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I'm running out of bars tomorrow. :(



My connect for them is the same one with the broken back. I've been trying to call the past two days just to see how he's doing, no answer.... so I figure calling about bars is a no-go. On the other hand, I talked to another connect and come to find out he's been picking dope up every day since he wrecked his shit-- just can't pick up a call from me to see if there's anything I can do for him.




I was for real twisted about the shit but now I'm pretty much like fuck that fat mother fucker.




I understand dude's probably in pain but once you start selectively choosing to make/answer drug-related phone calls only, you start to alienate the people that actually give a fuck about you.


Fuck dope, fuck dope heads-- if you qualify for that category then I apologize, but that shit has bad news written all over it. Nigga tries dope, gets hooked, never the fuckin' same....


Fuck I miss the old days....




I'm for real thinking of dropping every dopehead I know out of my circle. Not givin' a fuck if we go back to the sandbox, man, you fuckin' with needles you not fuckin' with me, straight the fuck up.

I can't stand this shit. The more I think about how fucked up I was and how not-givin-a-fuck this bitch is, I'm finna go all Omar on this mother fucker, man.....


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The only thing stopping me, really? I posted it on the internet.



I can't stand feelin' empathetic towards a mother fucker, someone you consider family despite the lack of bloodline, and getting the sense of "well... fuck, that was your choice, bro, i don't give a fuck" in return.



I'm for real heated, the more I type the worse this shit gets... I need to smoke somethin', FUCK.....
 
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It's too bad that you're not around to hang out Jibult...I have almost 20 tablets of Xanax I got for going to the doctor and having a fast heartbeat (I went to the Dr. with a frostbite-related concern). Not the first time I've been prescribed it (about the 3rd time I guess) but I remember why I don't take them anymore, you could have 'em. I think that it's a useful medication for some people but it makes me feel like an emotionless zombie.

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Haven't been on BL in a few days but damn Jib sorry to hear about your homie. That really fucking sucks man hope he's doing OK.

Not to sound like a dumb hippie and say legalize everything, but I feel like a lot of shitty incidents could be avoided if we actually treated drug users like real people and helped them out instead of locking them in a cage. If everyone just got a fine and had to go into drug treatment instead of getting a felony / locked up / potentially ruining the rest of their life people wouldn't have to put themselves into those kind of situations. I'm not really for legalizing all drugs, but I do think we go a bit crazy with the repercussions here in the US for drug users.
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To hell with "drug courts", decriminalization is still using the coercive power of the state to persecute people for committing so-called "crimes" and, while preferable to complete criminalization, is definitely not the kind of system I think is ideal. Merely possessing a substance of any kind should never be a crime, IMO.
 
I'm not even worried about picking up more alprazolam. If it was that serious I'd just make a doctor visit and jump through the hoops again.



It's more of a principle of friendship I'm feeling is being broken that's got me heated.





I mean, Xanax would help, don't get me wrong (although I've taken 3mg altogether today, so it may be a nonissue.) That's not why I'm mad, though. It was just that in my search for bars, I called another friend who happens to sell dope and heard all about the man with a broken back who can manage to drive two towns over to score some cheap heroin but can't answer a phone call from someone who thought he had a hurt brother..... really, though, I guess my drug dealer got fucked up and that's all there is to it. Nothing personal any more, and that's bad news for his homeless ass. I know where I stand now, and Christopher Reeves over there just got thrown so far behind the backburner I think he landed behind the stove somewhere.
 
FM, supposedly desert cities have been issuing licenses for commercial grows. Desert springs and palm springs were the 2 cities mentioned. Haven't fact checked yet.
 
^tbh I think they're just dumb for posting so many pictures of "legal" grows, especially in CA, before they're truly licensed. It's just taking hypebeast too far. I think you're right about the desert communities too, I can't keep track of who's doing what but I'd guess the warehouse is out there somewhere...

But it sure as fuck ain't legal yet! They can still get denied at the state level no matter what...

