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1200mg Phenibut
and working on my 2nd short glass Bloody Mary
Not bad for 10:45am lol
 
Morning blue world

Yesterday was a normal benzo and weed only day. Today its a mix up again.

Instead of my normal morning wake and bake with a benzo I skipped on both. Today is something new

8am
25mg dopaquel
9am 4 hits of H
100ml whiskey

Feeling more sedated then normal but otherwise nothing to really report. Will get back to you.
well since my last post a few hours ago i added
25mg dopaquel
10 hits H (spread out)
200ml vodka

feeling super noddy and more intoxicated then normal, no complaints so far
 
Damn, was feeling really strange earlier. Have taken 80mg amphetamine today and 600mg pregabalin, the latter of which I just got hold of today. Suddenly at one point it was like I was tripping, and I wondered for a moment if I was veering into stimulant psychosis from sleep deprivation... I have for sure taken too much amph recently, telling myself it's just "therapeutic" but definitely often going over the line... and the effect on my sleep is horrific...

Anyway eventually concluded this must be GABA psychedelia which I've never really experienced before. Unfortunately I couldn't properly enjoy it coz I was and still am kind of working, and I still need to wait at least an hour or so before I can go to sleep... need to washout I think... no more stimulants for a while. I did write and polish up a damn good technical specification for a software project I'm working on though... amphet definitely has pluses but kinda feels like it's burning my brain sometimes.
 
Damn, was feeling really strange earlier. Have taken 80mg amphetamine today and 600mg pregabalin, the latter of which I just got hold of today. Suddenly at one point it was like I was tripping, and I wondered for a moment if I was veering into stimulant psychosis from sleep deprivation... I have for sure taken too much amph recently, telling myself it's just "therapeutic" but definitely often going over the line... and the effect on my sleep is horrific...

Anyway eventually concluded this must be GABA psychedelia which I've never really experienced before. Unfortunately I couldn't properly enjoy it coz I was and still am kind of working, and I still need to wait at least an hour or so before I can go to sleep... need to washout I think... no more stimulants for a while. I did write and polish up a damn good technical specification for a software project I'm working on though... amphet definitely has pluses but kinda feels like it's burning my brain sometimes.

Oh yeah man pregabalin is weirdly psychedelic, I thoroughly enjoy it. Apparently it's even better with stimulants as you've discovered of course.

OT just 3g green JK and a 200mg caffeine pill, I like these already. Certainly come in handy at work. Have some adrafinil coming today as well.
 
Damn, was feeling really strange earlier. Have taken 80mg amphetamine today and 600mg pregabalin, the latter of which I just got hold of today. Suddenly at one point it was like I was tripping, and I wondered for a moment if I was veering into stimulant psychosis from sleep deprivation... I have for sure taken too much amph recently, telling myself it's just "therapeutic" but definitely often going over the line... and the effect on my sleep is horrific...

Anyway eventually concluded this must be GABA psychedelia which I've never really experienced before. Unfortunately I couldn't properly enjoy it coz I was and still am kind of working, and I still need to wait at least an hour or so before I can go to sleep... need to washout I think... no more stimulants for a while. I did write and polish up a damn good technical specification for a software project I'm working on though... amphet definitely has pluses but kinda feels like it's burning my brain sometimes.

My first time taking pregabalin I took 300mg and had one of the best drug experiences I've ever had... including visuals, absolutely gorgeous euphoria and serentity, motor intoxication and just an overall fantastic time. 600mg is a beast of a first dose. It definitely can get pretty weird, like gabapentin. Weirdly, phenibut does not have the same sort of semi-psychedelic edge to it.
 
It definitely can get pretty weird, like gabapentin.
I find that I can only take so much gabap til i get this "weirded out" feeling. Pregab, on the other hand, only makes me feel "drunker" the more I take and eventually pass out and wake up with a hangover.
phenibut does not have the same sort of semi-psychedelic edge to it.
IME, it does not. Totally agree and do prefer it over any other *gabapentinoid.
Love that pheninut... it is very pleasurable and therapeutic for me.

OT:
as phenibut was starting to peak...
added 15mg oxy
1mg alp

just cruisin along....
2g kratom
 
I find that I can only take so much gabap til i get this "weirded out" feeling. Pregab, on the other hand, only makes me feel "drunker" the more I take and eventually pass out and wake up with a hangover.

This brought up a thought I know I've had multiple times before and tossed around in my own mind. Of all the drugs related to alcohol either chemically or behaviorally that exist (GHB, 1,4 , gabapentinoids, benzos, old school GABAergics) why are we stuck with only the shittiest one legally? That's mostly a rhetorical question because I understand that changing a single atom of a chemical can yield a similar product with a wildly different profile of effects/risks/liability, but still like come on. I enjoy literally everything else I named more except for maybe gabapentin. Plus alcohol is causing me some decent health problems now and I'm in my early 20s.
 
That's like saying, meth is so much better than amphetamine sulfate. Why are we stuck with amphetamine sulfate?

Alcohol is wicked toxic, i get. But generally the "best shit" is illegal because it's better.

Bad example because Desoxyn. But you feel me?
 
