Sympy
Bluelighter
Introduction
Hello Bluelighters I have many alias but for now call me Sympy! I discovered BlueLight back in 2010 (I was 13) back than I didn't really understand what this community was about I was just looking for ways to get high. I would look up different ways to abuse pharmaceuticals I could my hands on, informed myself on ROBO tripping so I could keep me and my friends somewhat safe on Triple C's Delsym and other dextromethorphan products and also different ways to use and abuse my ADD meds ( Adderall & later down the road when I was sent to treatment they put me on a new drug called Lisdexamfetamine aka Vyvanse) Supposedly you count abuse it your body could only digest so much... Ha what a joke I got fucking blasted on Vyvanse honestly It got to the point where i was taking the monthly scripts and downing the bottle in 3-4 days I was not being safe at all even after reading different forums on BlueLight. I had many nights of me using BlueLight to ease my mind because I thought I was ODing. As a young kid struggling with an addictive personality and looking for an escape BL was there to inform me and try to keep adults sometimes kids (Like me 10 years ago) SAFE! I just wanted to take this time and say thank you to BlueLight and its helpful community, this place probably saved my life.
Me and Meth
When I was 17 I got my hands on some methamphetamine and absolutely loved it, this was my DOC without a doubt. I didn't understand why it had such a bad reputation I wanted everyone to try it. I than realized about year into me using it almost everyday that its not so good for you, everything revolved around me getting zapped of my ass. I ended up sobering after having my first Daughter when I was 18. I was basically sober for 5 years did it maybe once or twice with some co workers.
Me in 2020
I'm a single 23y/o Dad who recently lost his bestfriend/wife of 6 years she kicked me out she wanted change I guess. Its okay, I'm okay. We ended up developing a toxic relationship, we would fight about the stupidest things, nitpick each other we basically got sick of each other and what made this all worse we did it in front of are children. I now have my own 2 bedroom apartment and I'm digging it. I get to keep everything how I like and do whatever the hell I desire. I recently started smoking meth again last month and I'm enjoying it. I was being responsible at first eating and sleeping only smoking like once a day. The past week iv been getting super high, going to casino everyday (I was up 5k on Thursday but just couldn't get myself out of there, I lost it all and than some I was there from 3pm Thursday till noon the next day I had a few hand payouts and won a jackpot. Ill probably make a post about it.) I'm being Irresponsible and stupid but idgaf at this point I don't have rent money haven't been paying my bills but its what I'm enjoying myself. As if shit couldn't get any worse for me 2020 strikes again I was diagnosed with COVID-19 on Friday (the day after I blew all my wining's and my last weeks paycheck at the bino) Now i cant work for a while, I'm stuck in this house with no food or money all I have is some Meth and CyberPunk 2077 so honestly I'm good right now lol. Last night my chest was killing me so I hoped on BlueLight and decided to finally make an account and started my first forum on here asking about the dangers of smoking meth and being infected with COVID.
Iv had some BlueLighters engaging with me and even some staff member so its been a good time! Feels good to finally engaging on here and share my story.
Visualizing My Addiction
These videos is solely for the purpose of showing my addiction/love for meth.
Videos have since been taken down for anonymity purposes.
Hello Bluelighters I have many alias but for now call me Sympy! I discovered BlueLight back in 2010 (I was 13) back than I didn't really understand what this community was about I was just looking for ways to get high. I would look up different ways to abuse pharmaceuticals I could my hands on, informed myself on ROBO tripping so I could keep me and my friends somewhat safe on Triple C's Delsym and other dextromethorphan products and also different ways to use and abuse my ADD meds ( Adderall & later down the road when I was sent to treatment they put me on a new drug called Lisdexamfetamine aka Vyvanse) Supposedly you count abuse it your body could only digest so much... Ha what a joke I got fucking blasted on Vyvanse honestly It got to the point where i was taking the monthly scripts and downing the bottle in 3-4 days I was not being safe at all even after reading different forums on BlueLight. I had many nights of me using BlueLight to ease my mind because I thought I was ODing. As a young kid struggling with an addictive personality and looking for an escape BL was there to inform me and try to keep adults sometimes kids (Like me 10 years ago) SAFE! I just wanted to take this time and say thank you to BlueLight and its helpful community, this place probably saved my life.

Me and Meth
When I was 17 I got my hands on some methamphetamine and absolutely loved it, this was my DOC without a doubt. I didn't understand why it had such a bad reputation I wanted everyone to try it. I than realized about year into me using it almost everyday that its not so good for you, everything revolved around me getting zapped of my ass. I ended up sobering after having my first Daughter when I was 18. I was basically sober for 5 years did it maybe once or twice with some co workers.
Me in 2020
I'm a single 23y/o Dad who recently lost his bestfriend/wife of 6 years she kicked me out she wanted change I guess. Its okay, I'm okay. We ended up developing a toxic relationship, we would fight about the stupidest things, nitpick each other we basically got sick of each other and what made this all worse we did it in front of are children. I now have my own 2 bedroom apartment and I'm digging it. I get to keep everything how I like and do whatever the hell I desire. I recently started smoking meth again last month and I'm enjoying it. I was being responsible at first eating and sleeping only smoking like once a day. The past week iv been getting super high, going to casino everyday (I was up 5k on Thursday but just couldn't get myself out of there, I lost it all and than some I was there from 3pm Thursday till noon the next day I had a few hand payouts and won a jackpot. Ill probably make a post about it.) I'm being Irresponsible and stupid but idgaf at this point I don't have rent money haven't been paying my bills but its what I'm enjoying myself. As if shit couldn't get any worse for me 2020 strikes again I was diagnosed with COVID-19 on Friday (the day after I blew all my wining's and my last weeks paycheck at the bino) Now i cant work for a while, I'm stuck in this house with no food or money all I have is some Meth and CyberPunk 2077 so honestly I'm good right now lol. Last night my chest was killing me so I hoped on BlueLight and decided to finally make an account and started my first forum on here asking about the dangers of smoking meth and being infected with COVID.
Iv had some BlueLighters engaging with me and even some staff member so its been a good time! Feels good to finally engaging on here and share my story.
Visualizing My Addiction
These videos is solely for the purpose of showing my addiction/love for meth.
Videos have since been taken down for anonymity purposes.
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