and St. John Wort will expedite the healing process.
I eat sardines, which are packed in Omega 3, so I think I'm good on that side.
But St. John Wort, I might give it a try.
I know it's dangerous to go under the sun when taking it, so I'll avoid sun exposure for as long as I take it, should be easier now that we are approaching the winter, it's all getting cloudy anyway.

 

[Risingson8]

They show themselves as beneficial for mankind ..and holly hell there is suspicious kundalini snake is on the logo...so we just have to avoid all kinda drugs antidep. Antipsy...mood stabilizers ...concerta ritalin,adderal....we have to find our cure from organic stuff..

 

[UnluckyXeplion]

They show themselves as beneficial for mankind ..and holly hell there is suspicious kundalini snake is on the logo...so we just have to avoid all kinda drugs antidep. Antipsy...mood stabilizers ...concerta ritalin,adderal....we have to find our cure from organic stuff..

The body is a sophisticated machine, when it gets out of balance, that's where disease starts to show up.
Mental illness is no different, it might be a problem with the gut, the brain and the stomach are interconnected.

Balanced body doesn't need any meds.

 

[Dre87]

Maybe this evil fucks know all about the vibration,chakras and all sorta things ...maybe they just wanna break your aura and esoteric protection mech...idk u cant trust the medical science cos its logo is kundalini snake ...which you can see in the baphomets aka satans symbolic photos.

The ones at the very top definitely do know about it, but it looks like they don't want us talking about that kind of stuff on here.

 

[Dre87]

Thank you for encouraging me.
I'm kinda lost when it comes to supplements, I mean I wanna get my hands on a few, but I don't know if it's worthwhile.
Is St. John Wort effective? Where does it say that it works and how?

I saw it being said quite a bit in the earlier threads of this forum about St. John's Wort removing some antipsychotics from your brain, and I think the Invega description literature even says not to take it when taking Invega. I also read somewhere that taking CBD removes like 1/3 of antipsychotics from the brain..

 

[Dre87]

Heard it's better to also pay extra for St. John's Wort and CBD capsules to get the higher quality ones.