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Opinion The New world order has arrived and the the final solution is in place. Bye bye the free world hail the new overlords

TripSitterNZ said:
you dont know shit about what they are doing. They are literally madanting and firing all non vaxed people, which affects the people of the land the maoris the most. jacdina has introduced south african levels of aparatheid and about to build extermination camps at this rate
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Fuck them mate, "How long? NOT Long cause what you reap is what you sow" ;)

These people who refuse to believe us will soon see & we can sit back and laugh.
 
dalpat077 said:
Well it would help if us mere earth-born mortals could understand what the FUCK the two of you are actually on about! :unsure:
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The changes are so profound that, from the perspective of human history, there has never been a time of greater promise or potential peril.”
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― Klaus Schwab, The Fourth Industrial Revolution

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― Klaus Schwab, The Fourth Industrial Revolution


“This work indicates that the fourth industrial revolution is unique, driven as it is by a global network of smart (network-driven) cities, countries and regional clusters, which understand and leverage the opportunities of this revolution – top down and bottom up – acting from a holistic and integrated perspective.”
― Klaus Schwab, The Fourth Industrial Revolution
 
dalpat077 said:
Alright well at the risk of us getting into shit for going W-A-Y off topic:

I guess, and to be direct, I'm asking you exactly what your health problems are about. I mean to say: are we talking about physical health problems here or substance abuse problems or both? Mental health: I'm sure there's well founded issues (you're not alone I assure you on that one).

What I'm trying to figure out: exactly WHAT are your issues in life. Not for any other reason than to figure out if there's anything I or anybody else can do to help i.e. certainly not to take the piss or preach. :)
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I am very conscious of where you are coming from and your positive intentions I've never seen anything but from you honestly I don't think you grant yourself enough credit for that personally and don't expect too many others to because I feel I'm never granted any credit or recognition for still maintaining a pretty firm mind and very sound grasp over language and general communicating ability as well as Having still held onto my personality and wits and sense of humour throughout it all.

By that I mean absurdly high levels of abuse of LSD and benzodiazepines just for starters which is used against me critically as if I'm being grossly irresponsible and setting a bad example but I've never afford it any credit for still have been kept my mind about me when the real problems are not even the drugs to your points here:

You have it correct we are talking about long running extremely complicated severe and debilitating physical health conditions originating from the most severe case of ever heard reported personally of full blown Lyme disease from 2005 making me allergic to no exaggeration I estimate 99% of all ingestible and consumable items like all foods herbs supplements condiments drinks medicines tablets drugs you name it walk me round a superstore point to every single product we will tally them up I have a very very Accurate and thorough awareness of what I can and cannot tolerate and the exact type and level of adverse symptoms I would experience with each and every single thing.

So I would be confident that the final tally round one big supermarket store would actually be 99% of products on the shelves are allergenically intolerable to me and would be fatal would they be a regular part of my diet and I did not take these extensive proactive measures to clear the respiratory mucus every single day.

So many other conditions and symptoms stemming from the Lyme disease involving catastrophically Inadequate digestive function so many injuries I've picked up including very substantial nervous system damage which was massively increased by the long Covid since last September 2020.

And then mental health as well severe long-term clinical depression which was again caused directly not entirely but in a very chemical and physical manner by the Lyme disease which is regarded as a a psychological and mental illness as much as physical but it's just that the physical is so overbearing and life crippling itself the mental side of it is under recognised and miss attributed to just being down in life when it's really more than that.

And then we have additionally the drug addictions. Which are actually an attempt to simply manage and cope in life.

Like today I have now just done my steam and elation thank God I have no energy to even stand because it takes energy I did not have but I will be able to get along today now and will increasingly feel more comfortable and at peace.

But I have just been through maybe 48 hours of real mental health too weak to even get out of bed permanent nightmares which are more intense than my real life experiences and are always taking even more LSD in my dreams then I'll do in real life and experiencing it to a higher degree as well, so so vivid and real.

So I end up taking huge doses of LSD spontaneously because in the moment and the day I just cannot bear to continue feeling so low and depressed with nothing to look forward to and so much anxiety.

