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EADD Heroin thread v.XXV -- a quarter centuary of threads if not yet a full decade since the 'drought'...

If I had just as easy access to morphine caps, tabs, or liquid as I do to oxy I would go 100% to morphine not a single question about it. I get a far more enjoyable high from morphine anyway. Even the time release Zomorph/MST Continus assuming the dose is high enough or I get a lot of them give me a better high than crushed OC.

Problem is though I don't have the plug. It is far far easier for me to obtain oxy than morphine from my sources. That said, my main guy is trying to get a good hookup for morphine. If that happens he already knows I'd much rather have it than oxy. So hopefully he can get that stocked up. I would switch no question.

I could go back to my GP and try to get a morphine script, but that's a bit complicated. I'm lucky enough to have the scripts I do and the reason I have those scripts is we have a trusting doctor/patient relationship. I'd honestly feel bad abusing that trust. This is a doctor I've known for a long time who goes out of his way to take care of me and listen to my specific needs and even gives me a repeat benzo script which is like gold dust on the NHS. But I need those benzos for my anxiety. I have no script I don't actually need.

That said, I do legitimately have on and off chronic back pain, which has been fine recently but if it flares up again I will go back to my GP and probably get my DHC script back which I could potentially get upped to low dose time release morphine instead. But I do not want to lie or "blag" to get it from my doctor so I will do that only if my need is legitimate.

However with regard to private doctors I don't care so much, plenty of them are happy to just hand out scripts if you can cough up the cash and know full well what they're doing. I am starting a new job soon and will be making enough money I can see a private pain doc if I want. There's a private medical centre near me that I've seen prescribe some pretty rare shit like loprazepam. I could try them or just go straight to Harley Street. If all I'm looking for is Zomorph it shouldn't be too hard to walk out with a script.

Will see what happens though. Tbh if my main dealer is able to get a consistent supply of morphine I'd be happy to just get it that way instead of oxy.
Fuck the NHS for not having morphine available for substition like we in germany have.
I have loads of morphine at home.At least 200 pieces of 200 /100 mg caps.I get 1100 mg every day but only take about 600 mg.When i went to the substition clinic initially,i said that i only want morphine.They started me on 600mg and i gradually went up to 1100.
 
As i said i got myself 1.5 nice White.Sold that yesterday because i had the chance to cook some new with ammonia which i prefer.Now i got about 0.6 of ammonia stone and i bought 0.3 of regular stone to go with it.
I tried to upload a picture from my smartphone but the picture is too large.
The ammonia stone is slightly yellow and the regular stone is bright white
 
As i said i got myself 1.5 nice White.Sold that yesterday because i had the chance to cook some new with ammonia which i prefer.Now i got about 0.6 of ammonia stone and i bought 0.3 of regular stone to go with it.
I tried to upload a picture from my smartphone but the picture is too large.
The ammonia stone is slightly yellow and the regular stone is bright white

Take a screenshot of the picture, it’s a smaller file size. Problem solved ??
 
how big of an impact has a low dose of alprazolam on learning? I find no problem for the moment, but if could mess the learning process up for me I'm gonna drop it
 
When i went to the substition clinic initially,i said that i only want morphine.

...aaaaand that worked that way,...easily..., "as in": a. without questions why "only morphine", b. why not methadone or bupe, c. without having to try some other medication as a must beforehand..., and so on...?!?
 
...aaaaand that worked that way,...easily..., "as in": a. without questions why "only morphine", b. why not methadone or bupe, c. without having to try some other medication as a must beforehand..., and so on...?!?
i said i was on both buprenorphine and methadone before that and had massive side effects.I told the doctor that im already on morphine and am buying morphine off someone who gets it in substition and that it works very well for me.He did a test and saw that im positive on morphine and gave me the first dose half an hour later.
 
@steewith2ees That really sucks :( Fuck the law, war on drugs etc. Sadly if caught you have to dance to their tune though, as I'm sure you know.

I hope you get let off lightly man.

