Worst is Invega/Risperidone stay away from that shit
Best are Quetiapine (Seroquel) and Abilify (Aripiprazole)
Some wisdom here. Seroquel is useful for bipolar disorder on mania but also depression. Bonuses that it helps sleep at possibly attention. Can be useful for schizophrenia, but a less powerful treatment.
Abilify appears to also be good for bipolar disorder. They have month (or several) long shots for Abilify in schizophrenia. But usually as a main medication, it's more useful for less severe forms of schizophrenia or for bipolar disorder. Also can help sleep at these higher doses, with less weight gain and less exacerbation of negative symptoms. Seems to induce less weight gain.
It's important here to understand that mental illnesses are different. But there are effective medications. They just don't always work the same way, or in the same time-frame. Antipyschotics often make people feel blah (or the equivalent) at first. It takes a good six months for them to work fully. It's not like taking Ritalin for ADHD, or Xanax for panic attacks, which tend to be fast acting, but in time the effect may diminish to an extent. With antipsychotics, it can seem that they diminish life in the immediate, but in time start to round one's life out well.
All the bad side effects not a single good effect
Just sleep, Sleep sleep, eat repeat
once I stopped it I regained my productivity and managed to tackle and finish two projects
I'm off APs from now on, either Ritalin or I won't take anything other than an anti depressant + lamotrigine
I say the following with advisement. Please understand the nuances of what I say. Also, I am not a doctor. What I'm laying down is a general idea from a layman. I'm not a doctor, and this is not medical advise, nor is it justification for taking dangerous drugs of abuse.
At the start, people need to be stabilized. This can take years. It also means that no cannabis be used, absolutely. Best to also avoid all drugs of abuse. They will screw you over in the end.
After that time period, one's brain might be strong enough to gain a net benefit from something that acts more quickly. I'm no expert, but I have a running hypothesis that ADHD meds mostly just exacerbate problems that are already present. So, by analogy, not sleeping/eating/resting for days is something that stimulants can latch onto and make you much more of a mess than otherwise. If you smoke weed and use a stimulant, the stimulant will take that mind-fuckery to another level. Same if you take a stimulant before the antipsychotic has a chance to set a solid bedrock of "sanity" in your brain. The only way to make sure that the psychotic effects of the illness have dissipated, is for a qualified doctor to not get a whiff of it under the lid there, which takes years. If they sense it, and they will if it's there, then don't even consider it.
If you've been 100% clean for years, stabilized on an appropriate dose of an antipsychotic for that long, and have an actual specific worldly reason to take a stimulant (school, work), then someone might learn to trust you, and judge that you'll be better off taking a medication while staying on your antipsychotic, than not taking your antipsychotics and self-medicating with weed or whatever. But if you have had addiction in the past, that's another reason not to give you something that can be abused. I get the frustration. But the vast majority of the rules, and the prescribers, serves to protect you, not harm you. It's really about discipline.
Again: not medical advice. This was meant as possibly shedding insight on a lot of the frustration here. I also want to be clear that I am sanctioning use of abusable drugs. I am just guessing on what might be theory behind some of these questions. The main, main thing I want to communicate, is that you must be entirely clean and take antipsychotic medication exactly as prescribed, totally stabilized, for years, before this actually becomes something possibly feasible to look at.