Chapter II: The Abyss is Eternal !

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DeadManWalkin' said:
Good to hear MDMA affects you good way. It makes me feel good too, but not empathetic. While others are telling me how good i am i'm just sitting in the corner planning how i will kill each of them.
Okay, bit a stretch but you get the point.
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That's no fun. Maybe you're doing it in the wrong environment and it's a bit overwhelming? I have a lot of friends that prefer chilled out settings as opposed to a full on festival kind of situation with lots of idiots around and too much stimulation. Bet if it was just you and your fiance you might have a better experience.
 
BK38 said:
That's no fun. Maybe you're doing it in the wrong environment and it's a bit overwhelming? I have a lot of friends that prefer chilled out settings as opposed to a full on festival kind of situation with lots of idiots around and too much stimulation. Bet if it was just you and your fiance you might have a better experience.
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You're right about enviorememnt.
Last birthday of my woman we fucked so long her pussy slime was dipping all along her legs it was just amazing.
Couldn't cum because of the excstacy tho.
I have had good experiences too, but it doesn't make me empathetic.
 
CFC said:
sounds horrific. i only had a few drinks last night and couldn't sleep a whit
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I'm on my 3rd set of 4 now. So jus finished 9th bottle. 3.7units a bottle plus the 1.3 that was in the vodka thing. I duno how many units that is but it's defo a fair few
I love this stuff man
 
jhjhsdi said:
I'm on my 3rd set of 4 now. So jus finished 9th bottle. 3.7units a bottle plus the 1.3 that was in the vodka thing. I duno how many units that is but it's defo a fair few
I love this stuff man
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That's a lot of units...34.6 to be precise. Yikes, I'd be dead the next day and probably still feel rough the day after that. A bottle of 700ml vodka has like 25 I think...
 
BK38 said:
That's a lot of units...34.6 to be precise. Yikes, I'd be dead the next day and probably still feel rough the day after that. A bottle of 700ml vodka has like 25 I think...
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No half measures pal! 😁
No drugs in sight? I go hard on the booze.
Got another 3 x 3.7 bottles to go then I'll probably have some of her wine lol

And @ghostandthedarknes is right. That's exactly what I did this morning. I can't afford to do it tomorrow morning though.
So it'll be paracetamol, food(toast), lots of sleep/lying in the dark, and possibly a wank?
 
jhjhsdi said:
No half measures pal! 😁
No drugs in sight? I go hard on the booze.
Got another 3 x 3.7 bottles to go then I'll probably have some of her wine lol

And @ghostandthedarknes is right. That's exactly what I did this morning. I can't afford to do it tomorrow morning though.
So it'll be paracetamol, food(toast), lots of sleep/lying in the dark, and possibly a wank?
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party on
 
BK38 said:
Yeah, not for me. I generally wait until noon at least. I dunno, I've had my fair share of sessions. I've killed a case of beer in a day or a bottle of vodka... but doesn't happen often.
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tbh better off to avoid alcohol. bring you down. takes awhile but it will happen. ime
 
Alcohol is brilliant
Brilliant

Hangovers are shit though of course.
They definitely get worse as you get older aswel, worse than a comedown by far.
 
DeadManWalkin' said:
Just got my self 10x pack of 10mg diazepams. I have ate 6mg clonazepam and 1mg of alpozepam today.
Yesterday i ate 10mg clonazepam and day after that 6 mg. Long half-lifes, i'm about to be super fucked yp.
Welp, i already am.
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Yes then
In a way, I miss my abusing benzos days, I mean when I got addicted and had WDs that was one of the worst experiences ever, but, I do miss getting wavey on them the years before my addiction.
I used to love taking an unknown handful and going out being a cunt lol. Especially when you've had a shit day.
Throws your worries (AND inhibitions) way further out the window than alcohol does.

Jus be careful not go leaving a trail of destruction that you don't remember doing pal ;)
Done that way too many times lol. Trail right up to the fuckin doorstep 🤦‍♂️
 
jhjhsdi said:
Yes then
In a way, I miss my abusing benzos days, I mean when I got addicted and had WDs that was one of the worst experiences ever, but, I do miss getting wavey on them the years before my addiction.
I used to love taking an unknown handful and going out being a cunt lol. Especially when you've had a shit day.
Throws your worries (AND inhibitions) way further out the window than alcohol does.

Jus be careful not go leaving a trail of destruction that you don't remember doing pal ;)
Done that way too many times lol. Trail right up to the fuckin doorstep 🤦‍♂️
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I know i know i have destoyed friendsips, hips, property, lives, my own life temporilary. Trail of destruction.
I try to keep it on the fun side. So no blacking out. I get very violent and act like a pig when doing too much benzos.
I don't remember much about yesterday evening but i wont hurt my woman who i'm whit she's my everything.
Even tho is misgonyistic and pig here sometitmes, i can actually be very charming and lovable man.
I do great favours to my woman. I get her flowers, make her food before she wakes up so i bring it to bed. I love her. 7
So fuck you @PrincessDiz!
Well, to be honest you're kinda hot too Diz, because you bully Cox with these great burns. And you never submit. Never? We will see.
 
@DeadManWalkin' I used to get the same on benzo blackouts. Especially with triazolos. Well violent n proper cunty.
Not cool.

Got some intense horror stories tbh. Ones I don't even want to share here lol
And we all KNOW I did ten times worse shit than my worst horror story that I can't even remember 😂😂😂
My benzo days are half the reason I want to be a youth drug worker/councilor, I've got so many horror stories from pharmaceutical abuse, I'll scare the wee bastards straight lol
 
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