Cheers bud - I can't say I didn't have it coming but it still fucking sucks, as while I do not give a toss about being prosecuted for a law that has no basis in defined criminal behaviour it is just going to be yet another barrier to any potential future employment should I ever get out of this again. But I am feeling better as after 4 days, one arrest, 2 class A drug purchases that while I would have hardly refused I did not feel compelled to get either (the first was only due to the chemist letting me down and its proximity to the weed deal that was interrupted by the WMP, with the second to both replace the confiscated items and as a remedy to the stress of spending the best part of the night in custody) I finally pulled a trick I occasionally use when in desperation...

After an old shotter got in touch with me some weeks ago to let me know he was back on, I finally rang him asking to try his things out, knowing that his motivation to make a good first impression gave me the leeway to ask the favour - if I made it worth his while by spending a moderate amount on his things would he, knowing he is a big smoker, be prepared to grab me a small bud (like 3 grams) as well. Low and behold, he was spot on, arriving within seconds of our arranged meet with both the bits and a nice bag of Guava Dawg. Ok, so once again I have 50 quids worth of shots I did not really want but lets not kid myself here, I will have no problem consuming them provided they are not fake or crap (which I have no reason to believe they will) but desperate times / measures and after all that polava I can finally have a bong with a spliff chaser and sit down to watch El Camino.

As all of the class A dealers I know are smokers, this is a method that if employed sparingly, often works but of course it goes without saying that none of these fucks would ever go as far just to simply give me the number for next ganjaman as a; the less money I spend on weed, the more I am likely to buy more of their poison and of course b: the only way to make it worth there while is to make as liberal a purchase of bees and whites as is possible. But after a week like the last one I am finally in a position to relax and stop complaining (due to an issue now solved, my stash of anxiolytics was bottoming out as well but following a comprehensive reload, I am now in possession of 100 500mcg Auden clonazepam, 40 10mg diazepam (1 strip of Hemofarm and one Kern) and 30 1mg Ksalol alprazolam as a Brucie bonus.) So, to finish, I have literally nothing to worry about for the first time in weeks (provided I make the weed last) and am as ready for my day in court as I ever will be.

EDIT: The whites a fucking bell ringer I think I'm going to have a cardiac episode...
 
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Well, just when the worlds most ineffective drug dependant could not become even more fucked.... My weed man has been and will be unavailable for some time due to ill health requiring surgery, so after a (relatively) drug free few weeks I finally managed to arrange to meet a next man last night, someone who is no longer ez lee available due to him getting a real job. But before going out, I went over to get my meth only to find that the chemist had gone home an hour early. So, as I was going into town anyway I decided to pick up a few bits first to hold me over night before proceeding to the other side of the estate to get the bud. It was of course while waiting for next man that the police pulled up (unmarked car, plain clothes under stab vests) leaving me no option to give up the drugs (3 bags and 2 stones) as while I am not a grass I do not fuck around with the police and can take responsibility for my own crimes without dragging anyone elses into it.

So here I am again on bail for nothing more than preferring other drugs to drinking alcohol. With 2 previous cautions for the similar offences (posses. Class B (weed) in 1997 and Class A (heroin) in 2006 (the offence that resulted in the end of my nursing career) it loos like I am finally going to get the red carpet treatment this time and finally get dragged in front of a magistrate. The law is a fucking ass, I only had class A on me thanks to my chemist and only ended up getting arrested in the next spot for wanting some weed. And of course, to take the ultimate piss after all that stress I wanted to get high even more and once out of custody travelled to the other side of the city (which is covered by a different policing sector based out of another station) to re - score what had been confiscated. So not only was the whole thing ultimately pointless from a public protection standpoint (the biggest risk I pose to people is boring them to death) it had absolutely no deterrent effect on my behaviour, aside from me staying away from the city centre for a few months and shopping elsewhere....