Plus alcohol is causing me some decent health problems now and I'm in my early 20s.
Bruh.., please rethink the alcohol usage. Not judging whatsoever just I been there and it can fuck ya up physically and mentally to an extreme that cannot be fixed (along with many other substances abused).
Prolly hear it before but I literally got sick of being sick from alcohol and dropped it without any issues.
Just sayin', if ya know it's killin ya ease up or let it go... you will thank yourself for sure.
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OT:
15mg more oxy
2g kratom
 
I'm balanced my friends been smoking h all day got over 2 gram for 30 because my mates getting rid of his stuff asap cuz he needs money asap and since I'm friends with him old friends he gave me an offer I couldn't refuse mostly a gram is pretty damn good for 30 but 2 grams you get a buzz just from knowing how good a deal it was I got a double buzz when I tried it at home and seeing it was banging like he said as usual he drops off to even with all this but he only shots smack and white to certain people he sells bud otherwise he always sorts me a spliff for free as well I been smoking this all day just listening to some scary stories with my misses got the lamp on because I'm a coward and can't listen to these stories in the dark my reason was though because it's more cozy I'm gonna go bathroom and smoke another rock my tooter (arrow tip footer which I can do perfectly) is filled with resin and I only had half gram.

Btw tip for smokers smoke your cigarette while you toot have 1 or two drags after you inhale your line then exhale and mix them up I tried this today after seeing someone else and it gets you fuckedddd

Stay safe family ;)
 
This brought up a thought I know I've had multiple times before and tossed around in my own mind. Of all the drugs related to alcohol either chemically or behaviorally that exist (GHB, 1,4 , gabapentinoids, benzos, old school GABAergics) why are we stuck with only the shittiest one legally? That's mostly a rhetorical question because I understand that changing a single atom of a chemical can yield a similar product with a wildly different profile of effects/risks/liability, but still like come on. I enjoy literally everything else I named more except for maybe gabapentin. Plus alcohol is causing me some decent health problems now and I'm in my early 20s.

Because you make it by fermenting grains or fruit. And it's been a part of human history since time immemorial. But it's true it's total shit. I mean it's fun but so bad for you.

One good thing about alcohol is that if you don't drink 24/7, you can do it every day and not get physically addicted. Unlike GHB/almost any other GABAergic.
 
Today:

300mg pregabalin
150mg armodafinil

...and that is probably going to be it. Seems like my therapeutic amphetamine+opiate experiment is largely a failure. GABAergic+modafinil seems to be a much more sustainable option. It wasn't originally part of the plan to do an opiate in combination, obviously, and I was only using kratom or tianeptine so not particularly "hard" opiates, but I'd almost inevitably end up doing them to counter negative side effects from amphetamine. The relatively short lasting nature of amphetamine did not really help either, obviously redosing also seemed to exacerbate side effects.
 
This morning I have to go see the doctor so have railed 100mg ox but will be leaving the gabas and weed till I see him as whenever I have a smoke of weed before I see him he always tries to cut my dose of oxycontin and I actually need it for medical reasons so have to keep my witts about me.
So looking forward to a smoke when am finished with him hate having weed and not doing the wakenbake
 
I'm balanced my friends been smoking h all day got over 2 gram for 30 because my mates getting rid of his stuff asap cuz he needs money asap and since I'm friends with him old friends he gave me an offer I couldn't refuse mostly a gram is pretty damn good for 30 but 2 grams you get a buzz just from knowing how good a deal it was I got a double buzz when I tried it at home and seeing it was banging like he said as usual he drops off to even with all this but he only shots smack and white to certain people he sells bud otherwise he always sorts me a spliff for free as well I been smoking this all day just listening to some scary stories with my misses got the lamp on because I'm a coward and can't listen to these stories in the dark my reason was though because it's more cozy I'm gonna go bathroom and smoke another rock my tooter (arrow tip footer which I can do perfectly) is filled with resin and I only had half gram.

Btw tip for smokers smoke your cigarette while you toot have 1 or two drags after you inhale your line then exhale and mix them up I tried this today after seeing someone else and it gets you fuckedddd

Stay safe family ;)
Ptah why you liking my comment I ain't talking to you anymore
 
Have just filled my mighty vaporizer with a qtr gram of amnesia lemon haze and almost straight away felt the 100mg of ox I railed an hour ago finally start working it is strange how thc synergises so well with almost all other drugs even my gabapentin which I have a massive tolerance for seems to work fine at my normal rx dose .
Can't wait for the day it will be legal or at least prescribed for medical use in Great Britain. If it was legal almost all the drug users I know would not have been introduced to the harder stuff from dealers saying no weed today but hey try this it will be fun
 
1/2 gram of BTH, Finishing my 3rd dub of Rock and been throwing back 2mg Xanie Bars since 3 pm, so just over 12 hours. I cannot complain.
 
Afternoon Blue World

Long day so far or should i say a long slumber day.
woke up 5am and started as usual

few bong hits (some fruity tasting strain)
20mg arem (as i wanted to sleep in)
then i slept from 6am till 9am
few more bong hits
1mg alzam
did some more pruning and saw the damage from last nights storms
10:30am
1mg alzam
few bong hits
fell asleep till now roughly. feeling a bit hangover and groggy. but will fix that soon. meantime have the next lined up for the next 30min

1x joint green crack
1x 6mg brazepam
1x .5mg halcion
Lots of rooibos tea

Afterthought: That dopaquel with my normal combo of H and booze really did a number on me. something new. Was very body heavy intoxicated, just for those who wanted to know
 
Bruh.., please rethink the alcohol usage. Not judging whatsoever just I been there and it can fuck ya up physically and mentally to an extreme that cannot be fixed (along with many other substances abused).
Prolly hear it before but I literally got sick of being sick from alcohol and dropped it without any issues.
Just sayin', if ya know it's killin ya ease up or let it go... you will thank yourself for sure.
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OT:
15mg more oxy
2g kratom

Yeah I've been laying off it a few days and I plan on keeping that up. So not worth it. Boring, but just not worth it.
 
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