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Also, what makes you say they are Mexican gang bangers> I haven't looked into them much other than their IG, usually just drool over their grow room pics. I always assumed that they must be relatively professional and probably have some white collar funding, but I could be wrong.
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Gangbangers isn't the right word probably, some of them are union guys, but it's all in the family--cousins and shit I guess.. I've seen them at events and they kinda dress and act in that stereotypical cholo style, it just invites the comparison.

I wouldn't say they necessarily have investment money, maybe for their Washington State stuff but I'd guess not on the Cali stuff, they have the Silica store on Santa Monica Avenue and all the revenue from wholesaling glass too, all the Silica apperal, plus the OG Raskal seed company, Payaso_grow off-the-books flower, and Mr. B Extracts making BHO... it's a whole setup with built-in laundering capabilities.
 
Yeah I definitely can see where you get that from now, after reading your comment I started scrolling through their instagram feeds and although I wouldn't say any gang or cartel affiliation is even hinted at, they do seem to present themselves with the whole "thug" image. Especially their association with Breal.

It's so crazy to me that there are rappers like berner and breal that brag about doing illegal shit and also seem to have their hands in some shady money out in public image. I wonder how hard the feds are really watching them. A hydro store in my town just recently closed because the owner is going to jail for tax evasion, had deposited something like 1.5 million is less that 10k deposits over a few years.

It's not like people aren't going to jail for weed crimes anymore- couldn't the feds raid even legal recreational grows? I'm sure those guys generate massive legal profits off all of their hype, but even "licensed" collectives can still get raided and shut down, probably even prosecuted if the feds wanted..

Just so bizarre how some people can openly grow 200+ light warehouse on one side of the country and on the other people still get charges for less than a gram. Even within one state there are huge variances in enforcement.
 
^ I'm pretty sure that the Attorney General circulated some orders at the federal level not to interfere in state's local marijuana laws. Despite the fact that such laws are blatantly violating the controlled substances act etc. Plus I think that the DEA got some of its funding rescinded somewhat recently (coincided with efforts to try and curtail the NSA, which was sharing intel with the DEA, IIRC). Pretty sure that happened at some point during Obomber's presidency...

I think people at the federal level have pretty much given up on trying to coerce people in legalized states, honestly. The DEA and other federal agencies rely heavily on support from local law enforcement in their operations and I think they realize in some places people don't give a shit anymore, there's no longer enough monetary incentive for local law enforcement to persecute people for victimless crimes so they're not quite as into it now
 
http://www.nbcbayarea.com/news/loca...a-Bust-in-Santa-Cruz-Mountains-320935551.html

http://hightimes.com/read/police-legal-states-using-social-media-bust-people-marijuana

these guys may have had over 800 plants, but I'm betting it was a collective grow. It wasn't long ago when the feds were asking mendo for a list of growers and going after any grow 100 or more(from what I heard) regardless of whether or not it was a legal collective grow under state laws and approved by city.

They always say they are going to stop, but they never really seem to. Perhaps scale back, but raids still happen and they definitely haven't given up. Until firm policy is set, I don't think anything but their PR has truly changed.
 
lol that shit is so pathetic.

All I know is that the feds in my state aren't building any cases on cannabis. Hell the only cannabinoids they're interested in is the synth noids that the tweakers are mixing out in the boonies

If any cop or trooper around here gave me grief about consuming, growing or selling weed I'd just laugh. Like really, officer? This why you went to the academy? What a joke.
 
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my xanax connect OD'd on xanax. idk if i said that already.

valium FTW tho
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That's happened to me (my connect(s), I mean).... 3 times now. One time I was there for.


Heroin and benzo's don't mix well, kiddo's.
 
yeah man i can't handle xanax i've come to realize. it's too strong for little me. valium is significantly less heavier but then again i'm able to stay at 10mg valium whereas w bars i'm almost always trynna take 1mg... then the beers start cracking... and then it's a mess.

some good news though :- haven't smoked a cig since friday. i used a dissociative to switch me off of the addiction. i mean i'm still putting a bit of tobacco under my bong hits and occasionally hitting my buddy's e-cig but i'm gonna slowly stop that.

i just can't enjoy a pure weed bong hit anymore but methinks it'll be better to smoke those kinda bowls than 1-10 cigs a day.
 
which dissociative did you use?

