Mental Health Coming off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v3

[Malakoff]

@Invegakillsme is a joke ? If not i really really glad for you you deserve very nice job and very very glad to hear you curse is disapear. but 1 weeks after you say not back to pre invega and say it so far to heal "100" no say like that but is was say the same.. explain very Strange story 1 weeks all resurface ? all need answers best wishes.

Very very strange maybe he recovered happiness but 100% I doubt

 

[dirtyinvega]

Not really doing ok, suffering daily it’s a never ending battle. I feel we are stuck in this as long as we live
Thanks for writing back, how are you doing? How do you get through the days

I know how you feel I really do. Yes it's a ongoing battle. Yep we are stuck. Nothing will change in the near future - but it could change in 20 years time but? Me I just go to work and live my life like it was before the invega injections. There's nothing I can to change the past (unless you have a time machine - (DeLorean ).

 

[Malakoff]

I know how you feel I really do. Yes it's a ongoing battle. Yep we are stuck. Nothing will change in the near future - but it could change in 20 years time but? Me I just go to work and live my life like it was before the invega injections. There's nothing I can to change the past (unless you have a time machine - (DeLorean ).

Are you happy dirty vegan? Like are you take pleasure in life it's my question?

 

[dirtyinvega]

Very very strange maybe he recovered happiness but 100% I doubt

I highly doubt he recovered 100%. +1 to happiness. I don't know anyone that has recovered 100% and in 10 years I will tell this thread the same thing. Nope I haven't recovered 100%

 

[dirtyinvega]

Are you happy dirty vegan? Like are you take pleasure in life it's my question?

Of course I'm happy mate. I'm always happy. For the most part anyways. I just miss my old life. It's like I had a brain transplant or got a new brain. I had the emotions for 30 years of my life and one day boom gone! NEVER returned.

 

[Malakoff]

Of course I'm happy mate. I'm always happy. For the most part anyways. I just miss my old life. It's like I had a brain transplant or got a new brain. I had the emotions for 30 years of my life and one day boom gone! NEVER returned.

It's good hear that you happy me I just need found the happiness ?

 

[Malakoff]

I highly doubt he recovered 100%. +1 to happiness. I don't know anyone that has recovered 100% and in 10 years I will tell this thread the same thing. Nope I haven't recovered 100%

It's true what you say nobody can be 100% that it's true but if people want to believe it's their choice

 

[damsel1985]

i GUARANTEE invega can be combatted, this is the truth, even the weight is slowly coming off with careful eating.

either that, or It all must depend on your diagnosis.... ? I found my visual issues subsided but in those georgraphic locales my ears went on hiatus for about 30 seconds, I muttered to myself then nothing came of it. MY ears never wet on hiatus UNTIL invega was prescribed though, and became pretty unpleasant to put up with. but it was fantastical, all the same. shit spooked me half to death. other than that I'm either enaging in some form of communication, or spending mere fractions of time conjuring up some relic of the holy ghost on a good day because I sacrificed my friendship group a few years ago and imagine my characters playing out into reality to really intensify my surrounds. It's not like I think these people never died or are actually saying anything I don't intimate or essentially fill in the gaps with to dull the silence. not saying the dead don't speak, but they must get over speaking once all is said and done if I can't see all of them at once. For pity's sake. It's the transcendental realm and while it sounds flimsy, it keeps me amused. doesn't hurt a soul. mostly it's me musing as though they were alive. i'm remaining tight lipped on the afterlife. sense of sanity not completely forsaken. but i'd rather live in the just suppose faculty of my brain than in the base reality that humankind has a habit of subjecting my sensitivities too. I'm actually well-mannered, and this sort of thing is accepted in foreign cultures often attributed to wise male arcetypes who could forebode an oncoming sense of change, etc. most men are fairly psychic in their own right. women are receptive to that, I see. but I feel at peace with the thought of the dead being within the temporal realm. If I heard a literal live voice I'd freak out if a pair of lips were not moving at the same moment, within eyeshot. let's not jump the gun on the utterances of others. my brainmeats were just fine until LSD became the DOC on new years eve 2013, and I have been in pathological phobia of it since. One thing my ex boyfriend could have really stood to foresake are the party drugs, but his elder bro & fiance were all hoeing into it so there I was attempting to mix in with my peers and not overstep the bounds I hadn't felt had been crossed, when really all it takes is that one episode on acid to spike the brain on a permanent tilt. it actually affects the ingestion of all other substances too! hence I'm PETRIFIED of MDMA now. anyone who knows me from a decade back would have a real cackle at that!

