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Help dilauded script stolen, how do I survive 13 days?

Malvadostorm said:
Yes fingers crossed. I made the report, admittedly it was pretty vague, refuse to implicate my daughter in any way. Report states I was in the hospital for two days with my husband by my side and our baby with my two other daughters house and came home and bottles were missing. I mean that is the truth but that's all it says. My doc and I have a good professional relationship, hubby always goes with me every two months, I get six scripts,3 a month, cuts down on copay so I don't have to go monthly. Don't get tested often any more cause ALWAYS test perfect. It will be awesome if I get them but if I don't I have to say I was actually seeking other options. Just being able to be here and express what's happening is clearing my head and letting me know stay clean, 4 days in, 9 days left, I can do that with the help of withdraw meds. This forum saved me from doing something really fucking stupid. So thanks, seriously. I'm a tad spaced out and confused I guess is a good word but my brain is no longer med seeking. It's just like, ok, we've got this. I hope I don't sound like a total lunatic but you all really did set my brain straight. I can't tell you how much simple blunt logical comments can bring a person back to reality. I appreciate every comment. Thank you!!!
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So the car burnt and they were also stolen?

Back when I had the monley on my back really bad 15 10 years ago, I stole and stole from my mom and friends and friends parents and anyone else. In the height of true opiate addiction none of that matters..You end up justifying how its ok this time, or you'll replace it, or they deserve it, or sometimes you just admit you are a shitty person but do it because its better than getting sick.. Also, they didnt grow legs and walk away, and unless you left them just ahnging out in the open in public, then that means it was someone who had access to your private shit and also had the balls to go thru your stuff..

None of this solves your problem..I had a feeling your Nurse was going to deny you..Regardless of yuor story being true or false, pain mgmt doctors hear about lost scripts and are petitioned for early refills ALL THE TIME...Furethermore, if you are getting that many D's, you are probably going to a pain specialist, which some will call pill mills, and whether they are legit or just getting people high doesnt really matter, but rest assured the DEA and the local law enforcement are paying nice close attention waiting for them to do something like an early refill and BAM they get nailed with all those pill mill laws.

I got on bupe and it was the best decision I ever made. But its not cheap and its not covered by insurance for the most part. For you, is there a methadone clinic near you? Because honestly, this may be the best solution anyway, as methadone works just as well as H and dilaudid, and opana and all that shit..You dose once in the morning and thats it, and you get on with your life..So theres that option.

I know at my worst, if I was coming off a level like you are I'd probs go get some tar..but just know that this is EXACTLY HOW many people get addicted to H..theres an amazing novel that shows that as soon as oxycontin hit the market, h addiction levels soared..mainly becase your insurance will get you a nice heroin level addiction, then when something like this happen it's your only alternative.

The third option is you can get sick..Yeah its gonna suck but its not gonna kill you. Don't ask your daughter if she stole them. Tell her you know she did. Make really strong eye contact and search into her eyes..You'll know immeadiately if she did or not..of course shes gonna say she didnt.
 
Malvadostorm said:
Yes fingers crossed. I made the report, admittedly it was pretty vague, refuse to implicate my daughter in any way. Report states I was in the hospital for two days with my husband by my side and our baby with my two other daughters house and came home and bottles were missing. I mean that is the truth but that's all it says. My doc and I have a good professional relationship, hubby always goes with me every two months, I get six scripts,3 a month, cuts down on copay so I don't have to go monthly. Don't get tested often any more cause ALWAYS test perfect. It will be awesome if I get them but if I don't I have to say I was actually seeking other options. Just being able to be here and express what's happening is clearing my head and letting me know stay clean, 4 days in, 9 days left, I can do that with the help of withdraw meds. This forum saved me from doing something really fucking stupid. So thanks, seriously. I'm a tad spaced out and confused I guess is a good word but my brain is no longer med seeking. It's just like, ok, we've got this. I hope I don't sound like a total lunatic but you all really did set my brain straight. I can't tell you how much simple blunt logical comments can bring a person back to reality. I appreciate every comment. Thank you!!!
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Yay! :)
 
Nope, no call. Kind of rude to me. Not for not refilling but could have called just to say hey, talked to the doc and it's a no, even if it was a lie..lol. Pretend to care! We're deciding on what to do. Last night was bad. Bad bad. I was doubled over in extreme stupid mind numbing pain. 8 days left. Holiday weekend for my little man, choices. Don't know.
 
The car burning was about six years or so ago. That was the only other time I made any sort of request. This is the first time they've been stolen. Besides the teens pilfering a few here and there. I count. I know. And really I would trip and someone always confessed. I had to explain you know there's five of you, so each of you snag 3-5 thinking this won't hurt mom..well that's 15. That puts me two and a half days behind right there. But that's been years ago. My disease is progressing. Pain is progressing. Fuck withdraw, withdraw really isn't that bad when your in this kind of pain. The pain receptors eat the meds and there is no high. But it does intensify the pain. During withdraw your pain receptors go on high alert. Add that to crazy pain levels on a regular basis I don't really like it intensified thank you very much. Fuck it.
 