Likewise the Etiz. I actually will be trying not to do this now but when I have been good for a day and taken much less or hardly any I would have the option of taking say 15 mg along with my weed and Carver and accessing a place of total peace and freedom which does appeal when you have been in such a place of mental health not seeing how are you can physically survive even. Unless desperate proactive measures are taken again and again forever.

But I don't think it will be helpful to continue taking such huge amounts of LSD for the moment.

And the benzos simply cannot go on forever this might be the time to really get some discipline about that now.

Overall it's an unusual and extremely complicated case with such massive immune compromised Seshan I am never free from multiple respiratory infections as well as all over the place I've had as severe a nerve damaging of case of long Covid as anybody seems to be reporting here.

These are just the obvious parts which are spring to my mind but there's so much I'm just accustomed to I don't even think about it.

Also a true physically nerve-based as well as psychosomatic in part, very extreme anxiety disorder I have been managing for years now as well and this has obviously intensified the past 19 months.

My steam is done though. Phew. If I play my cards right from here I should be able to avoid having such a ditch to climb out of again hopefully for a week if I'm sensible and put the working starting with the treatment today.

So hungry day I realised I had a meal on Monday and a meal on Wednesday and that's it for this week and is not untypical currently but then the influenza sabotaged my tummy from working making me feel pretty pig sick down there with no appetite so that's a factor.

See here. This is half of what was suffocating me within my airways last 3 days.

And again tomorrow, next day, next day for 16 years.

I mean that alone would send anybody absolutely crazy and if I did not discover the genius imaginative resource full ways I have to achieve this incredible feat regularly every time I have needed to to keep going, well I don't feel many people would have had the resourcefulness and strength of mind and imagination to even survive this for drugs or no drugs.

And this is just the one thing I would change to make everything else a walk in a park overnight.

Add to that more LSD then I personally know people have taken themselves at a time of stress which is crippling lives and mentalitis all over the world who do not have any of these conditions at all.

It is in this light I feel I'm not afforded credit just in the minds of others for how well I actually do to presents as I do and the reason I am so apparently for me and idiosyncratic, distasteful at times.


 
AutoTripper said:
My chiropractor is a lady for a start I've seen this lady for years she understands her own body and immune system and mine as well and we both understand influenza it's not something which you catch because a bug is in your presence it's because your immune system is totally down and your energy is not there.

Survival of the fittest not exactly but the fit enough. The only way you get through six week influenza which I do have genuinely for the fifth time since December 2014 is by getting stronger and that includes mentally dropping what is not serving you and just focusing on what you need to get through.

This has worked for me the 4 previous times identical six week illnesses with pneumonia constantly springing up but I'm able to treat this and this time is by far the worst case of influenza I've had because I was in the worst mental and physical energy condition going into it unprepared so early in the season.

Now if I don't see my chiropractor for another five weeks I will definitely be dying here I'm not being dramatic I would have died earlier this year before the first treatment from her and I picked up a lot from there I just haven't had regular enough treatments and so many things have happened trauma and stress number one.

I cannot guarantee that nobody will contract influenza from me visiting a public building today but I do practice and astoundingly high level of personal hygiene I keep my hands washed I never put my hands near my mouth or cough or sneeze onto them if I suspect I have contracted any germs onto my hands from a surface or from my own body onto my own hands I consciously avoid touching anything and wash my hands and not even touching the taps with any surfaces I am protecting.

I will also be fresh out of a hot shower with new clean clothes on or symptoms managed so there will be no running nose and fresh thick kitchen papers should I need to blow my nose which I am extremely hygienic about and understand how to keep the germs in the centre of the folder tissue with no exposure or chance of leaking out not like every surface of a handkerchief used 100 times over like people like Giuliani, live n TV who are supposed to be fucking clever lol, mid pandemic too!

Presidents bloody lawyer. Lacking the intellect to appreciate how germs can be spread.

So there is actually in my mind a very very low chance of me passing influenza to anybody today there is no chance of passing it to my chiropractor because you do not get influenza unless your immunesystem is heavily compromised that's how it works.