 

[Malakoff]

i GUARANTEE invega can be combatted, this is the truth, even the weight is slowly coming off with careful eating.

either that, or It all must depend on your diagnosis.... ? I found my visual issues subsided but in those georgraphic locales my ears went on hiatus for about 30 seconds, I muttered to myself then nothing came of it. MY ears never wet on hiatus UNTIL invega was prescribed though, and became pretty unpleasant to put up with. but it was fantastical, all the same. shit spooked me half to death. other than that I'm conjuring up some relic of the holy ghost because I sacrificed my friendship group a few years ago and imagine my characters playing out into reality to really intensify my surrounds. It's not like I think these people never died or are actually saying anything I don't intimate or essentially fill in the gaps with to dull the silence. not saying the dead don't speak, but they must get over speaking once all is said and done if I can't see all of them at once. For pity's sake. It's the transcendental realm and while it sounds flimsy, it keeps me amused. doesn't hurt a soul. mostly it's me musing as though they were alive. i'm remaining tight lipped on the afterlife. sense of sanity not completely forsaken. but i'd rather live in the just suppose faculty of my brain than in the base reality that humankind has a habit of subjecting my sensitivities too. I'm actually well-mannered, and this sort of thing is accepted in foreign cultures often attributed to wise male arcetypes who could forebode an oncoming sense of change, etc. most men are fairly psychic in their own right. women are receptive to that, I see.

I don't understand nothing about you say have you recovered you?I don't think so

 

[Malakoff]

So I don't understand why people say they recover it's not possible it's that I don't understand they want be famous in bluelight? Me too I need to move on soon I go back to work and i wish have enough energy and motivation I don't want take disability pay like Zach see you soon brothers and sisters

 

[NoMoreZombi]

FUCK Invega! Can I get an amen?

 

[Malakoff]

FUCK Invega! Can I get an amen?

What happen rhouya

 

[Antipsychotique33]

After your curse and i emphatize with that you take meds like a sweet… if your not recover tell your a good question or why my brain is fried..

 

[dirtyinvega]

@dirtyinvega you say this things because you life is a big sheet.. and you not recover.. you is a joke you say, im happy .. no.. fake, you have no emotions, and you have no desire sexual.. you will have not a chemical reaction of love for your children stupid guy.. but for you be a slave of your psychiatrist and make your life after he destroy you that is your choice

I'm not sure what your trying to say? But if I'm reading right? There's no need to get personal mate. I respect every single person in this thread. But if you don't want to believe me so be it. I won't recover I am happy I'm greatful I'm alive today that is all that matters now. I don't understand why people are saying I'm full of shit when no one has recovered from this deadly poison. Where are the videos of other people in this thread? No where. I'm first open person on this whole God damn thread I'm honest and a realest I believe in transparently I don't tell bullshit. If you believe in bullshit just listen to the politics at the government house. I'm not going to say yep your going to recover if the possibility is not there.

 

[mtu mwendawazimu]

Please refrain from name calling, @Antipsychotique33 . This is supposed to be a safe place.

 

[Malakoff]

After your curse and i emphatize with that you take meds like a sweet… if your not recover tell your a good question or why my brain is fried..

Nobody recover now people need understand that too much bulshit 100% when I listen that I'm joking alone seriously

 

[Antipsychotique33]

I go of this forum, Malakoff wish die of person, and i will maybe die, because i not choose a life like Dirtyinvega slavery force 1000, life ruined life of sheet at 30 years old finish emotions and sexual with your wife and say is happy lol .. i will boycott is a habitude.. good luck for guy who have the same effect like me, but here with Malakoff the fake say no emotions Nothing, and in private message he have emotions, and Dirtyinvega sucker of hope in the past in v2 but now destroy hope with " her reality of this sheet life" take hope the reel man fight this sheet..

 

[Malakoff]

I go of this forum, Malakoff wish die of person, and i will maybe die, because i not choose a life like Dirtyinvega slavery force 1000, life ruined life of sheet at 30 years old finish emotions and sexual with your wife and say is happy lol .. i will boycott is a habitude.. good luck for guy who have the same effect like me, but here with Malakoff the fake say no emotions Nothing, and in private message he have emotions, and Dirtyinvega sucker of hope in the past in v2 but now destroy hope with " her reality of this sheet life" take hope the reel man fight this sheet..

