pgrovetom
Greenlighter
Sorry in advance for the long but abbreviated story:
I was in a motorcycle accident and broke my neck and did significant damage to my spine. It resulted in chronic pain which would become severe if I accidentally or inadvertently strained my back. Initially I was prescribed hydrocodone and or oxycodone. I became dependent/addicted and even during good periods for my back and was unable to stop. I saw a pain/addiction specialist who put me on buprenorphine and I was able to raise and lower my dosage as needed but didn't have the "need for opiates feeling" so it worked well. When the pain became bad, I would increase the dose until the pain was controlled and then taper down as it seemed better. I fully tapered off the buprenorphine a few times so I could see if it was possible. That made me comfortable taking it long term. I did this for about 15 years as my spine actually got worse due to degeneration and aging. I had about 3-4 breaks when I fully tapered off for a few months each during this time. I did this by slowly reducing the dose weekly in increments such as 2 mg -> 1.5 -> 1 -> .75 ->.5 ->.25 -> .2....... stop
About a year ago I began to notice my muscles and joints were painful and it began in my hips, moved to my shoulders, then my torso, then arms and legs. It moved through my body like an infection so I saw numerous doctors who all had no idea what was going on. My muscle enzymes called CK and my kidney creatinine were always high. I also began to notice my lungs wheezing and filling with fluid at times. This sent me to the ER a few times due to breathing difficulties.
But not one of a dozen doctors from 3 major well known university class and multiple specialties had any idea about the pain or lung problem and just sent me away. It was worsening once it spread to my full body and I began to suspect the buprenorphine as it seemed to worsening as the buprenorphine was wearing off. My suspicion led me to tell the pain doctor who prescribed it and he wouldn't consider the buprenorphine being responsible. I began to insist on finding a way to stop the buprenorphine to test if it was the cause. He said I would just have to taper off over a month or so. I began to taper from 2 mg and the pain was killing me so I just stopped. I went through about 5 days of withdrawal with medication help and I began to notice the pain lessening. Over a few months it slowly went away. It seemed like it was probably the cause but I wasn't 100% sure. I wondered and worried if it was just buprenorphine or all opioid drugs?
After about 4 months off the buprenorphine, I injured my back and couldn't even walk. So my PCP gave me Hydrocodone to get through it and set up an epidural appointment but 5 weeks out. After about 2 weeks, the full body muscle and joint pain came back with a vengeance just as with the buprenorphine. I also began having the lung fluid problem again. I noticed the lung and body pain seemed to get worse if I ate food that raised my blood glucose. So I avoided them. It seemed that the pain and lung problems might be related to how the opioid was affecting my glucose metabolism which is critical to all cells and especially muscle and similar high energy usage tissues. My PCP switched me to Oxycodone to see if it helped and it too caused the pain and lung problems. I wasn't 100% sure the cause was the opioids or if they were aggravating some other problem related to glucose utilization in my muscle, tendon and lung tissue mitochondria. I had other testing that showed a mitochondrial problem but no doctor connected it with this as an opioid drug side affect.
So I now suspected I could never take any opioid medication without this rather severe muscle/joint/tendon/lung problem. So I quit the Oxycodone after 15 years of buprenorphine with a few months break followed by a few months of Hydrocodone and Oxycodone. I had modest withdrawal which lasted 3-4 days with the help of aleve, tylenol, clonidine, lorazapam, mirapex ( pramipexole ) and gabapentin. It wasn't that bad but I still have depression and restless leg probably from a dopamine deficiency. The mirapex controls the RLS but the depression is quite severe and my body feels like I don't even want to move and it takes hours to wake up.
Sorry about the long story. Now my questions:
Has anyone else experienced developing a reaction to any opioid that affects and causes near full body pain in all ones muscles, joints and tendons and causes fluid to cause ling wheezing ( like Asthma ) and fluid buildup in my lungs that makes it hard to breath? I had to get a nebulizer to control it. I wonder if this is permanent or will adjust away once off opioids for months or years. What if I need pain medication in a real emergency or surgery?
Does anyone know how to manage the dopamine deficiency depression and how long it might take to re-adjust? Diet, supplements ( L-tyrosine) or anti-depressants such as bupropion or selegeline that help increase dopamine? Or will they cause more problems?
thanks for any ideas, comments or help!
