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^ NO DRUG DISCUSSION IN THE SOCIAL THREAD *infraction given*

Lol no we really are talking about snow :D

Do you remember all the snow we used to get back in the early 1980s? Never see it anymore :\
 
I have a crappy morning. That's not to say either 1) I'm not glad Yours is good. I am. Or 2) the day might not improve . I hope it does.

I had one of those horrid night's of.... I don't even know how to describe this but its my arms n hands. Not "restless" but they feel the way your sinus feels when it's clogged n full of pressure, as if it's ready to burst.of course I have examined my arms n hands for edema every time this occurs but nope. No visible swelling.

Wtf is this? Pointedly it clears up as soon as I get Up and outta the "lying down " position.

It really blows because I'm never EVER able to lounge around in bed.this pressure starts waking me up anywhere from midnight to 5 am at the latest. I never feel the pressure when I first lay down -- only after some sleep.

Aww, sounds crappy :( Maybe a circulation issue? Do you have peripheral vasoconstriction?

Sending you a happy Caribbean sun

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Aww, sounds crappy :( Maybe a circulation issue? Do you have peripheral vasoconstriction?

Sending you a happy Caribbean sun

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I dunno.
I have peripheral neuropathy but even that was not tested for; doctor just heard me describe painful tingling n said it's PN
 
Wormwood just came out in Netflix. I'm watching the first of 3 pieces to the first part. They talk about Frank Olsons supposed suicide or more likely story murder to silence him. Anyone else watching?
 
Wormwood just came out in Netflix. I'm watching the first of 3 pieces to the first part. They talk about Frank Olsons supposed suicide or more likely story murder to silence him. Anyone else watching?

What do you think of it so far? Worth a watch?
 
That looks really Good.. excellent choice to build a story line off of.

Frank Olson
Scientist
Frank Rudolph Olson was an American bacteriologist, biological warfare scientist, and Central Intelligence Agency employee who worked at Camp Detrick in Maryland. In rural Maryland, he was covertly dosed with LSD by his CIA supervisor and, nine days later, plunged to his death from the window of a New York City hotel room. Some — including the U.S. government — term his death a suicide, while others allege murder.
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^ NO DRUG DISCUSSION IN THE SOCIAL THREAD *infraction given*

Lol no we really are talking about snow :D

Do you remember all the snow we used to get back in the early 1980s? Never see it anymore :\

Fuck that, I thought you were discussing them. You're lucky I didn't step you down! =D

Yeah, I remember the snow in the 80's. Well, more so the early 90's - I don't remember much before the age of four. But yeah, the weather is so different. The summers are grey and cloudy, and the winters mild and bland. It's certainly very different. :/

That looks really Good.. excellent choice to build a story line off of.

Good to see you posting again! ;)
 
So I came up with a great idea for a book today! It would make for a real interesting storyline and I was joking around with my friend both super stoned about our work until she was like... hey, you should record this. So I did and practically have a storyline for a book set up. It started off with joking about how the company is essentially leavings its fate in my hands while my two friends go on vacation... I'm like, I can be very irresponsible you know? I'm gonna get so many hours I might as well grab an 8-ball (lol). So then we went back and forth and she's like WTF are you talking about I'm just joking about how the 8 ball and being left alone to do my startup's work leads to its failure, they get back from vacation and everything is fucked they don't even know where I am or what happened... all hell breaks loose... lol.

Anyways, I used oxycodone for 5 days in a row. I have some physical withdrawals today but they are not so bad. Not sure if they will get worse, it doesn't really matter. One thing I noticed is that since I wasn't using for long, I'm not depressed. I have a happy life and a lot of good things going on. So it's nice. I have several people I already talked to today, just cause I've been more social so that helped. I'm gonna kick back and watch Harry Potter today and make sure I'm at least keeping myself mentally engaged with my reality so I don't end up in depressed thought loops about being sick.

So yeah... my company is leaving their fate in this unreliable junkies hands LOL. I'm not even kidding, I could end up with like 70 hours a week of nights and mornings shift and be like fuck it I'm grabbing an 8. Then, the girls get back from vacation my budding romance has vanished, my stoner friend finds me on the street begging for change... lol... I have the idea to turn this into a novel and I can see how most of it would come together already. Even the future/climax/conclusion so it's really cool like that. My friend was like, this could be a movie ya and I'm like hey, I was thinking of writing a book you know...

Keeping the sickness off my mind it's not so bad anyway just some aches in my upper arms and back, restless legs, constipation and low energy : )

I had a great few days! Finally went on my next date too. I had a work lunch with my boss and his family yesterday, so I decided to go... was down to my last 60mg oxy so I popped that and smoked some grass. Knew I was gonna be a lazybones for a few days so figured I'd get out; the only other colleague who showed up was her. The chick I like so much, so as she was leaving I asked her if she wanted to grab a tea? We ended up hanging out all afternoon and into the evening. She is going away for 3 weeks, we made plans to travel to NYC together and that should be really fun.
 
Oh hell yes. It's interesting watching Eric Olson and his attorneys soak. Tons of old footage. Clear explanation of the cabin party to the murder. I'm starting to suspect scopolamine played a role from the final phone call home to the final fall.

Edit: They are digging up his body a year after I was born about

Edit 3: when was no drug talking in the social thread a role? Shroomy would've been banned by now xD most of us probably
 
Yeah, I remember the snow in the 80's. Well, more so the early 90's - I don't remember much before the age of four. But yeah, the weather is so different. The summers are grey and cloudy, and the winters mild and bland. It's certainly very different. :/

I'm obviously more wrinkly than you :| The last proper heavy snowfall I remember was 1984. Since then it's been a few flakes and a patch of white once or twice a year.
 
Oh hell yes. It's interesting watching Eric Olson and his attorneys soak. Tons of old footage. Clear explanation of the cabin party to the murder. I'm starting to suspect scopolamine played a role from the final phone call home to the final fall.

Edit: They are digging up his body a year after I was born about

Edit 3: when was no drug talking in the social thread a role? Shroomy would've been banned by now xD most of us probably

I think it was joke ;)

And thanks. I'll have to check it out. Sounds interesting
 
No more Perma-Bans on me now. I'm a nice, law & order abiding fella and not some tosser. ;)

I can concur. You and I had what i intended to be a debate but I think you mistook for an argument the other week but after that misunderstanding was ironed out, you've been a thoroughly nice bloke and an absolute gentleman.

BTW although it looks like I've just joined, I've been a member for nearly 5 years. I had Alasdair delete my old account due to some "issues" that were going on in EADD a year or 2 back and I rejoined with a fresh account just a few months or so back........so a lot of the old faces I remember

I now prefer posting here in OD than EADD as the discussion is more varied and more people actually post....ordered that EADD has gone from thriving a couple of years ago to a virtual ghost town now
 
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