Yes I have some emotion like joking anxiety ect but no like before

 

[PhucInvega]

I’ve been waiting so much for this; I can finally say I’m recovered! I was injected twice, 150(234)mg and 100(156)mg shots of Xeplion, which they call Invega in Europe so basically the same shit. First injection was 8 months ago and second two weeks later.

I no longer suffer from any side effects or anything else caused by paliperidone. I’ve managed to lose some weight which is the only thing that bothers me anymore and I still have some left that I need to get rid of. I can sleep normally, think normally, I no longer suffer from anhedonia, loss of libido or any other problem regarding sexuality, no more nightmares, no more anxiety nor depression/suicidality, no more muscle spasms or headaches, no more racing and uncontrollable thoughts or earworms and the list goes on. I even lost my interest in music while on Invega and I’m a musician. But now good songs give me shivers and oh boy I love that feeling !And after this horrible experience I’ve started to appreciate life and small things I used to take for granted a lot more than pre-invega.

I just feel good man, once you think your life has been taken away from you and you get it back, oh boy I love this, to be able to live life again! To feel happy and motivated to do things that I loved to do, this is great!

To anyone thinking that recovery isn’t possible; I can tell you from personal experience that it definately is. At least if you had the same dosage as I did.

I’ve been taking supplements this whole time like vitamin C, D, B-complex, magnesium, zinc, fish oils and I’ve been drinking a lot of water because Invega is mostly excreted renally. I have pretty fast metabolism as well.

I had a drug-induced psychosis from amphetamines/designer drugs which were sold as speed. I was awake for too long and I didn’t eat/drink enough. I have been smoking a lot weed like past 4-5 months and I haven’t seen any signs of a relapse. Cannabinoids such as THC and CBD activate a p-gprotein, which shuttles drugs away from brain cells and into the bloodstream so that will speed up the recovery. I don’t suggest anyone who had a psychosis to use THC because there’s always the chance for a relapse. CBD is far more safer to use if you want to try it. CBD doesn’t have any intoxicating properties, and it acts as an anti-psychotic/-anxiolytic. CBD also makes your immune system stronger and promotes adulthood neurogenesis. If you want to read more about CBD and such head over to https://leafly.com , you can find tons of interesting, source-backed information there!

I personally think, at least if your psychosis was drug-induced, that using antipsychotics is necessary for like a month or so, not continuous administration of depot injections. And in paliperidone’s case, once-a-month administration will slowly build up the concentrations of the drug in the body. Invega should be administered once a year, not once a month.

My lifegoal is to make a company which promotes, grows and sells hemp/cannabis-based goods such as new generation antipsychotics made/derived from CBD. That is my main goal. To get rid of modern day antipsychotics which do more harm than good. I’ve already registered my company and now I just need to find some funding for this. A good example, Invega being used as an antipsychotic is the same as you would take your car to maintenance because of a crack in the windshield. The guy fixes your windshield by smashing the whole glass into pieces. The crack is gone like the customer wanted but now he faces more problems which are even worse than the problem was at first. Fix one thing, just to get 20 new problems.

Anyway here are my tips for recovery;
1. Don’t browse this forum daily, it just reminds you of your situation
2. Eat healthy, take supplements, drink water
3. Do what you liked to do pre-invega and eventually you’ll notice that you enjoy it again. I watched a lot of different series and played games with my friends, read stuff online, spent time with my girlfriend and friends and so on
4. Have a positive mindset, the feelings you feel now aren’t going to last forever
5. I found that alcohol relieved some anxiety even though it didn’t work properly, I drank almost on a daily basis for the first 3-4 months, I don’t suggest using neurotoxins but in this case I actually do
6. If you suffer from insomnia, low-dose (12,5mg) of quetiapine helped me. Even though it’s an antipsychotic aswell, at small doses it only acts as an antihistamine
7. If you suffer from akathisia/restlessness which I did for the first two months, then Akineton (biperiden) is the drug you want
8. Personally for me, Wellbutrin (bupropion) was a life saver. It blocks the uptake of dopamine so your receptors which are blocked by invega have a lot more dopamine available, so even though they are partly blocked, the dopamine will find it’s way through.

If you have any questions or such, feel free to send me a private message. I won’t be browsing this thread that much anymore, maybe once a month so PM will be better.

To anyone suffering, I’ve been there. It’s hell on Earth. Even worse. But it WILL get better, trust me.

And I’m sorry for my English, I’m from Finland ?

