Draven26
Bluelighter
Dude can you get gyno from chronic meth use? I'm on TRT as well and I pin 100mgs a week of Test Cyp and I've been on TRT for almost 3 years now. But because I'm a dumbass and I should just shoot myself in the head.. I've been getting high everyday and have forgotten many times I'm sure so I think I've been pinning twice a week about 200-250mgs of Test cyp without even knowing just fucking tweaking and pinning and honestly I have lumps in my breasts.. several and they fucking hurt. And I don't know if I'm paranoid or what but I look like I have bitch tits.. my chest looks different from what it looked like when I first started working out and I know that 18 years old vs 31 years old is a big difference given all the fucking shit I've gone through with drugs, depression, diet, but I was just wondering if it has anything to do with cortisol or what and if I can get something over the counter that will help cortisol. I know I should be sleeping more but this divorce has only made me self destruct and I just don't want to live anymore if I'm going to continue being a fuck up. What's the point if I'm just wasting time? I'm tired of hurting myself