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[Captain.Heroin]

I sincerely hope i can cut 2019 out of my life

But i think maybe ill get sober one day and i still like to fuck

 

[EphemeralOutlet141]

You're the happiest most unhappy person I know cap

 

[Captain.Heroin]

The world is an illusion and i feel sorry for the people i love who take it all too real.

I am living in a world few will ever know. Including my younger self. Rip CH

 

[Blowmonkey]

I sincerely hope i can cut 2019 out of my life

and i still like to fuck

You're the happiest most unhappy person I know cap

this

 

[Captain.Heroin]

You're the happiest most unhappy person I know cap

Embrace the waste
Nonexistence is a reality
Resistance is futile

Brb time travelling for Bernie Sanders I NEED TEMAZEPAM

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I know im good at sex and drugs

And when you find someone like that

Go wild

Take all the drugs
No judgments
Just highs

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I told myself i was going to take a break

But i kind of want one more shot


So i can watch the needle go in before i get fucked unconsciously without my consent by NURSE

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I am the only head i know who liked serotonin syndrome and benzo wd

And the only one who likes falling unconscious

And the only one who consistently aims for ego death

 

[Captain.Heroin]

In California when you eat a 1000 calorie meal 400 of those calories go to the homeless.

I am just a deep liberal ancap hidden in a commie world

 

[Captain.Heroin]

The self is an illusion

Conservatives are just closeted liberals.

 

[EphemeralOutlet141]

And the only one who consistently aims for ego death

I can confirm you are not

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I can confirm you are not

I am nobody who are you
Are you nobody too?

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I can confirm you are not

*consiiders what you are saying*

but you're not out here sucking D's with me sexually identifying as the uinverse brahhhhh so.... you prob have an ego

permeating ego death for life lul

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I can confirm you are not

not are you confirm can I

 

[Captain.Heroin]

brb fantasizing about pcp

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I can't stop myself and it sucks I need to stop

I'm going to handcuff myself to the radiator. But I'd probably just end up fucking it.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Oh my god I WANT MORE FOOD BEFORE ICE CREAM

I am going to kill myself with a shot gun if I run out of food and money for food I can't stand living like this. And then I'll kill food so none of y'all get to eat PLEASE SEND ANORECTANTS AND BENZOS ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I'm crying and I'm going to lose my mind

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I think part of my problem is that I was using benzodiaepines and alcohol extensively for the majority of last year.

like the whole year.

Then I abruptly stopped haha. HAHAHAH. you can stop the drugs but you ccan't stop my AWESOMENESS. Or the withdrawals. And half the problem was speed and heroin and shit euphoric drug abuse like that.

And then came more drugs.

 

[Blowmonkey]

the universe is me eating pistachio icecream out of a pussy and it not melting

I'm just seeing this right now kinda

INSERT MEDIA

 

[Blowmonkey]

i THINK THIS DESCRIBES ME BETTER BTW