bayarea415
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Jun 4, 2021
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Hello friends,
After 4 and some change years clean off IV heroin (and, near the end, fent) I've found myself in a bit of a curious place in my life. I want to do opiates again. But I don't want to jump back in with H.
I realize that the thread title is a bit of an oxymoron, no pun intended. Regardless, I've made up my mind and have come here looking for wisdom so that I can get the most bang for my buck.
If you were me, how would you plan this move? If you could "reset" your tolerance for a few years what would your go-to be? I was thinking morphine, but I remember the high was always a bit heavy handed. So roxy comes to mind. But I'd love to hear the community's opinion before I make my move
Feedback & advice is welcome but I've been thinking about this for a few months now. Between heartbreak, professional failure, and the pandemic, I've become tired of trying and feel quite justified in indulging in my dark, almost forgotten pleasure.
I realize I'll probably end up with a full blown habit but I'd like to minimize my harm--at least in the beginning--by prolonging the distance from point A to point Z, if that makes sense.
Your time is appreciated.
After 4 and some change years clean off IV heroin (and, near the end, fent) I've found myself in a bit of a curious place in my life. I want to do opiates again. But I don't want to jump back in with H.
I realize that the thread title is a bit of an oxymoron, no pun intended. Regardless, I've made up my mind and have come here looking for wisdom so that I can get the most bang for my buck.
If you were me, how would you plan this move? If you could "reset" your tolerance for a few years what would your go-to be? I was thinking morphine, but I remember the high was always a bit heavy handed. So roxy comes to mind. But I'd love to hear the community's opinion before I make my move
Feedback & advice is welcome but I've been thinking about this for a few months now. Between heartbreak, professional failure, and the pandemic, I've become tired of trying and feel quite justified in indulging in my dark, almost forgotten pleasure.
I realize I'll probably end up with a full blown habit but I'd like to minimize my harm--at least in the beginning--by prolonging the distance from point A to point Z, if that makes sense.
Your time is appreciated.