Shit Stee, sorry to hear that mate. Fuckin pharmacists shouldn't be allowed to go home early, they've got a responsibility to their clients. Surely a relief pharmacist should take their place? The whole fuckin system stinks mate. Good luck and all the best etc. <3
 
Shit Stee, sorry to hear that mate. Fuckin pharmacists shouldn't be allowed to go home early, they've got a responsibility to their clients. Surely a relief pharmacist should take their place? The whole fuckin system stinks mate. Good luck and all the best etc. <3

In normal circumstances you would be spot on, but (for reasons I discussed in more private areas of the site back at Christmas) he's actually a really good lad and was deeply apologetic even before I told him how stupid I had behaved that evening. Ultimately, while it was him that triggered my decisions I still wouldn't go as far as blaming him - on the balance of things it would not have been that much of a trial to rattle off the night as it would have only been 18 - 20 hours at the outside before I could have had the following days dose and due to my weak ass finding a convenient fix I took the easy and ultimately unnecessary option. As the police were operating in the vicinity of the weed man I would have been gripsed up either way and if I had not had the drugs on me and the option to fess up straight away then I would have real difficulty explaining why I was on the street in the 1st place and was able to keep their attention off the ganjaman and on me - I know he wont appreciate that for one second and won't ever serve me again but I would rather get a criminal record than land some road man in trouble with all the potential come back and to be fair, 3 arrests in 3 decades is pretty good going considering the fact that I got and still get away with it 99.999% of the time.
 
Fuck Stee that sucks the bollocks of UK "drug law" ... fucking cunts ?
Any idea about what the unnecessary punishment will be? Really hope it's just a fine, because most police even realise what knicking (& giving time to) weed smokers is = Utter waste of time, just a way to get numbers?

@Neithman - Yeah I was gunna edit after to add that, but so obvious that it's barely worth mentioning.
Thinking of snorting some of this shite atm being mostly all (Car)Fentanyl ?
End up rattling 1st thing...
 
Hey people, how’s things ?

Fuck the police mate. Waste their time on the small shit.

I have had eventful few days since thursday, got wasted pretty much , blow all my money & more , don’t get me wrong I enjoyed it. My bird left on thurs cause i was out my nut on the fake vals, so I went & emptied the bank. Bought 8 half Gs & 100 fake vals for starters. Different stamps , all fakes. More than did the job, but risky taking shit you don’t know what in them.

Basically smoked the weekend away , lay in a mess pretty much lol

I had court today, had to accept some charges for them to drop other charges, touch & go, if I go down, if I do I will end up with my mates having a laugh anyway. Ended up smoking most what i had last night, keep a bit for a few licks to wake up to, why do you always remember it being bigger? Got me up and ready but that’s about it.

My GF got me from court & I had to go right into town, was in court till just after 12, get into the city centre, and recently a local crime mag has been buying & posting pics in there shitty mag, so now there staying away for the areas mentioned, it’s a team of people, and they make alot of money in a day through white & brown. £25 for a G, can’t go wrong for the same quality your getting else where. So thats why i choose to travel.

ZopicloneBandit - wasn’t for shop lifting, that’s not my kind of graft. I do other shit.

Tomorrow I am meant to be starting back on my bupe , and while it’s a great thing to be on in jail, if am being honest , I don’t really want to stop tootin’ I like it too much, i am doing for other people mostly, & I know that’s not how it should work.

Bupe does hold me, but feels cold. I can’t enjoy my days the way i can with heroin, I have tried meth but I just felt like I was waking up with a habit everyday, what’s the point? When I just wake up with a heroin habit. Bullshit waiting on money to score sometimes, or the cluckin’ trips to pick up. But once you get it on the foil and get a few lines in you the relief is awesome & if you have a few benzos it’s the best drug combo, for me anyway. Can be waaaaaay dangerous though. Know too many people who have passed away through that.

Today , I smoked another half, went for a McDonald’s, few joints then my coke head appeared with a G of pure. I am not one for sniffing coke, but he was it back, and now & again i will have a blast. It was good crack. Forget how good it can be but because I had kit I think it evened it out as I came down I wasn’t that coke crazed way you get , or maybe it was the benzos still in my system.

That’s another thing if my heroin use goes down my benzos use will go up. I need something to take the edge off, pathetic really.
 
The whites a fucking bell ringer I think I'm going to have a cardiac episode...

We aren't that far apart & if the stuff you got is anything like what they are selling round here atm it's some of the best white I've had in months.
I was shocked when I sampled the new batch a good few days ago, I did a pipe & I could feel it working & building as I held it in & on blowing it out I got that noise in my ears like you said. The only issue is you need a lot of b to make the rough edges smooth & I crave another rock so badly when done it's quite bad in a way.

