Captain.Heroin
Bluelight Crew
Ive had a few good trips doggos
I might even die in one
I might even die in one
I have to orchestrate this shit its not easy
Man having the apartment to myself for a week is nice. Went to da liquah sto
Now I'm drinking cognac in my underwear
I love that!
I secretly like to just be naked alone in my house.
I wouldn’t bother to get dressed at all most the time if not for family coming over all the time.
Damn! They are worse than jail guards!
Really guys, I have been raised in a strict religious Mormon Family/community/city and it is like the fucking Stepford Wives here.
Everyone is perfectly perfect except for me. I cannot even pretend to be perfect!
The not perfect just spills out the sides all over the place!
I have never fit in here and never will.
My family has seriously wondered if I am like a Changeling or something. LMAO!
swapped out at the hospital.
I would be naked all the time if I didn't live with my mom. When I get home from work I strip down to my boxers and unwind on the couch until she is on her way home lol.
You're from a Mormon family?! You missed me talking about being whacked out on LSD and amphetamines in Zion chillin with Mormons for a week!
Yeah I'm inclined to agree. It becomes next to useless and somewhat frustrating with daily use. I never thought a mormon would have a useful belief, wow.
I'm low key fascinated by Mormons though. I attribute that to eating a ton of LSD in Zion. If you take a bunch of acid and go somewhere everyone looks like they're frozen in the 1800s it's basically as good as time travel.
I bring that trip up a lot but it was the best few weeks of my entire life.
It was the most spiritually significant trip of my life. I'm not really even what I'd call a spiritualist and certainly not religious, but there was just a (for lack of a better term) magical quality to the entire thing. I'm sure the simultaneous speed binge (I was going really fuckin hard) brought some delusional qualities to it, but tbh I've never enjoyed delusional thinking quite like that before.
I did a ton of hiking and (some dangerous) free climbing and was writing in a notebook the entire time because I wanted to get some writing inspiration out of it. I wrote a lot of cool shit that was mostly coherent upon sober reading. It was a lot of cultish shit and Mormon historical creative stuff and there may or may not have been a rough yet detailed outline for starting my own cult...I was really into it apparently.
I probably didn't sleep like the whole time though. I normally have a lot of anxiety about tripping and just in general, but something about prolonged sleep deprivation and large quantities of LSD makes you really fuckin confident.
I relived a trip in a tripNo it isn’t easy but No Worries Captain, you have the symphony to back you up!
That is awesome @devilsgospel
I especially liked the part about ”there may have been a rough outline for starting my own cult in there”. LMFAO!!
I am glad Zion showed you a good time!
If i lived with my mom i would walk around nakedI would be naked all the time if I didn't live with my mom. When I get home from work I strip down to my boxers and unwind on the couch until she is on her way home lol.
You're from a Mormon family?! You missed me talking about being whacked out on LSD and amphetamines in Zion chillin with Mormons for a week!