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Bottle!!! It is already ready to consume! :)

ugh.... yes, my beloved Xanax, you made me feel like on a cloud and that's why I take a small nep or better said lie down a bit after i smoked a yay. Will be back in a short time.
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Hm, was a bigger sleep and now i feel the mystical Alprazolam, it gives me such a good feeling, totally unstressed, tired thou, but beautiful afterbuzz i had 10 mg at half past eight ;))

JJ

EDIT: and a good joint - it seems the Alpra is making the joint stronger or the other way around - I don't care. Stronger is always perfect. :)

JJ
 
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Morning Blue World

Slept semi okay but instead of redosing through the night i only had 1mg alzam and 10mg nitrazepam. Slept a good solid 6 hrs and then just got up and been awake since (3am). So my day started very early.

Since i've been awake
18mg bromazepam
1 Bag H
4 quarts of beer.
Lots of weed.

Feeling super awesome and relaxed and best of all not feeling the cold lol
 
Just a joint...
Waiting to get to my mothers house so I can chug the half bottle of wine I have hidden away there. Just found out my shitty neighbor don't want to sell his lyrica. Or as he said " Naaah I can't find it I've looked everywhere" yeah sure man, sure
Ugh. I cried for 15 minutes lol.
I have 10 $ so tomorrow I'll probably buy another bottle of wine after therapy. I WANT THE FUCKING LYRICA THOUGH GAHHHHHHHHHHHHH
 
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gn BL.... old school knife hits and my sleeping pill


sorry for my dirty desk covered in spilled dabs and kratom powder........... yeah I'm a slob and live alone
 
Cosmic Charlie said:
Jeeze it sounds way more active than I was thinking it to be. Was thinking about ordering some to play around with in the near future and see what it's all about. People claim it to feel like a natural MDMA but I'm assuming that's a bit of hype. Suppose I could pick up small amount to test.
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I think part of the panic came from my use of phenibut and modafinil earlier in the day, not panicking from the effect of those drugs so much (which I was still enjoying at around 6pm when I took that bump), I was more worried that there was some serotonin syndrome reaction going on.

Whatever it was, I've only been hit like that a few times before (an accidental double dose of THJ-018, a mix-up of bags resulting in an unknown dose of DOC, snorting too much MDMA and not drinking enough water at a festival, and smoking DMT for the first time). Apparently it's not uncommon for first time kanna users to feel that 'uh-oh' rush.

For the rest of the night it felt like.. I dunno, a bit of propylhexerdrine with bag scrapings of 2C-B? A bit dirty, I wouldn't exactly recommend, but I did underestimate it and it started off uneasy so maybe I'll try again with more care and it will be more pleasant.

But yeah, the mt-55 extract works and it's quite powerful. Surprised it's not scheduled.
 
Alprazolam & good Cannabis = Sleeping through and waking up totally relaxed... Like me now. Good morning Blers:)


JJ
 
Had some primo straight off the boat meth (the single shard weighed 1.5 grams and I saw it chipped off an even bigger one) which I kind of wasted by being greedy despite being tolerant.

Got a helluva rush from 3 points of it but its kind of subsided into just being very very wide awake. A couple of double espressos might have achieved the same effect.
 
150mg of shitty speed (so probably like... 75mg max? Maybe more like 60mg? In reality?

Realised this speed I guesstimated at 60% earlier is actually nowhere near the prolonged sleep deprivation and absolute mania I had from just 30-40mg of this one clean white batch I had once which itself clocked at 74% I believe, which is believable... so probably in actual fact being wary of doing larger doses of even shite speed actually brings my real dose closer to something actually "therapeutic", lol...

Also, 1mg clonazepam... or maybe it's 2? Have a strange feeling I missed logging a dose in my lil drug app... fucking benzos.

1g phenibut just so I didn't do more clonazepam just yet although as I just mentioned I may have missed the boat of drug compulsion there.

50mg NSI-189 and 10mg noopept earlier for some brain protection maybe, I dunno.

Caffeine.

No kratom! Fuck yeah. Probably would be feeling a lot shitter were it not for all the amphetamine and benzos but that's the miracle of modern pharmacology.

Best wishes, all.
 
PtahTek said:
I love methadone, for some reason. ;) Been a long time and my bud knows a plug but am not seeking it as I have an idea what may be the results.

9g kratom in 3 doses.
900mg gabapentin in 3 doses
Weed which overpowers the above but the pain is gone, so....
Wanna revisit bat country but need to get a couple things done and this would most likely be counter-productive, ime.
Always tomorrow, no?

