Mental Health I was wrongly diagnose and forced on invega injection need need help

[Isnortice91]

I was put on summery probation because I pushed my brother because he was blocking the door on purpose after pushing him he called the cops and I got arrested. I'm on summery probation I did not have the money to do 52 anger management classes and they wanted to sentence me 6 months in jail so the public defender told me that if I don't want to go to jail to plead insanity .A week goes by I show up to my doctors appointment and they make me see a mental health doctor and I talked to the doctor for about 5-10 minutes and the doctor the doctor told me I had psychosis! and had mental health problems and was addicted to weed this all happen when I told the doctor I smoke weed casually. The judge then made me go to the mental health department once a month for treatment, then they gave me therapy sessions counseling. At one session I angry because my therapist the guy who was my therapist was treating me like I was a 5 years old toddler and anything I said , he would just reply “you should try taking a Invega injection it will improve you're life”. He kept pushing these SSRI meds on me !. So one day I got angry and on the way out of the therapy session as I was leaving I said I'm going to my dad's house to smoke more weed. A month goes by and I'm at my next doctor's visit at mental health department and out of no where my doctor says “we are going to give you an Invega injection once a month now”. It was court ordered which means if I don't take the injection I will be violating my probation. So I take the injection in my Arm and now I have no dopamine , if I try smoking weed I can't feel any high like I used to. Eating doesn't feel a good as it used to. Listening to music doesn't feel good as it used to. I now have erectile dysfunction, I now am suddenly shy when it comes to talking to people I used to be extrovert and could talk for hours , but now since this injection I find it no longer interesting to talk to people. I found out online that this injection take away 70% of the brains dopamine and serotonin the chemicals that make you feel good. Can I stop taking the injection once my probation is over?. Thanks for reading my story I hope I'm not the only one going through this.

 

[ions]

We’re working in pennsylvania to make injections equal to a medical mj card

 

[Isnortice91]

We’re working in pennsylvania to make injections equal to a medical mj card

I truly believe this injection should be illegal to sell. No one should have their dopamine altered . I just want to go back to the old me when I use to have a awesome imagination and was good at coming up with ideas for different subject matter . I'm surprised the creators of Invega havnt been sued yet.

 

[Specified]

Fuck this drug you can't feel ANY drugs on it. Not even heroin.

 

[Jabberwocky]

When drug users die and go to hell they'll have all the drugs they want, whatever kind they want, in any combination they want, by any ROA they want, whenever they want, the only catch is they never get their fix and never get high.

 

[Isnortice91]

Fuck this drug you can't feel ANY drugs on it. Not even heroin.

Ya I'm started to think the reason why I have to wait 7-10 days to feel the euphoric rush of meth is that the injection altered my dopamine. Before I was taking this injection I only could snort meth for 3 days straight and still feel euphoric rush ! No bull shit.
I remember 4 months ago I could snort a line and the high lasted 2 days off one fat line. Now I have to snort 6-10 lines just to feel the rush.

 

[Isnortice91]

When drug users die and go to hell they'll have all the drugs they want, whatever kind they want, in any combination they want, by any ROA they want, whenever they want, the only catch is they never get their fix and never get high.

Then that means in a way I'm already in hell.
I will sue the mental health system once I get a lawyer. This injection sucks I can't find joy in anything anymore. Before the injection I was always feeling in a good mood.

 

[Specified]

 

[Jabberwocky]

Then that means in a way I'm already in hell.
I will sue the mental health system once I get a lawyer. This injection sucks I can't find joy in anything anymore. Before the injection I was always feeling in a good mood.

It sounds like hell. Maybe you need a lawyer to get the forced injections terminated. You need to get your life back.

 

[AlphaMethylPhenyl]

I'm not trying to push Big Pharma, but if you continue to use meth or other hard stimulants, then you'll more likely be put on Invega again. I know you don't want another court order. What do you think about natural ways of recovery? Breathing techniques, meditation, exercise, reading, socializing, and so on.

 

[novaveritas]

We only have one side of the story,
But it is actually insane to plead insanity to avoid what would be minor punishement for something like this, it is also insanity to listen to anything a public defender says under any circumstances (hint they do not work for you and they do not have your best interest in mind). Also never trust a doctor who is working for the government in any capacity, Therefore you are insane, but lots of people are.

That established, you have now gotten yourself caught up in the Medical/Prison complex, you sound kinda young and therefore you have a life ahead of you, the game here is to get out of this BS system as fast as possible with the least pain, so hold it down, do what you can to pacify the medicos in the short term and go find a decent lawyer. When you do get a decent lawyer make sure to show no mercy whatsoever to the medical professionals involved, wear them down, make them bleed, do not relent, do not ever forget and do not stop until you have destroyed them. You have the rest of your life to get even but first get out of their system.

