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I sincerely hope i can cut 2019 out of my life

But i think maybe ill get sober one day and i still like to fuck
 
The world is an illusion and i feel sorry for the people i love who take it all too real.

I am living in a world few will ever know. Including my younger self. Rip CH
 
I know im good at sex and drugs

And when you find someone like that

Go wild

Take all the drugs
No judgments
Just highs
 
I told myself i was going to take a break

But i kind of want one more shot


So i can watch the needle go in before i get fucked unconsciously without my consent by NURSE
 
I am the only head i know who liked serotonin syndrome and benzo wd

And the only one who likes falling unconscious

And the only one who consistently aims for ego death
 
In California when you eat a 1000 calorie meal 400 of those calories go to the homeless.

I am just a deep liberal ancap hidden in a commie world
 
I can't stop myself and it sucks I need to stop

I'm going to handcuff myself to the radiator. But I'd probably just end up fucking it.
 
Oh my god I WANT MORE FOOD BEFORE ICE CREAM

I am going to kill myself with a shot gun if I run out of food and money for food I can't stand living like this. And then I'll kill food so none of y'all get to eat PLEASE SEND ANORECTANTS AND BENZOS ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I'm crying and I'm going to lose my mind
 
I think part of my problem is that I was using benzodiaepines and alcohol extensively for the majority of last year.

like the whole year.

Then I abruptly stopped haha. HAHAHAH. you can stop the drugs but you ccan't stop my AWESOMENESS. Or the withdrawals. And half the problem was speed and heroin and shit euphoric drug abuse like that.

And then came more drugs.

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the universe is me eating pistachio icecream out of a pussy and it not melting

I'm just seeing this right now kinda

INSERT MEDIA
 
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