💀 The Abyss 💀 (Open 24hrs)

Status
Not open for further replies.
LadyAlkaline said:
Was sort of talking about my husband but be you baby!
Click to expand...
awww thx

you're so sweet to me

I don't know how to move on... I've been told THIS IS PROBABLY NOT HEALTHY FOR YOU CPT MOVE ON by like a lot of people and I just CAN'T. and I LIE to others about it because I FEEL BAD I can't move on from HIMmmmm [I AM SO SOWWYWYYYYYYY i am not PERFECT]
 
Captain.Heroin said:
ya but the problem is I FOUND LOVE and it is too much for me and it makes me want zero love :(

and it makes me think i'll never find it again because of how good it was and still is

playing with fire... I knew I was playing with fire, I knew it. It took so much out of me trying to get over HIM. And I moved on. And I was LOVING LIFE. And they could SUCK MY DICK and I am SICK AND TIRED of their shit ways. And I still let him back in my life. FIREPUSSY. I can't help it.

FUCK I'M SO FAT
Click to expand...
I feel similarly. I've grown tired of women, the games, the chase. At times throughout my life i've considered asexuality, just to tune out the drama and noise. I do not think I have fully recovered from my last breakup - in fact she still haunts my very vivid dreams. I feel like I will never find someone I can spend my life with....I am an attractive 34 year old male with a decorated history of sex, drugs and rock and roll. My fire seems to be out though, just a small barely manageable kindle that could be blown out by the smallest zephyr. I'm a brutally honest person and I typically share my past (drug use, anger/violence, etc) with people I start dating so its not a surprise if I relapse or blow up. Is it even worth looking for anymore? Do you think there is a woman who could accept all the bad things I've done and still love me? ....haven't found one yet that can deal with my insanity, even Psychologists/Psychiatrists don't know how to help me. I'm a Lost Child, an anachronism of Time.
 
OrbitalCombustion said:
I feel similarly. I've grown tired of women, the games, the chase. At times throughout my life i've considered asexuality, just to tune out the drama and noise. I do not think I have fully recovered from my last breakup - in fact she still haunts my very vivid dreams. I feel like I will never find someone I can spend my life with....I am an attractive 34 year old male with a decorated history of sex, drugs and rock and roll. My fire seems to be out though, just a small barely manageable kindle that could be blown out by the smallest zephyr. I'm a brutally honest person and I typically share my past (drug use, anger/violence, etc) with people I start dating so its not a surprise if I relapse or blow up. Is it even worth looking for anymore? Do you think there is a woman who could accept all the bad things I've done and still love me? ....haven't found one yet that can deal with my insanity, even Psychologists/Psychiatrists don't know how to help me. I'm a Lost Child, an anachronism of Time.
Click to expand...
hey at least you're honest, that makes you a really good person man
 
❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄
 
bd076bd1ab7cbce4a0455c7973aff05f.jpg




am also sad man

but i have music.. This track right here got me through some hard times, a simple electronic sound yet so meaningful.
 
Captain.Heroin said:
nah man I mean it, there's so many dishonest guys out there at least in the gay scene :|

i do mean it

honesty goes a long way and then you don't have to sweat details down the road, it's a smart move
Click to expand...
That means a lot. I have had gay sex and performed some other minor homosexual acts in my day, and what sucks is I am more intellectually stimulated by men that women. Although, after many attempts I've had to accept the fact that I am not really physically or sexually attracted to men...just intellectually.
 
OrbitalCombustion said:
That means a lot. I have had gay sex and performed some other minor homosexual acts in my day, and what sucks is I am more intellectually stimulated by men that women. Although, after many attempts I've had to accept the fact that I am not really physically or sexually attracted to men...just intellectually.
Click to expand...
I think this is true for a lot of straight men, they still have their bros/friends/circle and she can't "be all of his world" etc. Don't feel bad about it.
 
Status
Not open for further replies.
Top