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How High Are You? V. Dude Where's My Bar?

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schizopath said:
Ive used not that much after all. I started at 20 and now Im 25. I get mild withdrawals, possibly, but I dont really even notice them. LOL

2.2mg of bupre
10mg thc edible
cigs
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Man, you're young as fuck and your drug habits are equally young. :sneaky:

It takes a while to develop a proper soul crushing withdrawal and within limits it's possible to resist very minor ones with grit, mindset, and innate natural tolerance to an artificially turbulent landscape of mind. I'm disappointed because I was hoping you were gonna share will us something that made you an actual mutant. Guess I'll have to hold out a bit longer for that... It seems definitely within the realm of human variances for someone to be born with an obscenely high natural tolerance to the process of developing tolerance to mood altering drugs... There have been some studies done on the various neurotransmitter systems and innate neurological resilience - the one I remember is the serotonin system, they divided the study into 3 genetic variants, and excuse me utterly butchering the interesting point but there was the group with a markedly fragile serotonin system, a group somewhat middle of the road, and a group with a highly resilient neurology that seemed not only unaffected by environmental stress but actually responded by growing stronger.

They followed these people for a significant portion of their lives, I believe, and recorded difficult incidences and stressors throughout. Almost invariably, those with more fragile serotoninergic neurons were more prone to depression, had more trouble forming stable relationships, engaged in less outgoing or daring activities, had smaller social circles and just did less. A traumatic life even for the subjects of this study was basically game over, they really struggled to get over it, withdrew even more, and were affected for the duration of the study at least (which, again, was several years).

In contrast, those with more rapid adaptive neurogenesis (but in the right direction) and restructuring in response to trauma reacted entirely differently. Almost all of them ended up fairly high achievers from the off. A few of them had setbacks, job losses, death of a sibling or partner (or parent) and while they did experience low moods - these people aren't psychopaths - their approach to dealing with this trauma could not have been more different.

I'll have to find the actual paper at some point, I remember it was fascinating stuff although I might be butchering some of the fine details. What's most interesting to me is the sheer predictability - after the fact - of the courses that people's lives would take - as well as the fact that the differences were so pronounced. IIRC, there were NO outliers. And that's just a single neurotransmitter - albeit an important one. Granted, for ethical reasons this was an "observational study" which doesn't give it the same credence as a double blind with controls and all that... but, hard to read it and not be somewhat taken aback by how predictable as humans we really are... how much we are bound to the wheel of fate from before we are even born, despite the convincing, and, admittedly, somewhat useful and well meaning illusion that anyone can achieve anything if they just try hard enough.

What we really need is direct conscious control of the autonomic processes that regulate our hormone release. A truly advanced and intelligently designed entity would be have a mastery of the landscape of mind such that they could choose their emotions to facilitate their actions, just as we can choose to pick up a cup or tap on a keyboard now.

No doubt this kind of feedback loop will have some teething issues and some people will have serious problems with it... and no doubt some negative nancies will say we just shouldn't mess with this stuff... yawn. But to me this kind of future seems inevitable.

Anyway I digress... I'd say you're not immune to withdrawal yet schizopath, but you're slightly younger than me so arguably you have a better change of seeing an age where one can get a quick procedure to give them the ability to consciously suppress receptor upregulation/downregulation and thus block the mechanism of tolerance... Or perhaps even to consciously upregulate our endogenous receptors so as to get high on our own supply literally (of endogenous neurotransmitters).



ANYWAY - OT - no more amph for me today, really pushed the dose a bit high, left with some residual side effects, jaw tension for which I am about to take some magnesium. Took 1 more G of phenibut earlier and 20mg diazepam which actually almost sent me to sleep. In retrospect that's what I should have done but nevermind, time enough to sleep now. Peace.
 
