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Social The NEW "What Song Fits Your Current Mood" Thread

Monster doobie warning. I mean being a rock stone could help immensely in overcoming addiction but I guess Rastas don't view prolific cannabis use as an issue. At all.

 
neversickanymore said:
Yeah.. Those guys are amazing.. saw them last spring and crushed for thyat basist hard,, still em
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nice. always cool seeing your favorite music live. can't remember the last time i did that and come to think of it never if you can believe that! the shows i used to go to were really just because all the cool hippies did in high school and we wanted to take acid and mushrooms and molly and shit too. And the shows were basically hot zones for all that. I hate jam band music dude. Not literally but like I can't really groove to it myself.
 
I don't mod tds anymore, so I don't hold the final take.. multi posting on the music threads in tds has been going on for years, You know sometimes you are just there and post away and that does not fuck with anyone.
 
ProfessrHyperdimensional said:
nice. always cool seeing your favorite music live. can't remember the last time i did that and come to think of it never if you can believe that! the shows i used to go to were really just because all the cool hippies did in high school and we wanted to take acid and mushrooms and molly and shit too. And the shows were basically hot zones for all that. I hate jam band music dude. Not literally but like I can't really groove to it myself.
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I understand what you said here. In the end i think the magic is in the music. I agree completely. "One in 10,000 come for the show" I also believe that art is the only efficient way to change our world. We all get turned on by own music right.
 
NSA posts quality shit whether it's one video or seven, so it's not an issue. When you get on YouTube and go down the rabbit hole, it's easy to get on posting streak. Nothing wrong with that.

But if anyone spams just for the sake of spamming, yeah that's not cool.
 
Speed King said:
You really don't huff it, but does Nitrous count?

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No. But I guess it can deplete B-12 levels or is that a myth? Moderation now if you must. It does not damage the brain/CNS in the manner that other inhalants do? Ask Erowid or someone else I guess but I just know from like experience or I guess the way nitrous is found in hippy concert parking lots or used to be at least and sold in headshops that it isn't brain damaging? Lol. Good question?

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Erowid Nitrous Oxide Vault

Information about Nitrous Oxide including basics, effects, dosage, history, legal status, photos, research, media coverage, and links to other resources.
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No it's not as bad as inhalants apparently.
 






I was incredibly fucked up last night and really really regrettably poured my heart and soul into a looong message to a guy I used to be really close friends with but drifted away from. I never told him how fond I was of him and how much more than a friend he was to me, and now it looks like he decided to just leave me on read, but you know he might just need time, but my brain can't think that, it doesn't work that way

fun times

but you know i really was in the wrong there, that was an incredibly weird thing to do just out of the blue to someone who at this point probably already has a girlfriend
 
Factualist said:






I was incredibly fucked up last night and really really regrettably poured my heart and soul into a looong message to a guy I used to be really close friends with but drifted away from. I never told him how fond I was of him and how much more than a friend he was to me, and now it looks like he decided to just leave me on read, but you know he might just need time, but my brain can't think that, it doesn't work that way

fun times

but you know i really was in the wrong there, that was an incredibly weird thing to do just out of the blue to someone who at this point probably already has a girlfriend
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Yep...it sucks. My former best friend/long lost flame/destroyer of dreams is now married with three kids...That's life I guess.

I like your signature by the way. Have you seen them live or anything? Sorry if I've asked you that before. :|
 
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mal3volent said:
Yep...it sucks. My former best friend/long lost flame/destroyer of dreams is now married with three kids...That's life I guess.

I like your signature by the way. Have you seen them live or anything? Sorry if I've asked you that before. :|
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yea it's a pretty common thing, and i mean we haven't talked in a couple years, and towards the end he was really distant, so i had nothing to lose, but i wish i hadn't put myself out there like i did

in all honesty, i'm still mad at him for this and how he treated me towards the end of our relationship, but I'm sympathetic beccause I'm pretty sure a lot of how he acted came from some really deep problems he has with himself. I think he's almost certainly at least bi from his demeanor and the conversations we've had but you can't tell for sure obviously. He always vehemently denied it and got upset every time I brought it up. So we avoided it and when it did come up I would kind of nudge him about the fact I am and ask him if there was anything wrong with that and he'd always insist it's "different for guys" which i mean it probably is but literally no one else would know. He'd always get really tense and awkward when our friends half-joked we should be together and laugh through his teeth without saying a word and then go do something or change the subject. So I think towards the end there he could tell that I was mad for him and it made him wildly uncomfortable because he could realize that it just wouldn't work and he was always reminded of it and probably constantly worried I'd bite the bullet and just like overtly ask him out, which I really really really should've done.

But from his perspective, some crazy bitch he hadn't talked to in 2 years sends him this long intimate love letter, just ignoring it is a lot easier than making up a rejection or owning up to his sexuality if he still hasn't

and no i don't think you have, and nah i haven't had a chance to, almost did when i was planning on going to Riot Fest again this year but too much life stuff came up and plus the line up this year otherwise is pretty meh for me tbh
 
I've seen them a few times. Once in Gainesville at the Fest there. Have you ever been to it? I've always wanted to go to Riot fest but never have.

If nothing else, you've gotten it off your chest. Whether he responds positively or negatively, you'll have some kind of closure. Hopefully <3
 
Factualist said:






I was incredibly fucked up last night and really really regrettably poured my heart and soul into a looong message to a guy I used to be really close friends with but drifted away from. I never told him how fond I was of him and how much more than a friend he was to me, and now it looks like he decided to just leave me on read, but you know he might just need time, but my brain can't think that, it doesn't work that way

fun times

but you know i really was in the wrong there, that was an incredibly weird thing to do just out of the blue to someone who at this point probably already has a girlfriend
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Factualist said:
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yea it's a pretty common thing, and i mean we haven't talked in a couple years, and towards the end he was really distant, so i had nothing to lose, but i wish i hadn't put myself out there like i did

in all honesty, i'm still mad at him for this and how he treated me towards the end of our relationship, but I'm sympathetic beccause I'm pretty sure a lot of how he acted came from some really deep problems he has with himself. I think he's almost certainly at least bi from his demeanor and the conversations we've had but you can't tell for sure obviously. He always vehemently denied it and got upset every time I brought it up. So we avoided it and when it did come up I would kind of nudge him about the fact I am and ask him if there was anything wrong with that and he'd always insist it's "different for guys" which i mean it probably is but literally no one else would know. He'd always get really tense and awkward when our friends half-joked we should be together and laugh through his teeth without saying a word and then go do something or change the subject. So I think towards the end there he could tell that I was mad for him and it made him wildly uncomfortable because he could realize that it just wouldn't work and he was always reminded of it and probably constantly worried I'd bite the bullet and just like overtly ask him out, which I really really really should've done.

But from his perspective, some crazy bitch he hadn't talked to in 2 years sends him this long intimate love letter, just ignoring it is a lot easier than making up a rejection or owning up to his sexuality if he still hasn't

and no i don't think you have, and nah i haven't had a chance to, almost did when i was planning on going to Riot Fest again this year but too much life stuff came up and plus the line up this year otherwise is pretty meh for me tbh
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First hello. I’m Speed King. Nice to meet you. It is completely fine to safely do some out of the ordinary shit for yourself. To be safe I will say occasionally. Someone should send your posts to my friend Captain Heroin. He should just read it. If only for the musical choices.

I will just say you had great things to say if you realize it or not. So thanks. Keep the tunes coming.
 
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