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Mental Health Coming off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v3

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Ya see that's the thing. People kept judging me in the hospital telling me I was JESUS. I know who JESUS is and was directly SERVING JESUS AND GOD when this shit happened to me... people didn't want to hear that whoredoms and being gay and materilism Is wrong. Wrong wrong wrong. When you are celibate GODs spirit directly takes over your life. I thought the LORD would protect me against EVIL but nope... invega stole everything and I mean everything. The world will pay for the sins against the FATHER.
 
Sbar25 said:
Ya see that's the thing. People kept judging me in the hospital telling me I was JESUS. I know who JESUS is and was directly SERVING JESUS AND GOD when this shit happened to me... people didn't want to hear that whoredoms and being gay and materilism Is wrong. Wrong wrong wrong. When you are celibate GODs spirit directly takes over your life. I thought the LORD would protect me against EVIL but nope... invega stole everything and I mean everything. The world will pay for the sins against the FATHER.
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I was the same as you. I believed in God and everything.
 
Paula10 said:
Welcome to hell. Sorry don’t mean to say that but hey that’s how this shit feels like. How many shots did you have and how long have you been off?
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I've been on it for a year. 100mg a month. So 12 i think. I'm done with it though. The review board said they can't force someone to take medication so thats all i need to know. Starting the recovery process.
 
Damn I should have rejected the shot I thought it wouldn't last too long. I didnt know I could reject it.
 
I know my dr is going to try to force me but theres ways around it. I'm not a harm to myself or others (even though i fantasize about suicide). The review board also allows you to get a different doctor. I want a second opinion. Mine doesn't listen to me when i tell him every three weeks how i feel. He didn't once mention the side effects of these medications. Since i stopped the oral meds i don't sleep till 1 in the afternoon. I get up between 9 and 10.
 
Sbar25 said:
This man had the same amount of shots as you...
5 years no recovrry
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depends on his symptoms. it could just be his mental illness at this point. ask him about his symptoms. tell him to take a dopamine booster if it's cognitive. cause i've seen people recover in 1 month amazingly, 5 months, average saw a significant difference at 6, 7 months, 8 months, 9 months, 10 months, 11 months, 12 months, 18 months, but rarely more than that so the good outweighs the bad. just the rare few, just like those that recover in one month. i've seen someone recover in 6.5 months after 8 shots.
 
Ya.... sure. Whatever you want to belive the drug destroys your dopamine for life. I'm a guy has been destroyed after 5 years he could be telling the truth. Do you understand mentall illness is a fabrication? It's a fake diagnosis for $$
 
Antipsychiatry said:
I know my dr is going to try to force me but theres ways around it. I'm not a harm to myself or others (even though i fantasize about suicide). The review board also allows you to get a different doctor. I want a second opinion. Mine doesn't listen to me when i tell him every three weeks how i feel. He didn't once mention the side effects of these medications. Since i stopped the oral meds i don't sleep till 1 in the afternoon. I get up between 9 and 10.
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are you on comittment? you can't be forced to take medication if you're not under comittement
 
I agreed to take the shot in the hospital so they would release me. I didnt even ask any questions because I just wanted to get out of there ASAP
 
John78 said:
are you on comittment? you can't be forced to take medication if you're not under comittement
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I don't think so. I'm in Canada so things might be a bit different than where you are. My social worker asked a few questions to the higher ups and thats the reply he got. That they cant force someone to take medication.
 
Cherifbadgang said:
Your all lucky you dont have freaking tinnitus, its driving me mad
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I have. Everynight I fall asleep with a fucking loud and noisy tinnitus, but somehow I can ignore it.

Sbar25 said:
Damn I should have rejected the shot I thought it wouldn't last too long. I didnt know I could reject it.
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It was my own will to take the shot because I thought that it will last 1 month as the doctor said ( and he said also that with the shot I get less side effects..I was on Risperidone and Zyprexa pills at that time, at high dosage and was feeling so bad man, I think I was done with Zyprexa though and took only Risperidone but still traumatised from the both meds) and yeah I would say that I regret that decision but fuck it I’m 5 months off+ and if I’m thinking to regret that it means that I make steps backwards with my life and I don’t want that so..shit happens
 
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Let’s all chill out, it will pass. Stay mentally active as much as you can if you can’t stay physically active too and see you in a few months with recovery stories (y)
 
Trust me I'm in the same boat as you. Suicide seems so welcoming at this point. I've lost so much. My job, my apartmentb everything. Ive lost my will to live in this corrupt world.
 
Yeah.... that's the thing.... we are all waiting.... waiting... waiting... waiting... for what? A recovery that may or may not come? I'm staying hopeful sure... but the facts are some damaged cannot be undone.... 3 years am I going to be that guy that tells people recovery doesn't happen? I hope not..... time will tell....
 
Sbar25 said:
I agreed to take the shot in the hospital so they would release me. I didnt even ask any questions because I just wanted to get out of there ASAP
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Same shit for me to man. I swear I would have rather stayed in the hospital than to get this shot
 
Sbar25 said:
Yeah.... that's the thing.... we are all waiting.... waiting... waiting... waiting... for what? A recovery that may or may not come? I'm staying hopeful sure... but the facts are some damaged cannot be undone.... 3 years am I going to be that guy that tells people recovery doesn't happen? I hope not..... time will tell....
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Dude seriously you are making me feel worse. It’s fucking scary. Can’t help but laugh at your post sometimes because you scare the hell out of me. lol
 
Sbar25 said:
Ya.... sure. Whatever you want to belive the drug destroys your dopamine for life. I'm a guy has been destroyed after 5 years he could be telling the truth. Do you understand mentall illness is a fabrication? It's a fake diagnosis for $$
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believe what you want to too. your truth is no different than mine. can't say it destroys your dopamine for life when there's people who've recovered completely though. shouldn't take an anomaly too serious just cause it fits your severe doubt devoid of any reason.
and yeah sure, seeing some scary shit, voices tormenting you, impulsivity to feel like killing oneself or another, or acting these out, panic attacks, derealization, etc. is totally a fabrication. but i'd agree with you on it being over priced. $1000-$2000 for an average session to be diagnosed.
 
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