Much love
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I got a 15 of dark later that night had to wait a while but it was good everyone else prefers the strong stuff the one I get isn't weak but isn't ten ten or tt but then the withdrawal is easier as well I'm still high after waking up lol I'm getting some more later in a few hours my guy drops off and everything proper cheap half egg for 40 06 for 20 but only thing is he won't await until 3:30pm usually 4 which is a blessing and a curse
 
Cosmic Charlie said:
Seems like I can tolerate higher doses afanils then most people I really love the shit and feel like such a lazy fuck without Flmodafinil. It gets me outta bed knowing I can dose and then chill back for 30mins and then zoom... let's get this show on the road.

The duration is long as fuck and it's not fiendish or anything you kinda just opt to redose if you feel like it. Honestly I prefer it to amphetamine in ways cuz there isn't any crash and sure it's not as euphoric but it still retains so many of the benefits that's it's a fair compromise. Thinking about picking up some 4-Clmodafinil next as the thought of having no stims really gets me stressed out. I'm pretty broke now tho and need to try and put off drug purchases another week or so because supposed to be getting larger amount of money each week soon, fingers crossed.
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Yeah man, afinils are the nuts. I also prefer them to amphetamine on the whole I think although I tend to alternate them these days and think they both have their pluses and minuses. Having been doing modafinil, primarily armodafinil, for a long time now a lot of the motivation enhancement effects have faded and I can sometimes just end up feeling really wired but still unfocused. I think it makes me anxious sometimes too so I tend to combine with downers. I think the long duration of both, particularly armodafinil, is a killer because it starts to affect your sleep whether you notice it or not, and if you take it long term you probably are messing with your sleep cycle more than is healthy or sustainable.

Flmodafinil the shorter duration is something I really liked - I know you just said it was long, been a while since I did it, can't remember exactly - but I'll bet it's still not a patch on the insane lengthiness of armodafinil. I also think that higher doses of flmodafinil are a lot more forgiving. I would suggest if you do get the chance to try armodafinil that you might find higher doses harder to tolerate. Not to the point you'd be in any real danger, I'm sure, it's prescribed in narcoleptics up to 300mg armoda, 400mg moda, or maybe even twice that, and I've heard stories of people taking even bigger doses, like 1600mg. When I took 300mg armodafinil I found it uncomfortably overstimulating, I wasn't feeling in any danger but was just so wired, too scatterred to concentrate on anything, and after a point if you use it enough I think it does start to feel hard on your heart... but that could be prolonged sleep deprivation too, less sleep generally = more stress and other negative health effects.

All that said... I've taken armodafinil or modafinil every single day, well, maybe with 1-2 days a week off, for months at a time, and when I quit I did feel a bit flat and useless for a while but bounced back pretty quickly and everyone I've spoken to has experienced the same. You can bet if I took straight amphetamine as often, after a couple of months I'd be a lot more fucked. I have a love/hate relationship with it sometimes but I still say it's a miracle drug in many ways, the entire afinil class is very interesting. I posted a thread a while back about some experimental analogues only trialled in rats and there were some very interesting results - one in particular showed much higher affinity for DAT than even R-moda while still displaying the same exceeding slow tolerance curve and lack of other neurological adaptations... of course that doesn't translate to a drug for humans, maybe the rats all got brain damage a few weeks later or cancer or this drug is toxic in other ways... but my takeaway was that there's still potential with this class for substances even closer to traditional stimulants with associated euphoria, recreational side effects, while maintaining the same surprising safety profile.

I know "euphoria" and "potential for recreation" are not typically seen as desirable traits in "functional" drugs, and I'll admit they can be distracting but I still believe it to be just an engineering problem where the engine is the brain, how to be as happy and euphoric as possible at all times without losing the will to do anything so the human species doesn't just fizzle out in a heap of decadent euphoric stupor...



Edit: Also, have you ever tried phenylpiracetam (or p-Cl-phenylpiracetam, phenylpiracetam hydrazide), or RGPU-95? They're all atypical stimulants, in many ways very similar to modafinil and it's analogues. Phenylpiracetam in particular I would say could be indistinguishable from modafinil in someone naive to both - and perhaps even with even less side effects. Only downside is tolerance shoots up like a rocketship, impossible to use every day or even every other day really, once or twice a week probably is the max without seriously diminished effects, which is a shame. It has a shorter duration also, around 6-8 hours, IIRC. The other 2 are analogues I haven't tried - RGPU-95 is another analogue I have tried and is supposed to have some kind of GABAergic addition, in a fairly dubious Russian paper it was compared to diazepam and it has some stimulating effects, but personally I found it weaker than just straight phenylpiracetam. But, if you're curious about atypical stimulants with extremely high safety profiles and minimal side effects, they're definitely worth a look...
 
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Over the day:
10 mg Etizolam
5 mg Diclazepam
3 mg Flunitrazepam
400 mg Oxazepam
half a water melon
Ben & Jerry's Peanut Butter Cup - guess this is my substitution for Benzos...
plus another 8 mg Etizolam

Now a good-night-joint and then going to bed.

Sleep well all of you :)

JJ
 
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