What is the dark like round by you atm?
 
We aren't that far apart & if the stuff you got is anything like what they are selling round here atm it's some of the best white I've had in months.
I was shocked when I sampled the new batch a good few days ago, I did a pipe & I could feel it working & building as I held it in & on blowing it out I got that noise in my ears like you said. The only issue is you need a lot of b to make the rough edges smooth & I crave another rock so badly when done it's quite bad in a way.

What is the dark like round by you atm?

Depends, as I said, my main motivation for hitting up that guy was to get some weed and while the white was as strong as I would wish it the b's were pretty shite - not fake by any stretch but as weak as would be tolerable to still get a pass - while I do routinely IV my gear this is only due to my need to break through the permanent tolerance induced by my methadone treatment - I still smoke the majority of my heroin but after first running a line to ensure that it is not dangerously potent or adulterated to obviously toxic levels, I then crank the first bag in order to gain a moderately substantial effect that would otherwise take smoking at least half a gram to achieve after which I top up to a more desirable level of clart by smoking the rest. As beautiful as the sensation is, I never deliberately inject my initial dose in order to catch an immediate tital melt down / nod as aside from the increased risk of acute overdose I have seen too many other users fire up before keeling over and smashing their heads off coffee tables etc but after running a couple of lines of Sundays brew I took the rare action of shooting 2 bags as an initial dose as opposed to just one (roughly 0.3 - 0.4 of powder instead of the usual 0.15 -0.2) and as such despite the weakness of the gear I still managed a pleasant and satisfying dunt.

But as I said it depends and the one crew I get too when I can always have gear that I would consider consistently 'pre drought' in strength, something that is reflected by the PD prices they charge (straight £10 bags) and due to the fact that I have to make an effort to keep my head down for a while (I have been contacted by WMP to answer bail later this week) I decided to make on last trip out this morning to the gang with the PD quality - while I havn't tried the gear yet the single stone I picked up (I never bother with getting more than 2 or 3 at any one time as regardless of how much money you waste we always want just one more pipe) was hardly anything to write home about - it was fine, it was far from shit but it was no where near as mental as the stuff I had on Sunday, despite coming from a more estabished lot who still know what decent heroin is.
 
Some really weird crack round here atm.
Had a crank of some crack yesterday & though it was in & my mate pulled back 3 times to make sure he was in it hurt, well not proper pain but I knew about it shall we say. Even before he had got the 0.3ml in I could feel it right away & anyone that has shot crack will know it comes on slow & builds but this stuff hit right away. The feeling was really nice but it wasn't quite right for crack it is hard to place, I could feel it quite well for a good 15/20 mins & then it drifted off & I was fine.

If it is the same white when I get paid I'm in no rush to do a load as it isn't quite right in a way which I guess is a good thing to save me a few pennies but the guy I was with spent over £100 on this stuff yesterday for some reason I cannot figure out, each to their own I guess.
 
Meth two nights in a row. Not slept for 2 nights and days. I used up my incredibly expensive half gram for 50quid. UK dark web prices. I wonder how much cheaper it is in the USA or Mexico.

Apparently mine came from Hong kong.

I'll get more in time. I was looking on love honey at the male sex toys section! Those marathon wank sessions take their toll... and lead to some odd places on porn sites! Hentai and studio fow 3D animated short films were some of the more niche content I ended up watching.

I last had 100mg plugged at 2am. Now onto some downers and weed. Looking forward to sleeping tonight! Also eating properly again.

My dick is red raw. And I didnt even manage to ejaculate, at all, either night. Pretty disappointing. I'm a disgusting individual I've decided ;) Well maybe just on meth. To much info? Sorry, lol.

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All I want mate is to learn about drugs I get that you dont think I'm 'cool' or 'hard' enough to be a heroin user but a lot of member dont have a problem with me if you do have a problem with me then that's your choice I'm just me that's all some people cant handle me

Why the fuck would you assume that AWs post had anything to do with you?
 
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