The night before you get your scripts refilled is the WORST! After a restless night full of those nightmares where you are just preparing your dose/fix/cocktail and right before it kicks in, you wake up bolting out of bed & realizing it was all wishful using dreams! I got up on the wrong side of life this morn and had 1mg Klonopin with a crumb of bupe. That breakfast of anti-champions held me over for an early din din of 40mg amphetamine, to be able to work productively. Midnight snack will be a Xanax bar, 30mg temazapam and some alone time to (meditate) wink wink. Happy Monday Heads!