Take care everyone and have a quick recovery! May Mother Nature bless you all And Fuck Invega!


- Phuc

 

[Hopeful29]

I’ve been waiting so much for this; I can finally say I’m recovered! I was injected twice, 150(234)mg and 100(156)mg shots of Xeplion, which they call Invega in Europe so basically the same shit. First injection was 8 months ago and second two weeks later.

I no longer suffer from any side effects or anything else caused by paliperidone. I’ve managed to lose some weight which is the only thing that bothers me anymore and I still have some left that I need to get rid of. I can sleep normally, think normally, I no longer suffer from anhedonia, loss of libido or any other problem regarding sexuality, no more nightmares, no more anxiety nor depression/suicidality, no more muscle spasms or headaches, no more racing and uncontrollable thoughts or earworms and the list goes on. I even lost my interest in music while on Invega and I’m a musician. But now good songs give me shivers and oh boy I love that feeling !And after this horrible experience I’ve started to appreciate life and small things I used to take for granted a lot more than pre-invega.

I just feel good man, once you think your life has been taken away from you and you get it back, oh boy I love this, to be able to live life again! To feel happy and motivated to do things that I loved to do, this is great!

To anyone thinking that recovery isn’t possible; I can tell you from personal experience that it definately is. At least if you had the same dosage as I did.

I’ve been taking supplements this whole time like vitamin C, D, B-complex, magnesium, zinc, fish oils and I’ve been drinking a lot of water because Invega is mostly excreted renally. I have pretty fast metabolism as well.

I had a drug-induced psychosis from amphetamines/designer drugs which were sold as speed. I was awake for too long and I didn’t eat/drink enough. I have been smoking a lot weed like past 4-5 months and I haven’t seen any signs of a relapse. Cannabinoids such as THC and CBD activate a p-gprotein, which shuttles drugs away from brain cells and into the bloodstream so that will speed up the recovery. I don’t suggest anyone who had a psychosis to use THC because there’s always the chance for a relapse. CBD is far more safer to use if you want to try it. CBD doesn’t have any intoxicating properties, and it acts as an anti-psychotic/-anxiolytic. CBD also makes your immune system stronger and promotes adulthood neurogenesis. If you want to read more about CBD and such head over to https://leafly.com , you can find tons of interesting, source-backed information there!

I personally think, at least if your psychosis was drug-induced, that using antipsychotics is necessary for like a month or so, not continuous administration of depot injections. And in paliperidone’s case, once-a-month administration will slowly build up the concentrations of the drug in the body. Invega should be administered once a year, not once a month.

My lifegoal is to make a company which promotes, grows and sells hemp/cannabis-based goods such as new generation antipsychotics made/derived from CBD. That is my main goal. To get rid of modern day antipsychotics which do more harm than good. I’ve already registered my company and now I just need to find some funding for this. A good example, Invega being used as an antipsychotic is the same as you would take your car to maintenance because of a crack in the windshield. The guy fixes your windshield by smashing the whole glass into pieces. The crack is gone like the customer wanted but now he faces more problems which are even worse than the problem was at first. Fix one thing, just to get 20 new problems.

Anyway here are my tips for recovery;
1. Don’t browse this forum daily, it just reminds you of your situation
2. Eat healthy, take supplements, drink water
3. Do what you liked to do pre-invega and eventually you’ll notice that you enjoy it again. I watched a lot of different series and played games with my friends, read stuff online, spent time with my girlfriend and friends and so on
4. Have a positive mindset, the feelings you feel now aren’t going to last forever
5. I found that alcohol relieved some anxiety even though it didn’t work properly, I drank almost on a daily basis for the first 3-4 months, I don’t suggest using neurotoxins but in this case I actually do
6. Personally for me, Wellbutrin (bupropion) was a life saver. It blocks the uptake of dopamine so your receptors which are blocked by invega have a lot more dopamine available, so even though they are partly blocked, the dopamine will find it’s way through.

If you have any questions or such, feel free to send me a private message. I won’t be browsing this thread that much anymore, maybe once a month so PM will be better.

To anyone suffering, I’ve been there. It’s hell on Earth. Even worse. But it WILL get better, trust me.

And I’m sorry for my English, I’m from Finland ?

Take care everyone and have a quick recovery! May Mother Nature bless you all


- Phuc

Thanks for your story, so glad you recovered. Did you drink alcohol during your recovery? If so did you find it held up healing at all?