Also the way that hygiene is working at the clinic because of the other thing going on the whole treatment room is cleaned down with steam cleaning in a very professional and comprehensive manner every surface and part of the floor between each patient for five minutes a time a major inconvenience to the great lady but she does it without moaning at all (please don't deflect that back at me, I know I moan I do it because it hurts and it's hard, Not because I consider it an unalienable right)

So that risk you consider just isn't there how you perceive it in this situation and if I stay here I won't see her for five weeks now and there is no way I will live through this.

So when you say come on man as if I'm being unreasonable I say it's the other way round, And that that is an unfair assertion and judgement that you make here.

10 mg's of Etizolam was never sustainable. I'm not saying it's responsible or clever and I've never encouraged anybody to use it themselves make out it's a good safe thing.

You probably saw above maybe not but I haven't run out I still have a lot left but I'm not in any position or foothold to even commence a tapering process it will just the dangerous while the situation remains so volatile potentially.

There is no way the doctor could prescribe me an alternative benzodiazepine which I could tolerate without suffocating to death on it faster then I would die from a cold turkey withdrawal I would have more chance that way.

I do need to seek the in town walking service addiction team of nurses and doctors just for consultation and sounding board and basically discussing the facts of the matter with people who I'm hoping are qualified to understand and appreciate the implications and severity of various aspects of my situation.

So I am coming on. I do you feel you can give me a hard time and criticism I don't fully deserve at times I'm sure you might not agree there.

This is one such example though.

As far as my hand goes I didn't think it was broken because I can still use it and manoeuvre it if anything it's a fracture which is not affecting my fingers only the knuckes on the small two. And pain. Whatever it is I don't see any sort of splint been necessary or helpful and there is no medication I would be prescribed except pain medicine which again I would be allergic to in every case I have my own pain medicines.
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ok man - you clearly said you had run out of benzo's, and had broken your hand likely, and have flu (which anyone can catch regardless of immune system) - and I was responding with care for you and your chiropractor. It sounded (to everyone, oddly) that you were about to cold turkey your large-ish Etiz regimne

If your communication is so unclear, and commonly so, then you cannot object to it being misunderstood.


You can't handle my directness, which you perceive as criticism - you just want enabling responses and not the tough-love type reality I maybe be partial too0(and very likely to be what you really need, instead of being pussyfooted around)

I'm done with any communication attempt as far as you are concerned, it's impossible in reality anyway as it's impossible to get a true feel for what you mean 90% of the time.

For my own wellbeing I'm blocking you now, it's stressful for me watching someone take your physical and mental path, and the remarkable insistence on that. First person I have blocked in two decades forum use. Please don't reframe it as me being intimidated by your 'truth' etc, it most definitely is not that. I hope you find it relaxing that I won't respond to you again - we all have limits.. A heartfelt 'all the best' though
 
ageingpartyfiend said:
ok man - you clearly said you had run out of benzo's, and had broken your hand likely, and have flu (which anyone can catch regardless of immune system) - and I was responding with care for you and your chiropractor. It sounded (to everyone, oddly) that you were about to cold turkey your large-ish Etiz regimne

If your communication is so unclear, and commonly so, then you cannot object to it being misunderstood.


You can't handle my directness, which you perceive as criticism - you just want enabling responses and not the tough-love type reality I maybe be partial too0(and very likely to be what you really need, instead of being pussyfooted around)

I'm done with any communication attempt as far as you are concerned, it's impossible in reality anyway as it's impossible to get a true feel for what you mean 90% of the time.

For my own wellbeing I'm blocking you now, it's stressful for me watching someone take your physical and mental path, and the remarkable insistence on that. First person I have blocked in two decades forum use. Please don't reframe it as me being intimidated by your 'truth' etc, it most definitely is not that. I hope you find it relaxing that I won't respond to you again - we all have limits.. A heartfelt 'all the best' though
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Okay. Fair. But that's not correct you misinterpreted me I did not say that I had run clean out of benzos I said specifically that I intended to place another order to make absolutely sure I could see myself through any length or duration of tapering process without being forced at some point to cut down sooner then it is safe for me to do so before I have accessd support.