MOrning blue world

had a crappy nights rest even after 20mg nitrazepam and 10mg valium. made me sleep for a solid 4hrs and then tossing an turning till i eventually just took 20mg valium at 2am this morning that made me sleep a few more hrs but also broken. Think nitrazepam isnt for me anymore for sleep. Also no hangover effect of any of the benzos for those interested especially with nitrazepam leaving people feel hangover the next day.

Anyhow today.
morning joint
6mg bromazepam
few hits H

No gabapentinoids or oxy for awhile. But feeling good. Got an interview later today, wish me luck
 
Got through the night with 20 mg valium and 100 mg seroquel

Getting through the day with lots of coffee
60 mg dexamfetamine (half for breakfast and half for lunch to quell cravings for meth)
20 mg Abilify to kill the effect of meth should I become tempted and generally keep me chill

So far so good and therefore not very high at all. Just want it to be bedtime again.
 
Xorkoth said:
It's one of my very favorite drugs. Wish I had some for my detox, or even gabapentin.
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It's a life saver for heroin detox my first detox was cold turkey and brutal. The others with pregablin a walk in park seriously . But i have had a few pregab wd they mentally hell for 7 days same level. That's why one day a week is perfect great high
 
Caffeine, theophylline, theobromine, dexmethylphenidate, propylhexedrine, phenylethylamine. The Works!
 
Not very high. For some reason drank a beer at like 9 AM which made me feel kinda sick after. Also already imbibed close to 100mg of amphetamine already today... didn't get enough sleep, overdid it yesterday too, just haven't felt nearly as good or as much of a dopamine rush. Noticed a telltale tinge of annoyance and fatigue this morning too - beyond that of just being sleep deprived - which is indicative to me that even my infrequent kratom usage is starting to do something bad again.

So, just sitting feeling kinda sick, grumpy and shite waiting for 300mg pregabalin to kick in. I would love some ketamine right now... but I know that it would not actually make me feel better. Hope everyone else is feeling better than I am! 😄
 
well seeing as most of my stuff i needed to do is done and my stress level has just been raised i added

6mg bromazepam
100ml whiskey
few hits H
and weed.

Still feeling a bit irritated and frustrated but too shall pass. Soon hopefully
 
Anyhow I'm still high after nearly 12 hours sleep - I underestimated the Flunis and Oxas I took together with a sip of Clona and Dicla - whow....

I think I didnt have the Flunis and Oxas for half a year and i feel it :D Could sleep while writing :D
But such a good feeling, I enjoy it a loooot....

JJ
 
30mg of amphetamine
3.3g of kratom
Saving some carisoprodol for later
 
JoEhJoEh said:
Hi shizo, enjoy :)

400 mg Oxazepam
3 mg Flunitrazepam
1 Ben & Jerry's Waffle Cone Together
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very jealous of the B&J and happy you included it in your list!

all I am on today so far is coffee and a truly tiny amount of oral morphine

going for a sober day today but will maybe vape a bit of Girl Scout Cookies late tonight, we'll see
 
Just tried a new strain of krat: green jongkong > kinda nice head space and a little energy. back pain is gone for now.
6g kratom in two doses
couple puffs of weed
300mg gabap

soon as i get some house-work done imma dose some pregab and alpraz = chill the fuck out and screw the virus :)
 
1 gaba this morn gotta keep a leash on dat shit, energy drink,
the 3 tizanidine with kratom got a lil nod going, I'll prob have a coffee in a bit im addicted to that shit, prob gonna do some snow wensday er Thursday n beers, been saving it 4 a month hope it didn't degrade my room gets hot in the day
 
yubacity said:
cant believe just 3 300 mg capsules can fuck me from 6 in the morning to 10 at night buzzing like fuck
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Yeah... I love this at that same dose. One of my favorites as well as phenibut if no tolerance.
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Added 3g chocolate bentuangie kratom (a downer strain, ime)
450mg pregab
600mg babap
1mg alpraz
more coffee
cigs

bout to see if i can flash my phone again gonna trash it if i cant get it right today... aggravating shit!
 
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