That's no small deal so my heart goes out to you! I'd call the doc back or better still if you can manage to go to the office in person it may be addressed at that moment. Don't suffer needlessly.
 
man i am a chronic pain sufferer and the dr dont care, where there is smoke there is fire. he is going to thin your lieing no matter what. thats just the nature of the beast. find away to get through it, if you go through all of that police business, there is a chance they will kick you out. it happens all the time. My brother stole my whole script and i was fucked, they put this into y file and when i changed towns i tried to go to another pain management and they wouldnt take me bc of it. asswholes, you think they would understand that this shit happens. The problem is it happens too much
 
I've had one bad experience with getting a Percocet prescription stolen several years ago. Police didn't even want to get involved. The pharmacist told me that if somebody witnessed a person stealing it, there would be something to go on. Since your daughter and other kids have done this before, chances are they will do it again. Best thing to do (short of tossing her out) is buy a safe or lock box that only you have access to. Sorry this happened to you. :(
 
^Ah don't say that. Is it the withdrawals that is making matters worse? Have you tried out loperamide to manage them?

Stealing medications from people that needs them is about the lowest you can go. I have a few times made sure some pills have ended up with me but then it has been left over meds that was going to get thrown away anyways had I not taken them. I would never take anything from someone that needs it. I'd rather suffer myself if I had to. Really sorry you ended up in this situation hope it gets resolved one way or another.
 
Malvadostorm said:
Praying for death
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Did you ever call the doctor back since they said they were supposed to have called you back that day and did not? Have you tried going to the ER? Have you asked your daughter to buy back your script even-I mean if your kids all snatch stuff from time to time and even ask to unload your promethazine surely they can recover them too even if they don't admit to being the ones that took them. Have you tried loperamide or other wd assist suggestions? You aren't totally helpless in this situation even if it feels like it.
 
This is depressing. I mean, yeah we have a prescription drug issue here but the vast, vast majority of people need the drugs and dont abuse them. It is sad that doctors and pharmacists default to "this patient is a junkie" whenever a situation arises instead of engaging them and figuring out what the hell is going on. The DEA will not interfere if there are valid reasons and I personally do this all the time. I have refused to fill as well but not before I talk to patients or am aware of their history. Ive even battled doctors on it. He could easily call in an emergency 72 hour supply for you if he would just listen. Sad state of affairs but I recommend paging him. They hate that but also makes them inclined (sometimes) to realize you have a real issue or be annoyed enough to just call something in.
 
All of thee above. This morning was jus the worst. And is not all about withdraw. It's the incredible pain that's here for the while reason I'm on this medication. So in the moment I really meant that, the pain is out of control, taking everything for withdraw that's working. Just can't move due to the pain level. Thank you though
 
I didn't see the reply abbot the 72 hr thing. The doc said it used to be easier to help out in these situations, he knows me well, knows I don't sell or abuse. Knows I need what I get. He said though that the rules have changed so much that is very hard to do without allot of"paperwork" and he's sorry but he his hands are tied.
 
It could be different where you live due to state regulations but very little has changed on the federal level. Oversight and enforcement has certainly been stepped up but you seem to really be suffering and a little compassion seems in order. I understand where he is coming from but man it is so much tougher on the patient and a little paperwork shouldnt hinder taking care of someone.
 
And the safe is here, hubby got that asap. He also tried to get me something but the man he's dealt with for 40 years wouldnt give it to him because he's never asked for it before and is afraid of me oding, is that a word? Anyhow he couldnt get it. I'm sure if he drove around he could but I'm not into that..don't need crap stuff nor my old man getting in trouble.
 
I didn't read all the posts, but if it were me, I would probably end up turning to H if they wouldn't give me my replacements right away. That being said, I think you should order filters for your needles. I like sterifilt, it goes with a no needle syringe to suck up your dope. Also, I would recommend carrying your pills at all times from ow on, like in a hip pack :) good luck -cfzRX
 
Everybody here on pain meds got cut off, IF you were getting only pain meds from your doc. Those of us that are on multiple medications didnt get affected. But withvthe high abuse and sell rate there was a total shutdown about 5 months ago. I see a therapist, shrink, internal medicine specialist,gp and pain management specialist. I'm not going anywhere too soon but I won't see past around age 55 which I'm ok with.I'm not ok with eating these days out lying in bed. Thats the whole reason I unhooked and left the hospital and snuck out..lmfao. My regular nurse caught me at the elevator and I shushed her and she jumped in with me, I told her look, I have a life to live, and its not going to be spent in here living off pain management. She walked me to where hubby was waiting with the car, hugged me and wished me the best. She was awsome.
 
This is an awful thing for you to have to endure. You mentioned being in the hospital. Did they give you anything for your pain? I know right about now you don't want to eat food but make sure you drink lots of fluids or you could end up dehydrated. Do you have access to any benzos? That and Clonidine can help your withdrawals. I don't have much else to add that hasn't been said already. Just know we're here for you! <3
 
I have benzos, plenty. Just refilled yesterday plus hubby gets them. My pancreas cannot process food. Ieat but need pain meds when food gets processed. Yes hospital had me on dilauded..but I wanted to be with my family. Didn't realize how bad it was going to be.
 
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