well since my last post a few hours ago i addedMorning blue world
Yesterday was a normal benzo and weed only day. Today its a mix up again.
Instead of my normal morning wake and bake with a benzo I skipped on both. Today is something new
8am
25mg dopaquel
9am 4 hits of H
100ml whiskey
Feeling more sedated then normal but otherwise nothing to really report. Will get back to you.
Damn, was feeling really strange earlier. Have taken 80mg amphetamine today and 600mg pregabalin, the latter of which I just got hold of today. Suddenly at one point it was like I was tripping, and I wondered for a moment if I was veering into stimulant psychosis from sleep deprivation... I have for sure taken too much amph recently, telling myself it's just "therapeutic" but definitely often going over the line... and the effect on my sleep is horrific...
Anyway eventually concluded this must be GABA psychedelia which I've never really experienced before. Unfortunately I couldn't properly enjoy it coz I was and still am kind of working, and I still need to wait at least an hour or so before I can go to sleep... need to washout I think... no more stimulants for a while. I did write and polish up a damn good technical specification for a software project I'm working on though... amphet definitely has pluses but kinda feels like it's burning my brain sometimes.
Damn, was feeling really strange earlier. Have taken 80mg amphetamine today and 600mg pregabalin, the latter of which I just got hold of today. Suddenly at one point it was like I was tripping, and I wondered for a moment if I was veering into stimulant psychosis from sleep deprivation... I have for sure taken too much amph recently, telling myself it's just "therapeutic" but definitely often going over the line... and the effect on my sleep is horrific...
Anyway eventually concluded this must be GABA psychedelia which I've never really experienced before. Unfortunately I couldn't properly enjoy it coz I was and still am kind of working, and I still need to wait at least an hour or so before I can go to sleep... need to washout I think... no more stimulants for a while. I did write and polish up a damn good technical specification for a software project I'm working on though... amphet definitely has pluses but kinda feels like it's burning my brain sometimes.
I find that I can only take so much gabap til i get this "weirded out" feeling. Pregab, on the other hand, only makes me feel "drunker" the more I take and eventually pass out and wake up with a hangover.It definitely can get pretty weird, like gabapentin.
IME, it does not. Totally agree and do prefer it over any other *gabapentinoid.phenibut does not have the same sort of semi-psychedelic edge to it.
I find that I can only take so much gabap til i get this "weirded out" feeling. Pregab, on the other hand, only makes me feel "drunker" the more I take and eventually pass out and wake up with a hangover.
Bruh.., please rethink the alcohol usage. Not judging whatsoever just I been there and it can fuck ya up physically and mentally to an extreme that cannot be fixed (along with many other substances abused).Plus alcohol is causing me some decent health problems now and I'm in my early 20s.
This brought up a thought I know I've had multiple times before and tossed around in my own mind. Of all the drugs related to alcohol either chemically or behaviorally that exist (GHB, 1,4 , gabapentinoids, benzos, old school GABAergics) why are we stuck with only the shittiest one legally? That's mostly a rhetorical question because I understand that changing a single atom of a chemical can yield a similar product with a wildly different profile of effects/risks/liability, but still like come on. I enjoy literally everything else I named more except for maybe gabapentin. Plus alcohol is causing me some decent health problems now and I'm in my early 20s.
Ptah why you liking my comment I ain't talking to you anymoreI'm balanced my friends been smoking h all day got over 2 gram for 30 because my mates getting rid of his stuff asap cuz he needs money asap and since I'm friends with him old friends he gave me an offer I couldn't refuse mostly a gram is pretty damn good for 30 but 2 grams you get a buzz just from knowing how good a deal it was I got a double buzz when I tried it at home and seeing it was banging like he said as usual he drops off to even with all this but he only shots smack and white to certain people he sells bud otherwise he always sorts me a spliff for free as well I been smoking this all day just listening to some scary stories with my misses got the lamp on because I'm a coward and can't listen to these stories in the dark my reason was though because it's more cozy I'm gonna go bathroom and smoke another rock my tooter (arrow tip footer which I can do perfectly) is filled with resin and I only had half gram.
Btw tip for smokers smoke your cigarette while you toot have 1 or two drags after you inhale your line then exhale and mix them up I tried this today after seeing someone else and it gets you fuckedddd
Stay safe family![]()
Bruh.., please rethink the alcohol usage. Not judging whatsoever just I been there and it can fuck ya up physically and mentally to an extreme that cannot be fixed (along with many other substances abused).
Prolly hear it before but I literally got sick of being sick from alcohol and dropped it without any issues.
Just sayin', if ya know it's killin ya ease up or let it go... you will thank yourself for sure.
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OT:
15mg more oxy
2g kratom
after that im so flaoting and nodding. think the triazolam was the icing on the cake.1x joint green crack
1x 6mg brazepam
1x .5mg halcion
Lots of rooibos tea