I really did not say I have run out I never said that seriously that was not me making myself unclear by misrepresenting I just did not spell it out thoroughly.

Look man seriously I've got nothing against you I really wish you personally the best like I do all people and I'm really sorry that I stressed you out it's a shame that we have been at loggerheads with each other this has not been the case for myself with anybody else except maybe one other member who I have no actual respect for and I do not say that about yourself.

Of course I do not wish to be a cause of distress to anybody.
I understood you were just being considerate with your comments about my visit to the chiropractor I just wanted to reassure you that the risk is not anywhere near the love we perceive and it really is a vital need for me personally to have this treatment today.

So it is actually a risk weighed action.

If it will simply be better for your own mental health and mindset then by all means block me if that will achieve that ends because that is what I would wish and in no malicious sense.

I wish you the best.

Just on the sounding cold turkey. It's not something I am intending I just took for once ever a whole entire single day and night without a single dose because I wanted to basically resist that relief and just get through that today to see if I can use that to begin depending less on it.

It was never my intention to repeat that today but I want to be careful about not falling back into the trap of dosing too highly.

So it was not really cold turkey as such it was just from a very high dose to a total abstination which I normally avoid but I felt if there would be no negative physical effects it may actually help me to break the mould slightly.

I'm sorry you took my meaning wrong there but that's not because I did not correctly portray things I just didn't go into enough detail will spell it out clearly enough so that's my responsibility but it's not the case that I just totally misrepresented things, As far as the exact language and phrasing goes.
 
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Just did a quick search. We did speak about this. On the Trump 2020 thread of all places! Glad I did a search as I was about to repeat myself on the topic (about a documentary that I watched in which a fashion model got Lyme disease and she was fucked after that) (sorry: I know that's of no use or encouragement i.e. just not something that many people know about) (the absolutely debilitating and destructive effect thereof and that most, including myself, wouldn't ever have suspected or known about).
 
ageingpartyfiend said:
ok man - you clearly said you had run out of benzo's, and had broken your hand likely, and have flu (which anyone can catch regardless of immune system) - and I was responding with care for you and your chiropractor. It sounded (to everyone, oddly) that you were about to cold turkey your large-ish Etiz regimne

If your communication is so unclear, and commonly so, then you cannot object to it being misunderstood.


You can't handle my directness, which you perceive as criticism - you just want enabling responses and not the tough-love type reality I maybe be partial too0(and very likely to be what you really need, instead of being pussyfooted around)

I'm done with any communication attempt as far as you are concerned, it's impossible in reality anyway as it's impossible to get a true feel for what you mean 90% of the time.

For my own wellbeing I'm blocking you now, it's stressful for me watching someone take your physical and mental path, and the remarkable insistence on that. First person I have blocked in two decades forum use. Please don't reframe it as me being intimidated by your 'truth' etc, it most definitely is not that. I hope you find it relaxing that I won't respond to you again - we all have limits.. A heartfelt 'all the best' though
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I do appreciate the directness actually I can handle directness but sometimes it does feel like criticism. In these cases I have just tried to give you a better insight into why my life is this way because it's so hard to judge a man in fact impossible without walking in their own footsteps we all know this.

I'm not inflicting perils up on myself unnecessarily in quite the manner it appears to you I'm thinking I'm just trying to cope with already extremely tough living situations.

Which require extreme measures. And I did not imagine that you are at all intimidated by me I don't like or try to intimidate people at all.
 
dalpat077 said:
Just did a quick search. We did speak about this. On the Trump 2020 thread of all places! Glad I did a search as I was about to repeat myself on the topic (about a documentary that I watched in which a fashion model got Lyme disease and she was fucked after that) (sorry: I know that's of no use or encouragement i.e. just not something that many people know about) (the absolutely debilitating and destructive effect thereof and that most, including myself, wouldn't ever have suspected or known about).
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It is very very rare you will come across online or in public people who have had even a near equally debilitating case of lyme disease as myself who are actively engaging and presenting themselves with any strength or depth of personality.

