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What Was YOUR Nightly Fix? v. Can't Sleep Sober

axe battler said:
Ooft I I wish I could get meth here in the UK
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It's fun if you're looking to stay awake and be completely engrossed in sexual activity.

Which, don't get me wrong, can be a great time. But it seems like after binging on it off & on for 20 years, the crash gets worse & worse every time I do it, even for short periods of time.
I always feel like a piece of shit after it's over & then I know my neurotransmitters are gonna be low for a week after & other drugs aren't going to feel as good as they normally would.
 
I'm I'm the north and it's rare. Probably not too hard to get in London.
I've had it many times from the darkweb and it is great. I prefer it to crack. Crack gives a stronger hit but it expensive and short lived.
Smoking meth either off foil or from a pizzo is fun!
 
dosed 500mg phenibut about 6pm. dealing with invasive pest and sleep is not as easy to attain atm. hit the thc-o and this helps a bit.
woke up to a bite and found the offender (bottled it). this was at around 2am and thought sleep wouldnt return but after hitting thc-o a few more times i slept.
thc-o is fairly effective at lowering my anxieties but it seems to create nausea and slight headache for me if i vape it too much.
 
5mg Alp as stressing out to hell about going back to work tomorrow
 
Can't fucking sleep on vallies either fucking hell, had to take more when I was doing what I thought was good, I'm off co codamol and tapentadol and soma got off very fast, CT off each pill, well overlapping and then 5 days into vallie taper drop of 20mg just had to ruin it as I can't sleep
 
Hippy Flower Fairy said:
Can't fucking sleep on vallies either fucking hell, had to take more when I was doing what I thought was good, I'm off co codamol and tapentadol and soma got off very fast, CT off each pill, well overlapping and then 5 days into vallie taper drop of 20mg just had to ruin it as I can't sleep
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When i was quitting the valium,tappering to 5mg was relatively easy.Jump off this 5mg is another beer.Withdrawls hit after more than a week.You just forgot about all this shit and suddenly-you are not wright-cannot sleep,no matter of antipsychotic.Well i made a week regime on low dose pregabalin and was able to quitt.After 8-10 years daily use.Was clean from benzos nearly a year.Then one day was to agitated,toke a script,some beers and the fuckin wheel again starting rollin'.
 
Nas47 said:
Was clean from benzos nearly a year.
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I was clean a year too, longest time off in 6 years but needed mirtazapine in that year when PAWS hit, tried pregabalin turned me into someone completely different had to stop them after drinking on loads and passing out, I only started drinking with mates when I started pregabalin, I hate drink, I hardly knew these new mates but pregabalin lost almost all my inhibitions, tolerence goes way up faster than any pill I've ever tried

I don't know what to do, other than taper and not sleep for hours, if at all as I can't stay on a certain dose as we all know it stops working
 
Hippy Flower Fairy said:
I was clean a year too, longest time off in 6 years but needed mirtazapine in that year when PAWS hit, tried pregabalin turned me into someone completely different had to stop them after drinking on loads and passing out, I only started drinking with mates when I started pregabalin, I hate drink, I hardly knew these new mates but pregabalin lost almost all my inhibitions, tolerence goes way up faster than any pill I've ever tried

I don't know what to do, other than taper and not sleep for hours, if at all as I can't stay on a certain dose as we all know it stops working
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Ya used this pregabaline,when wean off benzos,but on it's own-nothing.Some like it.Heard a lot of things about mirtazapine.Often that is first choise and probably better than ssri to treat depression.
 
Nas47 said:
mirtazapine.Often that is first choise and probably better than ssri to treat depression
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Till it made me very depressed and googling suicide websites, then have serotonin syndrome, was the better out of all the others till that happened though
 
Nas47 said:
Ya used this pregabaline,when wean off benzos,but on it's own-nothing.Some like it.Heard a lot of things about mirtazapine.Often that is first choise and probably better than ssri to treat depression.
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weird, im talking mirtazapine for sleep, i could not follow thru with antidepressant, my lifes in the shitter now, and ive been on mirta for months now and its strange, im not depressed, sure im stressy, but i dont feel hopeless, thought it was a sleep aid, but i near think its helping me, even gut wrenching anxiety is quelled, i normally would be out my livin lovin ever mind, sure im sad n all, but i really think its the mirztapine helping? remeron brand name? cant find glasses to read much of anything
 
axe battler said:
How the fuck did you manage to come on GBL and bupe? I know G makes you horny but I think Iah have to try this! Also careful with opiates and GBL. 2.ml is quite lot.
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Yeah it can be hard to cum, requires a bit of skill for sure.
And yeah I didn't take 2mL at once, more like 1.3 + 0.7mL. It can be a risky combination but I'm pretty good at mixing drugs hehe.

OT: Not really high right now, it's super late already but got some work to finish. Gonna smoke a spliff and go to sleep soon.
 
Another 2mg Alp
Another cup of coffee

Horror film ‘You Might Be The Killer’
 
30mg A-PhiP
50mg Odsmt
30mg DMXE
2mg Bromazolam
100mg Seroquel
100mg Hydroxyzine

The first three powder substances I crunched up into a line and snooted it up. My lord what an incredible little rush of happy chemicals that made, Christ fuck. Slowly sailing on down now though. I mean, I'm pretty much trying my best to just relax, but my gf is of course flipping her shit because she always over worries and we have to move our stuff on in to her mom's, and it's not really all that much stuff. Whatevs, I'm flying high enough to not give a shit probably won't sleep much, but luckily we'll be out this bitch sooner rather than later.
 
Had to bust out the heavy hitters to unwind after my grueling week, have probably steady had about 4mg bromazolam daily the past few days,
4g kratom
10mg Olanzapine
3mg melatonin w/passionflower extract

Still not exactly knocked out or anything, but I think at this point my tolerance to APs are such that I'd need like 600mg Quetiapine to feel much.

Anyway, I might post around a bit till I get bored, but will probably crash soon, might even get around to doing some actual mod work tomorrow, yippee
 
I've been up since Tuesday morning on shards [=60h] and right now as I finish the dregs of my 25oz Bud Ice, I know for certain that I'm starting to "get emotional" (God forbid!)— IME, the sure indicator of a dopesickness barometer on the rise coinciding with an amphetamization altimeter in freefall. . . Once my wife gets back home through bullshit Biden traffic, it's Tar o'Clock for sure.

EDIT: Just had a 15x sneeze attack, so that's an objective sign of impending W/Ds. . .
 
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JTemperance said:
I've been up since Tuesday morning on shards [=60h] and right now as I finish the dregs of my 25oz Bud Ice, I know for certain that I'm starting to "get emotional" (God forbid!). IME, that's the sure indicator of a dopesickness barometer on the rise coinciding with an amphetamization altimeter in freefall. . . Once my wife gets back, it's heroin time for certain.
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Haha, I came to post "meth". Less than 24 hours in for me. Heroin time = 5mg Valiums. Been doing it with no sedatives for a while.
 
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