Chapter II: The Abyss is Eternal !

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you can't leave because i love you

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she will never do the things for you that i can do
 
ppl know i hurt and i need help

they just don't have enough benzos on planet earth

my time is short and i was not meant for this world forever, heaven wasn't made for me... rip jamal
 
Xorkoth said:
Dude I like you, but come on. Worst case scenario, ignore him. He's not that bad. I'm getting tired of the bickering. Everyone here is flawed. Whatever, everyone is. The community is fine with the one who boldly claims enormity of cock.
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I love you too.
Name 1 another BL'er who posts TikTok videos all the time and is looking for constant validation with selfies on every thread.
Think about it if I was posting publicly videos here of me shooting up Bupre. Disgusting. I might share something on private chat, but not here.
It just annoys me how he's looking for validation.
 
Captain.Heroin said:
sometimes i drink to get up in the morning

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and sometimes i drink to fall asleep at night
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I go sleep high and i wake up high and after the first beer it's clear what's the plan of the day.
Okay boys, i'm gonna do the little 2-3mg bit of Buprenorphine my woman found.
Then i have done like 2-3mg myself today, but it'll keep me healthy for this day.
No worries of being sick and I first thought about shooting half of it but I hate doing little shots, since it's just another hole in my hand for no reason so I wanna shoot up real good when I do.
 
I do it 50/50 with my woman so I actually do like 1.25mg. Earlier i did same kind of dose so it's like 2.5mg for this day but I don't have to worry about withdrawals.
 
So we have an exception, every community has its black sheep, the one we all secretly despise for his or her damnably unattainable perfection, unattainable yet the thing we ll aspire to. This is part of a living community and I thank your divine presence of perfection. For real realz.
 
Xorkoth said:
So we have an exception, every community has its black sheep, the one we all secretly despise for his or her damnably unattainable perfection, unattainable yet the thing we ll aspire to. This is part of a living community and I thank your divine presence of perfection. For real realz.
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I'm a huge loser irl, but I make up for that with my impeccable bl persona ;]
 
DeadManWalkin' said:
I do it 50/50 with my woman so I actually do like 1.25mg. Earlier i did same kind of dose so it's like 2.5mg for this day but I don't have to worry about withdrawals.
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I say full agonist or bust, but I think most of us went through that shitty bupe phase.
 
Captain.Heroin said:
btw

i feel like i have meth rage but haven't used in months

reality is eating away at me and i cannot benzo or drink right now

i need my emotional support animal

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i think maybe the anger is because i'm really sad on the inside and i'm not letting myself feel it naturally :|
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I was laughing at the Pic btw bro not your sadness
DeadManWalkin' said:
Okay, i had a good morning.
Wake up next to a woman who's naked, her body looking amazing.
I got some buprenorphine, so i make each one of us 1.5mg shot of it.
Shoot it up and think about "Oh yeah, Bluelight. That's a great place"
Then I come and I see @Coxenormous posting pictures of his fucking ugly face.
I almost had a seizure.
Why are you looking for acceptance here? Your parents don't give it to you?
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Loooool went in.


I've had a fucking weird night. Got drunk had takeaway then got a 2.30am call from a mate who owes me 450 quid saying he's just managed to get his hands on 25g of k and will sort me out 'off the debt' so I get a taxi to his which was my last bit of money and it's in the middle of nowhere, we get there he pulls out the big bag of k, did a few lines and then, well, I think he must be gay and thought I was gay cuz shit got weird, I told him I'm not and I have no problem with it if he is and if he ever wants support coming out I'm here and if he wants no one to know I won't say a word.
So then all of a sudden he 'loses' the bag of drugs. Says 'it's gone' and 'there's no point trying to look cuz he knows its just GONE' gets angry and jumps in his bed growling. (enter @Captain.Heroin I wish to sort him out)
I honestly feel like punching him but I also feel kinda sorry for him. I just want a fucking line! The ones we did barely touched the fucking sides. I don't care if he's gay ill still be his friend I have plenty of gay friends. Two of which have come onto me before thinking I was too and we the whole awkward thing and now it's fine. Aparantly I confused them? I guess I'm just too committed to hetero bromance?
But now I'm lying on the sofa downstairs it's like 30 mile from where I'm staying and I'm strung out, there's no booze left, no fucking k in sight and I'm skint to the bone. It's light as fuck and the curtains are white and thin.
All I can hear is his brother fucking some girl. Dunno if it's his Mrs or a one night stand but I'm tempted to go ask if she fancys a spit roast 🤷‍♂️ sounds like a right goer.

FML. I wish I'd never heard his call
 
Anyone else ever craved an IV hit so bad you literally would bite into your own arm tear out a chunk that included broken veins and shove/pour 10g of crystal product into the wound, cuz there's no needles?
I reckon I'm pretty close
 
@Captain.Heroin when I said 'sort him out' I did really mean bum him to death, lol

I would rob him for what he owes me but I'm 110% sure he would talk to police and I'm on unconditional bail FFS

AND I'M ON 10% BATTERY AND DIDN'T BRING MY CHARGER

FACK
 
Maybe you should take this time to examine your own sexuality. I mean, If he’s the 3rd person to suspect you’re gay.... just saying.
Isn’t there some sort of gaydar for that kind of thing...
I mean.... funny how you instantly had to chime in that you wanted to see if the brother’s girl “fancied a spit roast”. I don’t know what that’s code for, but I’m assuming it’s some kind of analogy for proving your so-called hetero-ness after all that homo-ness talk.
Just saying.
 
jhjhsdi said:
I was laughing at the Pic btw bro not your sadness
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my being upset was irl stuff (online system giving me LOGICAL ERRORS)
yeah it was

fucked

and it fucked me over big time

HAVE YOU EVER WONDERED THE AGE OLD QUESTION: CAN I FALL ASLEEP HOLDING A BEER CAN? Yes, yes you can. My love interest proves this on occasion.
 
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