hey guys how are you? how many months out of the shots? do you take supplements? I at the moment, 6 and a half months out of risperdal shots, do not feel any or almost positive emotions I have little energy compared to before sexual and metabolic problems, blurred vision and sense of derealization, but currently I am struggling and working anyway, it is very hard in fact I can't take it anymore but I have to work until October 15th, I really hope to read some success stories, it would help me a lot, I was about to fall into the trap of an antidepressant but I want to fight and continue like this without anything, the last time I am I managed to recover from paliperidone, 14 long months, but I was back in me the happy and combative person who loves music and nature, now I have lost a bit of hope, I do not think I can recover again and I often think that if in unno I will not heal .. I will kill myself, but at the same time I don't want to die because I still remember how fantastic it was to live