I'm done with benzos - I used to take them daily for anxiety, but it just made my anxiety so much worse in the long term. Had to teach myself healthy coping mechanisms and now I never feel close to a panic attack. Even when I'm horrendously stoned I can still keep my shit together :p
 
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which dissociative did you use?
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DXM - it's been extremely effective at switching my mind off of other addictions like my horrible porn habit.

i don't even watch porn anymore. DXM seems to assassinate the drive.

i hardly crave cigs but i can't deny that i sometimes fixate on the feeling of smoking one again - i just know it's not worth the health risks cos it barely even gives much of a buzz

but it hasn't even been a full week. longest i've been in the past was almost 2 weeks w/o a cig
 
Congrats then man, even if you slip up don't beat yourself up just start over.

I'd like to quit smoking cigs too - I was contemplating an acid trip where I'd just reflect on why the fuck I smoke...

I also watch a ton of porn, although I wouldn't say it was detrimental to my life in any way. So it can stay.
 
haaaa, I hear you on Xanax not being for everyone. I legitimately have paradoxical/opposite effects from benzo's, though. A heavy enough dose will sedate me and knock me out for a few hours, but I'm talking 5-6mg at once. I take 0.5mg at a time, go through about a bar and a half a day when I'm "binging," and I get lively as fuck, bro.

Talkative, social, motivated to the point of being restless, creative, energetic... hell, even when I overdo it I'm still energetic. The drugs just override something in my body and knock me the fuck out the second I sit down somewhere and I wake up 3 hours later like "huh?" and load a bowl.

Alcohol only makes it worse after the 3 beer mark. Up to that, each beer's like a little extra pill-boost that only make me slur my words a li'l more. Maybe lose my balance a little, too.



idk if I was born to be affected by benzo's differently or if my early teenage addiction fucked up my brain chemistry, but Xanax is my fucking shit. If you're familiar with Harry Potter (and some of y'all've probably seen me say this before), the shit is like Felix Felicis for me. Happy pills. Can't-shit-go-wrong-on-these-mafuckas pills It's a damn good feeling, but dangerous to play around with if I'm being totally honest. My old connect used to say the house could be burnin' down around him on the couch, but if he had some Xan's in his system he'd probably just look around, strip naked to cool off a li'l and think to himself he had a good 4 more minutes before he had to leave. I always agreed with him.




In other news, it's 27 degrees out so I'm saying fuck nature, getting super stoned and binge-watching Breaking Bad. I was fuckin' with Justified the past week or so but fuckin' Amazon Prime expects me to actually pay for the last season, the penny-pinching cunts. Not doin' that shit, not when I already dropped the money for Prime membership in the first place. That shit is stupid.
 
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Starting smoking cigarettes was one of the worst decisions I've made, and quitting them was one of the better choices.

You seriously start feeling better after only a week or two. When I decided to quit my opiate habit of a few years I also decided it was time to drop my 7 year, pack a day cigarette habit. Started what I like to call "joint therapy", which is smoking a joint every 1-2 hours every fucking day until the cold sweats and anger problems subside or at least become manageable. I was an angry mofo for the first 2 weeks but after that it felt like I lost my virginity again... fucking amazing. Waking up and craving breakfast instead of a cigarette is a good thing my friends.

For the longest time I had told myself I would never be able to quit, then this 60 year old man who had been smoking cigarettes longer than I have been alive decided to quit. I remember commuting to work, chain smoking cigarettes one day thinking "what the fuck am I doing... cigarettes just make me feel worse" For me, it was largely about breaking the initial habit- going to a joint instead of cig made it fairly easy. When the world is trying to fuck you over just light up a j and be like "fuck you too world"
 
i'm just polishing off some homemade chocolate almonds. i started fucking around with recipes thinking it might come in handy around v-day, still haven't nailed the right mix for good chocolate, trying to make it right without putting garbage like sugar and soy byproducts into it. just the fact i'm using honey makes the failed attempts taste better than the garbage they selling in stores.
 
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