So I came up with a great idea for a book today! It would make for a real interesting storyline and I was joking around with my friend both super stoned about our work until she was like... hey, you should record this. So I did and practically have a storyline for a book set up. It started off with joking about how the company is essentially leavings its fate in my hands while my two friends go on vacation... I'm like, I can be very irresponsible you know? I'm gonna get so many hours I might as well grab an 8-ball (lol). So then we went back and forth and she's like WTF are you talking about I'm just joking about how the 8 ball and being left alone to do my startup's work leads to its failure, they get back from vacation and everything is fucked they don't even know where I am or what happened... all hell breaks loose... lol.
Anyways, I used oxycodone for 5 days in a row. I have some physical withdrawals today but they are not so bad. Not sure if they will get worse, it doesn't really matter. One thing I noticed is that since I wasn't using for long, I'm not depressed. I have a happy life and a lot of good things going on. So it's nice. I have several people I already talked to today, just cause I've been more social so that helped. I'm gonna kick back and watch Harry Potter today and make sure I'm at least keeping myself mentally engaged with my reality so I don't end up in depressed thought loops about being sick.
So yeah... my company is leaving their fate in this unreliable junkies hands LOL. I'm not even kidding, I could end up with like 70 hours a week of nights and mornings shift and be like fuck it I'm grabbing an 8. Then, the girls get back from vacation my budding romance has vanished, my stoner friend finds me on the street begging for change... lol... I have the idea to turn this into a novel and I can see how most of it would come together already. Even the future/climax/conclusion so it's really cool like that. My friend was like, this could be a movie ya and I'm like hey, I was thinking of writing a book you know...
Keeping the sickness off my mind it's not so bad anyway just some aches in my upper arms and back, restless legs, constipation and low energy : )
I had a great few days! Finally went on my next date too. I had a work lunch with my boss and his family yesterday, so I decided to go... was down to my last 60mg oxy so I popped that and smoked some grass. Knew I was gonna be a lazybones for a few days so figured I'd get out; the only other colleague who showed up was her. The chick I like so much, so as she was leaving I asked her if she wanted to grab a tea? We ended up hanging out all afternoon and into the evening. She is going away for 3 weeks, we made plans to travel to NYC together and that should be really fun.