Captain.Heroin
Bluelight Crew
You didn't want to address if you've ever been suicidal before?I didn't ignore your post, I just don't think that you've made any good points. Yes, other people are free to believe what they wish. I have no issue with this.
I'd like to know, for the people that are leaning towards suicide, how was he able to do it when 40 years of prisoners couldn't?
I won't judge you for being a lifelover that doesn't have 1st hand knowledge of what suicidal ideation/determination is like. I just imagine you've probably had a decent life and probably haven't gone through the dark thoughts some of us have. I might be wrong. I'm not going to judge you either way man I just want to know other people better, I like psychology, I like understanding perspectives.
I'm sorry if it was a personal question and you don't wish to answer.
Like I said I have no reason to believe in 40 years "no one" committed suicide there. It likely did occur and got swept under the rug to avoid a huge payout which is really, really obvious. It may have also been covered up so someone didn't lose their jobs. Epstein was such a huge case no one could sweep that one under the rug.
Again I am certain I would find a way in almost any situation. I am a very determined individual. Without a feeding tube or medical treatment against your will, you can starve to death quite easily and it won't be painful/discomforting past the first few days - though the end can get quite rough ("can") and you HAVE to stay hydrated.
You could then claim the non-medical interventionist type of Christian belief system and the state would have to let you starve to death if that was your wish.
I can assure you that you may be a rather determined individual but you have not applied the determination to a suicidal obsession/wish before I am sure. I have and I assure you that your brain is not as exercised in this as mine is. Suicidal is not impossible in almost any situation. If you can withstand a lot of self-induced pain and torment you can easily drown yourself in a toilet or stopped sink. It wouldn't take but a few inches of water. If you are upper-body strong enough I'm sure you could also break your own neck (but I wouldn't recommend it for fear of an incomplete job leading to paralysis).
It wouldn't take a psychology major to walk up to the right person in jail and say the thing you know will make them want to kill you. Especially if you do preliminary interviews to find out who's most likely to kill you at the drop of a hat.
If you know where your major arteries are you can sever them and bleed out in minutes; it shouldn't be impossible to find a tool to do this in any jail/prison if you are there long enough.
I am sorry if this post is quite morbid but the man had many ways to do it and opted for what appears to me to be the quickest, most impulsive and least painful one at his disposal.
If you really wanted to snap your neck I'm sure wedging your head between two bars and quickly spinning the rest of your body 90+ degrees clockwise or counter clockwise while holding on with your hands to the other bars would work too. Easily someone could help you do this and then just stage the noose. There's more ideas but these seem simplest that would cross the mind of anyone who thinks of suicide as constantly as I have/sometimes still do.