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Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v4

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Arthur Paul said:
Has there been any stories of someone becoming one hundred percent the person they were before the injection?
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Yes feels like my Anhedonia has gone down and I'm starting to feel myself again .I'm starting to enjoy playing music and games, my motivation has leveled up a bit.I'm 2months off the shot and Im starting to have hope that by the 6 to 8 month,I will be back to my old self again .
 
Here I am wide awake like every night my legs won’t stop hurting all day and it keeps me up at night pretty sure it’s blood clots from not being active
 
Antipsychiatry said:
You say that, but I had 11 shots at 100mg, and I'm 4 months off and I enjoy reading again, I'm getting my creativity back, I can cry even. I didn't experience TD or what you had. I had anhedonia but it's getting better every week. I think positive everyday, that I will get over this. And I am. Slowly but surely. Don't give up hope and don't encourage others to give up hope of a better life. Everything takes time. I think as far as I've read in V3, I've had the most shots out of anyone. I was on this shit for a full year. I had my last shot in July. Now, my sex drive isn't good, I can get a mild chub if I concentrate on it, but it's not even about sex. I just want my drive to do things epically to come back again. And I know it will with time.

Everyone recovers at a different pace, but if u encourage thoughts of a negative matter like oh I won't ever get better, u set yourself up to not get better. You're telling your mind to give up and throw in the towel.
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I was on it for about a year and a half and my mom started complaining about no emotion and I even started yawning and hanging my mouth and tongue open. I quit about 4 months ago and that stopped but I still have no sex drive please tell me it comes back.
 
Offvega said:
its been 3 years for me and I still feel like I am battling the weakness invega has left me with it's damn near killed me, my muscles became so weak that I have to rebuild them, only after taking the shot for 8 months

I believe in recovery as I can walk again but I needed a cane, and there was no other outlook than to re-train myself

but I am glad you are doing well
some people's stories are real though and they definitely have the right to express their remorse, this poison is basically eternal suffering of the soul
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Wow really? After 1 year you were not able to work on your body? The differences before invega to after inevga was i couldnt feel good from doing anything. U cant enjoy anything still? whats going on
 
Arthur Paul said:
Do you think that you could still write books if you could write them before?
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I kid you not I used to try to write content like item descriptions, website titles and posts. I'd have to copy and paste a lot of it and this was before my shot. During the withdrawal i couldn't do jack writing a little 500 word discussion was near impossible. My grammar punctuation is better then ever. I'm able to think abstract a lot more clearer. The creative process is a lot easier. I can research a lot better (the shot actually helped with that found a lot of recourses like PubMed) I'm writing dialogue for a YouTube video to be recorded with Talk to speech and it sounds really professional to me. I could even show u. I'm also able to not only write better I'm able to read and apply the ideas. Before I could read a whole page and swear to god I'd be rereading so many times not understanding and getting distracted. Also never been as fast as typing (90+wpm) I could go on and on.

I'm far from perfect, but I feel like a improved mature version of my 16 year old self. Yeah I might not be able to compete with other 22 year old's with high education. I feel like if I keep doing what I'm doing. I will though.
 
Edie2k2 said:
Yes feels like my Anhedonia has gone down and I'm starting to feel myself again .I'm starting to enjoy playing music and games, my motivation has leveled up a bit.I'm 2months off the shot and Im starting to have hope that by the 6 to 8 month,I will be back to my old self again .
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Took me like 11 months but on the same path now. Went from not able to find anything to do at any cost. To having fun with simple stuff again.

Weed works again too and im almost 6 months off tobacco and harder substances that i relapased on due to cannabis not working.
 
Drinking works as well but shit just makes me depressed half the time, but thats how it was before invega more of a stoner guy. Weed is like damn near the same im smoking a quarter oz a day can can feel every joint before i needed to take a month break to get a slight viison change.
 
Arthur Paul said:
What does it "feel" like to fully recover
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when your penis starts to work again
you find the opposite gender to be attractive
i would definitely say weight loss - you back to your normal weight
pretty much less fatigued and no longer crippled.
also, you can be physical again like running, going to the gym, and stuff like that.

invega is a crime and the doctors prescribing these drugs should be sentenced to jail
you have to be a REAL LIFE scumbag to give this drug to someone.
 
Kfrancisyacuk said:
I still have no sex drive please tell me it comes back.
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it comes back after 6 months since your last shot. i hope you are off the medication. The magic number to fully recover is like 8-10 months. It is different for everyone. Our suggestion is to take many nutrients as you can and be healthy. Lot of us like St. John's Wort because it removes Invega from the bloodstream much quicker.

Time heals everything including your sex drive. Just give it some time.
 
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Arthur Paul said:
When you come out of it. Do you find yourself fitting back in with society? I was playing music so it's kind of important I'm at one with the times. I feel off in lala land literally. Like a mortal
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yes. you feel like you are part of society.
 
My advice would be to get in the comfortable flow of yourself. Easy to say, I guess, but it involves being comfortable enough to extend a hand to others, assuming it's genuine and non-harmful, however that may be.
 
On the first of April I will be off 10 months. So far no recovery. 8 shots. Please god let me feel better.
 
Did anyone stop anti psychotic medication and recover? I’m sorry wondering if I am going to have to so my brain can heal
 
Heather01 said:
Did anyone stop anti psychotic medication and recover? I’m sorry wondering if I am going to have to so my brain can heal
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Phosphatidylserine and Lions Mane Mushroom Extract helps the brain out.​


I also take Omega 9 pills along with Orgeno Oil, Black Seed Oil, Vitamin B6 , and Subi Green Veggie Powder mix. I also take protein shakes in the morning as well.

You should do something similar.

I don't know what nutrients you take. Otherwise, you still have to be patient as this is TIMED healing process for all.

I have yet to recover fully but i feel much better than i was before. i guess there is less invega in my system.

also, you probably know this by now but ST John's Wort removes invega from the bloodstream quicker. It works.
 
Arthur Paul said:
When you come out of it. Do you find yourself fitting back in with society? I was playing music so it's kind of important I'm at one with the times. I feel off in lala land literally. Like a mortal
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I do not feel at one with society at all since the experience and I am only 28 but I feel like I will never see the world the same way again
 
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