In most cases not even as advanced as my own has been it is just too crippling to the intellect and emotions and body energy wise for people to be able to maintain any sort of strong persona let alone be so active and vocal and expressive as I have been in attempts to cope admittedly but when I first joined this forum it was more for recreation and fun and sharing and therapy and engaging on topics outside of politics which I have experience with and do you know a little of.
 
F.U.B.A.R. said:
Fuck off and get a job. 😜
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Yeah as I expected ;)

I will sit back & keep taking Tax off people like you & when really short go "out on road" thanks.
You should keep in your job though, as the Tax rate is going up it's all good for me.

Maybe if you spent less time picking up rat shit from the homes of Roma folks & learned to spell basic things & have a simple education upon basic cultural issues you wouldn't come over as such a fucking idiot at times.

EDIT - Nice to see you added that last bit in after a good few mins, that one just come to you after you had washed your hands after sorting through animal crap behind a Roma woman's toilet?

I may well "superior knowledge to some use" by doxxing you as I'm starting to get pissed off with you now & then you will see what my ""superior knowledge" can do when you get a knock on the door at 5AM & hear 12 black boots running into the bedroom ;)
 
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Zopiclone bandit said:
Yeah as I expected ;)

I will sit back & keep taking Tax off people like you & when really short go "out on road" thanks.
You should keep in your job though, as the Tax rate is going up it's all good for me.

Maybe if you spent less time picking up rat shit from the homes of Roma folks & learned to spell basic things & have a simple education upon basic cultural issues you wouldn't come over as such a fucking idiot at times.

EDIT - Nice to see you added that last bit in after a good few mins, that one just come to you after you had washed your hands after sorting through animal crap behind a Roma woman's toilet?

I may well "superior knowledge to some use" by doxxing you as I'm starting to get pissed off with you now & then you will see what my ""superior knowledge" can do when you get a knock on the door at 5AM & hear 12 black boots running into the bedroom ;)
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fucking love you bro, aint enough of us light workers in the world tryna save the fucking masses from the slaughter the sheeple will be in gulags soon
 
TripSitterNZ said:
fucking love you bro, aint enough of us light workers in the world tryna save the fucking masses from the slaughter the sheeple will be in gulags soon
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Some of the light workers as well I was just plain beaten down to the ground.

I am really glad though mate to see that you have definitely picked your spirits up because you yourself hit rock bottom did you not a number of times recently to the point of having no will to live and not seeing a way forward in life but you've come out of that for now and seemingly with a more refreshed and more hopeful positive outlook.

Well done that really pleases me. If this world has a future then you have one and so potentially do I I'm just running very close to the line here myself.
 
TripSitterNZ said:
fucking love you bro, aint enough of us light workers in the world tryna save the fucking masses from the slaughter the sheeple will be in gulags soon
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When I'm dealing with people like him it's simple.
I should have blue skin, a big tongue to lick up the blood that spills & wear a necklace of skulls, it's that easy to slay pricks like FUBAR.

I am Maa Kali of Bluelight.
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Zopiclone bandit said:
Yeah as I expected ;)

I will sit back & keep taking Tax off people like you & when really short go "out on road" thanks.
You should keep in your job though, as the Tax rate is going up it's all good for me.

Maybe if you spent less time picking up rat shit from the homes of Roma folks & learned to spell basic things & have a simple education upon basic cultural issues you wouldn't come over as such a fucking idiot at times.

EDIT - Nice to see you added that last bit in after a good few mins, that one just come to you after you had washed your hands after sorting through animal crap behind a Roma woman's toilet?

I may well "superior knowledge to some use" by doxxing you as I'm starting to get pissed off with you now & then you will see what my ""superior knowledge" can do when you get a knock on the door at 5AM & hear 12 black boots running into the bedroom ;)
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Chav. :middle finger:
 
F.U.B.A.R. said:
Chav. :middle finger:
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You should really remove ALL the Metadata from your photos.
What a shame if someone told the people you posted a photo of their home yesterday what you said about them ;)

Want me to post their address on here to show you I'm not playing with you?

How many pics you posted of your kids?.......GPS Location data is in every photo which gives the address in a few simple mins if you DON'T take the info out of ANY photo you post online. How you think it's ssssoooo easy to doxx people these days?
 
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