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Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v4

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apsucks said:
at least you experienced some improvements .. we still spend time in invegashittyville's sewers
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It still sucks not feeling moods and the action of dopamine, not being able to get high properly. I can make improvements but it don’t mean shit to me if I can’t be motivated and feel like an actual man anymore. Cigarettes still taste like ass. I just wish I could go back in time knowing what I know now. For me it’s 100% recovery or damn near to it or death man. Life isn’t meant to be lived in chains
 
Hopton09 said:
It still sucks not feeling moods and the action of dopamine, not being able to get high properly. I can make improvements but it don’t mean shit to me if I can’t be motivated and feel like an actual man anymore. Cigarettes still taste like ass. I just wish I could go back in time knowing what I know now. For me it’s 100% recovery or damn near to it or death man. Life isn’t meant to be lived in chains
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You dont need a full 100 percent recovery for those issues to be fixed.

I understand exactly what your saying, i was the same way. It was either 100 percent or suicide, as far as i was concerned.
 
InvegaIsdeath said:
You dont need a full 100 percent recovery for those issues to be fixed.

I understand exactly what your saying, i was the same way. It was either 100 percent or suicide, as far as i was concerned.
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Well how do you feel now? How is your high? Forgive me if I’ve already asked that and you’ve answered. There’s just so many posts here lately.
 
InvegaIsdeath said:
You dont need a full 100 percent recovery for those issues to be fixed.

I understand exactly what your saying, i was the same way. It was either 100 percent or suicide, as far as i was concerned.
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Actually I just looked back and you said it’s not the same euphoria that it’s a new high. What does the new high feel like? And how far off are you? You said you feel a cerebral high? What does that mean?
 
InvegaIsdeath said:
You dont need a full 100 percent recovery for those issues to be fixed.

I understand exactly what your saying, i was the same way. It was either 100 percent or suicide, as far as i was concerned.
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Sorry that I have so many questions. But I just want to know if your high atleast feels good
 
Anyone else basically not have moods anymore? I have one flat mood 24/7. I’m never in a good or a bad mood. It’s just the same exact flat mood all day
 
Hopton09 said:
Actually I just looked back and you said it’s not the same euphoria that it’s a new high. What does the new high feel like? And how far off are you? You said you feel a cerebral high? What does that mean?
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I guess, there is a missing intensity attribute on highs now. Its hard to pinpoint it exactly. Its like when a lightbulb burns out in a room and the lighting in the room just looks weird .
The highs are a little off, but i still enjoy them and thought id never get high again. I smoke marijuana.

I hope this doesnt sound like stockholme syndrome where im defending my rapist for giving me a towel after he raped me.
 
Hopton09 said:
Actually I just looked back and you said it’s not the same euphoria that it’s a new high. What does the new high feel like? And how far off are you? You said you feel a cerebral high? What does that mean?
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if its cerebral your high
 
Hopton09 said:
Anyone else basically not have moods anymore? I have one flat mood 24/7. I’m never in a good or a bad mood. It’s just the same exact flat mood all day
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it can also be sadness but i don't know if thats really an emotion .. my thought are ''sad'' oriented if that makes sense. I think most people feel this because if they experience a negative thing in life while being on invega the thought are extra sad. But in general the mood is flat AKA there is no mood
 
apsucks said:
by the way teh the F did you do to get years worth of injections ? that's a long time on the CTO
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My parents would call the cops and they'd take me to a mental facility and I'd get put on court-ordered treatment. I was off it for almost a year after the first year, then on it two years, then off it almost a year and now put on Abilify, I kept fucking up and they kept on putting me on court order or extending it.
 
I don’t have memories off my past and things I’ve studied I want to die it’s better !
 
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