T
I was in a motorcycle accident and broke my neck and did significant damage to my spine. It resulted in chronic pain which would become severe if I accidentally or inadvertently strained my back. Initially I was prescribed hydrocodone and or oxycodone. I became dependent/addicted and even during good periods for my back and was unable to stop. I saw a pain/addiction specialist who put me on buprenorphine and I was able to raise and lower my dosage as needed but didn't have the "need for opiates feeling" so it worked well. When the pain became bad, I would increase the dose until the pain was controlled and then taper down as it seemed better. I fully tapered off the buprenorphine a few times so I could see if it was possible. That made me comfortable taking it long term. I did this for about 15 years as my spine actually got worse due to degeneration and aging. I had about 3-4 breaks when I fully tapered off for a few months each during this time. I did this by slowly reducing the dose weekly in increments such as 2 mg -> 1.5 -> 1 -> .75 ->.5 ->.25 -> .2....... stop
About a year ago I began to notice my muscles and joints were painful and it began in my hips, moved to my shoulders, then my torso, then arms and legs. It moved through my body like an infection so I saw numerous doctors who all had no idea what was going on. My muscle enzymes called CK and my kidney creatinine were always high. I also began to notice my lungs wheezing and filling with fluid at times. This sent me to the ER a few times due to breathing difficulties.
But not one of a dozen doctors from 3 major well known university class and multiple specialties had any idea about the pain or lung problem and just sent me away. It was worsening once it spread to my full body and I began to suspect the buprenorphine as it seemed to worsening as the buprenorphine was wearing off. My suspicion led me to tell the pain doctor who prescribed it and he wouldn't consider the buprenorphine being responsible. I began to insist on finding a way to stop the buprenorphine to test if it was the cause. He said I would just have to taper off over a month or so. I began to taper from 2 mg and the pain was killing me so I just stopped. I went through about 5 days of withdrawal with medication help and I began to notice the pain lessening. Over a few months it slowly went away. It seemed like it was probably the cause but I wasn't 100% sure. I wondered and worried if it was just buprenorphine or all opioid drugs?
After about 4 months off the buprenorphine, I injured my back and couldn't even walk. So my PCP gave me Hydrocodone to get through it and set up an epidural appointment but 5 weeks out. After about 2 weeks, the full body muscle and joint pain came back with a vengeance just as with the buprenorphine. I also began having the lung fluid problem again. I noticed the lung and body pain seemed to get worse if I ate food that raised my blood glucose. So I avoided them. It seemed that the pain and lung problems might be related to how the opioid was affecting my glucose metabolism which is critical to all cells and especially muscle and similar high energy usage tissues. My PCP switched me to Oxycodone to see if it helped and it too caused the pain and lung problems. I wasn't 100% sure the cause was the opioids or if they were aggravating some other problem related to glucose utilization in my muscle, tendon and lung tissue mitochondria. I had other testing that showed a mitochondrial problem but no doctor connected it with this as an opioid drug side affect.
So I now suspected I could never take any opioid medication without this rather severe muscle/joint/tendon/lung problem. So I quit the Oxycodone after 15 years of buprenorphine with a few months break followed by a few months of Hydrocodone and Oxycodone. I had modest withdrawal which lasted 3-4 days with the help of aleve, tylenol, clonidine, lorazapam, mirapex ( pramipexole ) and gabapentin. It wasn't that bad but I still have depression and restless leg probably from a dopamine deficiency. The mirapex controls the RLS but the depression is quite severe and my body feels like I don't even want to move and it takes hours to wake up.
Sorry about the long story. Now my questions:
Has anyone else experienced developing a reaction to any opioid that affects and causes near full body pain in all ones muscles, joints and tendons and causes fluid to cause ling wheezing ( like Asthma ) and fluid buildup in my lungs that makes it hard to breath? I had to get a nebulizer to control it. I wonder if this is permanent or will adjust away once off opioids for months or years. What if I need pain medication in a real emergency or surgery?
Does anyone know how to manage the dopamine deficiency depression and how long it might take to re-adjust? Diet, supplements ( L-tyrosine) or anti-depressants such as bupropion or selegeline that help increase dopamine? Or will they cause more problems?
thanks for any ideas, comments or help!
T