If medical professionals realized there are serious adverse consequences to being key parts of the Prison Industrial complex they might think twice and show a bit more humanity and humility. prescribing a hardcore antipsychotic is pretty much overkill, but it does lead to passive patients, In some countries this class of drugs are often referred to as a chemical cosh and are prohibited for this purpose no matter how convenient it is for the doctors.

 

[Jabberwocky]

I am very sympathetic to this situation. No one should be compelled to take psychiatric meds except in clear cases of dangerous psychosis. However, personally if I was offered a free medicine that made it impossible for me to be addicted to meth and/or coke I would probably willingly take it if it had no other dangerous side effects.

I can only say this because I’ve been to hell and back a few times on those drugs - people who have yet to hit rock bottom would obviously feel differently.

Either way though, the State having the power to forcefully medicate you over anger management or a weed addiction is something to be resisted on principle in my view.

GOOD LUCK getting your freedom and rights BRO but remember the invega if you ever lose your grip with meth in the future.

 

[Jabberwocky]

BTW Invega (Paliperidone) is an anti-psychotic prescribed mainly for schizophrenia and related disorders - you need to TAPER off it slowly

 

[G_Chem]

^^^Except the side effect of feeling no joy whether sober or high...

This shit should be criminal.

-GC

 

[Jabberwocky]

^^^Except the side effect of feeling no joy whether sober or high...

I get nervous about too much joy because of its proximity to dangerous mania in my life - but I take your point. It should be an educated free choice as to whether to medicate with such drugs. Personally I’ll take a bit of the joy being levelled off for the sake of overall stability - but not totally to the point of anhedonia if that’s what this drug does

 

[Isnortice91]

It sounds like hell. Maybe you need a lawyer to get the forced injections terminated. You need to get your life back.

Ya a week ago I told my doctor this and he said it's not always good to be in a good mood and you should stick to the injection.
Lmao do you see how they are treating me?.
It's like I'm a 5 years old who doesn't know any better.. In a sick weird way now I kind of know why So many teenagers on SSRI pills shoot up schools. It's because no one in the mental health department is not listening to them or taking them serious and we are being treated like toddlers at a day care facility. After a while of this bs it makes me want to punch my doctor in the face and grab him and slam him against the wall and say " listen there's nothing wrong with me , I don't hear voices I don't see things ".

 

[Isnortice91]

I'm not trying to push Big Pharma, but if you continue to use meth or other hard stimulants, then you'll more likely be put on Invega again. I know you don't want another court order. What do you think about natural ways of recovery? Breathing techniques, meditation, exercise, reading, socializing, and so on.

Good news was on the phone with my doctor and told him my dad is getting me a lawyer and I plan on suing the creators of Invega and there was a 5 second pause and he said " you know what, once you're probation is over you don't need to take this injection anymore " then I gave the phone to my dad and my dad told him ever since the injection I have been having nightmares and depression. I will use legal stimulants like methylone for now on. I found a tobacco shop that sells this thing called 8 ball , I tried some this morning and it felt just like XTC mixed with a weed type of high . Its legal and is a powder that you sniff. I also purchased 10 grams of methylone crystals online from this darkweb site today so I'm going to do that too. Meth for me is getting kind of annoying because I'm tired of waiting for days just to get my euphoric rush back. I heard methylone gives you the euphoric rush no matter what and is like MDMA.
I just bought $225 dollars worth online so I'm waiting for it to come in the mail. Don't worry I won't tell my doctor . But when my probation is over I plan on telling my doctor if I can get Restoril because that's what they originally going to prescribe me before I said I smoked weed. I was so dam close to getting 15mg Restoril . There was this cool Asian doctor I had in high school that prescribed me 5mg adderral because I told him I wanted to study algebra . I wish I had that doctor today his name was doctor Li and he was from China and would always listen to me. He gave me a sample of Restoril in 2009 because I told him I couldn't sleep. He was the most epic bad ass doctor on the planet ! . I'm going to see if I can go back to my old doctor at Kaiser.

 

[Specified]

IMO Methylone sucks

 

[Isnortice91]

IMO Methylone sucks

It does?. I ordered the crystalline version.

 

[AlphaMethylPhenyl]

So you're utterly going in the opposite direction as one that won't have any more Invega shots, court-ordered. If you can't let go of these hard stimulants, it could literally be your downfall.