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I appreciate the concern! There are different brands of Etizolam. This Etilof controlled release is nowhere near as strong as the Etilaam brand I was using that made me go on Craigslist seeking monster cocks for example. Haha

Next time send ya boy a PM ;) wouldn't call mine a monster but it's definitely not one to disappoint

I'm so fuckin high. Steady diet of desmetramadol, Lyrica, caffeine and nicotine today.
 
sup, my peoples?
been doing Ok with the not doing gabas. Well i did 300mg gabap and 500mg phenibut this morning but thats like 1/100th (my est) of what I been feeding my receptors lately. Skipped alp for 48 hrs and did .5 then another .5 a couple hours later this afternoon after the lunch "rush" was over. Take-out only still no servers shit is causing some real issues.
A little anxious but I think it was more of (damn wheres that bottle full i brought?) habit/routine of the last couple three weeks.
Got some 5mg diazepam just for backup.... Think i did one last night but slept like I was awake, ya know? Then again budah sleeps with me and i was super cautious when moving may have kept myself awake/aware been there feels the same... mf dont need sleep just close the eyes for a few hours. ;)
Didn't mean to keep ya ear bartender nah no shots tonight gotta bounce, peace.
 
sup, my peoples?
been doing Ok with the not doing gabas. Well i did 300mg gabap and 500mg phenibut this morning but thats like 1/100th (my est) of what I been feeding my receptors lately. Skipped alp for 48 hrs and did .5 then another .5 a couple hours later this afternoon after the lunch "rush" was over. Take-out only still no servers shit is causing some real issues.
A little anxious but I think it was more of (damn wheres that bottle full i brought?) habit/routine of the last couple three weeks.
Got some 5mg diazepam just for backup.... Think i did one last night but slept like I was awake, ya know? Then again budah sleeps with me and i was super cautious when moving may have kept myself awake/aware been there feels the same... mf dont need sleep just close the eyes for a few hours. ;)
Didn't mean to keep ya ear bartender nah no shots tonight gotta bounce, peace.

Made this meme just now haha - take care:

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I forgot how many days I've taken gaba Las couple daze I feel like shit no gaba tommrow even tho I still have them.... tolerance break is what I need not as bad as benzo withdrawal but still blows
 
I've been taking Lyrica for quite a while now. I'm forcibly limiting myself to 300mg a day now and then tapering to 150 then none. To make sure I do I gave away all the extras I had to my good friend.
 
Alas; the ride can only last so long before someone feelings get hurt.
Fuck will do it again inna couple weeks.

I'll find something in to take my mind off it... adjust some time slots and energies. Or a replacement... more likely. ha
 
I've been hitting the gaba receptors hard too... came off opiates and used gabapentin, etizolam and phenibut, not daily but more than I should especially considering past dependence on phenibut. Then got all euphoric and manic once opiate withdrawal stopped and did a bunch of stimmy drugs and stayed up super late and did a lot of etizolam for 4 nights in a row, but like, a lot... been feeling a lot of rebound anxiety since then. Barely slept the past 2 nights, though I laid there all night and felt fairly rested. If I can't sleep tonight I will allow myself a little etizolam, and then tomorrow nothing, then the next day phenibut... that will give 4 days between dosages of phenibut. Then gonna work on just dealing with anxiety until I get back to normal. Fucking drugs. I wish weed was still anti-anxiety for me but sadly that ship sailed a year or so ago... I hardly ever want to smoke weed anymore because it produces anxiety a lot of the time, these days I'd way rather take some acid or something than smoke weed.
 
Just tugged on my cock after forgetting to for a couple days. Twas most satisfying. Now for Hot chocolate...
 
8 E's
welcome us to ur mom's house

AM BORED

I WANNA ROAST SOMEONE

fuckin quarantineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

someone pls count the E's
 
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