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Stopping H after restarting for a week

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Dellpoker

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Ok so a few questions, so I detoxed and went to rehab on nov 20th for insulfatting heroin. As soon as I got out I started popping 10mg perks.... And the next day I was texting my
 
Sorry I nodded off so anyway I've gotten back to using H for about a week after being clean for a good 25 days.... What are the withdrawals going to be like ? Cause I have to stop.... I love my wife and kid and I really realized that I have to fukn stop thi
 
what are they going to be like if u keep doing it is a better question...w/d wont be that bad though
 
Al no need to be synical here I messed up and am really just sick of this shit.... I'm just wondering if I need subs and if anyone has good info on this situation ....
 
You don't have withdrawals with only a days use. Just stop now and you'll be fine. You'll literally wake up in the morning have to take a nice shower too kinda wake yourself up a little and go on and be sober the rest of your life.... Ppl that think they are gonna withdrawal after a day or even a week are crazy... Withdrawals don't get scary until 2wk + any time less then that yea you feel a little "hung over" but nothing to use a sick day for.
 
I completely disagree with you all, he was in rehab for 25 days only and binged for 7 days straight that's a lot . His brain isn't brand new opiate free ever he can have withdrawals from doing it 3 days In a row. By the way are you shooting or snorting still? And how much a day how many times a day, cause the frequency in dosing is a big factor in terms of withdrawals in a 7 day period if you want a more detailed answer . You won't have super duper WD at all but it'll probably suck , I think it'll be a 24-36 hour peak and at 72-96 hours you'll be already starting to feel like you're almost back to where you were at day 25 that's what happened to me. I got clean like you about 28-31 days I stopped counting around 25-26 and shot up in the mall bathroom with 2 friends like an idiot... 1 friend was fresh out of rehab 7 days clean with subuxone but stil said he was sick (I think he convinced his body he was more than he really was) and since than its been 2 years bender none stop haven't been clean for more than 36 hours since than :( I might detox after this message I'm doing a shot it's late 2 am . I wish you luck and I wil maybe kick with you so at 3 am when you can't sleep and freezing sweating think about me and know somewhere in the world in Los Angeles I'm freezing shaking too lol , winter is coming g
 
First off arrest your use immediately and ask for help from the rehab you went to. If you can go back and detox there or at their detox clinic it will be your best bet.

I agree with invisible helper. Each time you go through withdrawal and then use again the withdrawals come quicker, and are harder.

Please seek help immediately...you may need to tell on yourself.
 
I'm snorting it and another 10 bags a day, I started off with 5 bags but last 2 days went back to what I was using before.... I have subs so I was thinking maybe use them after I'm done with this bullshit
 
Dellpoker said:
Sorry I nodded off so anyway I've gotten back to using H for about a week after being clean for a good 25 days.... What are the withdrawals going to be like ? Cause I have to stop.... I love my wife and kid and I really realized that I have to fukn stop thi
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You will have to make a choice. It's probably going to be either your family or heroin.
You could not maintain both lives even if they don't know about it.

You can't live in two different 'worlds' at the same time. You won't be as present and will not be a good father or husband.
I've been through this and I'm glad I chose my family.
People regret losing their families everyday.
Not for heroin, it's simply not worth it.

I'd suggest you think about it whenever you are sober again.
 
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Please seek help immediately...you may need to tell on yourself.
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Precisely.
If you are coming here for help it would be interesting if you could be in a state of mind that you could understand things as seriously as they deserve to be understood.

I'm not judging you but you are nodding all the time.
How can this be helpful if you can't hardly finish a post.
Are you saving this for later perhaps?

This is your life and you are important. To your family, to yourself.
 
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A loner with my addiction and I don't talk to many people about it.... The bottom line is I want to stop I know it's very bad and I'm willing to do what I gotta do to stop except I have some limitations with certain things now
 
So deal with your limitations. I know how much lonely you get when you are addicted. I have been there.
You need to take a stand. And act accordingly. Look for professional help or go to NA/AA meetings. Sober up.
You can do this. If I could you can!
All the best,
Erik.
 
Thanks Eric .... What's your story are u sober using? What was your drug of choice? Where u from?
 
No problem Dellpoker.
I'm 10 months sober from opiates. An addiction take took over 10 years of my life.
At the end I was living and coping with Methadone but after almost 8 years that had to end as well.
And that wasn't at all easy. I'm fine now. Better. Good and bad days but freedom came with a high cost.

Wish you could see this through my eyes. I'm sure you'd realize you are better off sober. Opiates are this grand illusion that makes us loose so much.

Be strong. You can do this!
 
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Dellpoker I'm just like you , no one knows about my addiction and I understand how you hate rehab I've never been to rehab but I still don't want to go there I like being in a familiar place when I'm sick. And like I said 7 days of 5-10 bags you're back to almost square 1 you gotta restart man :( I'm with you on this when I had to restart I couldn't until 2 years passed which is where I'm at now. Each detox takes something out of you
 
I know man these opiates are the worst man.... I'm gonna hit a meeting tom and go from there
 
I guess you live in states and given the hell of an amount of detox clinics available there I would guess atleast some of those will have out patient rehab available.

In that kind of rehab you stay at your house but go to a clinic at the morning for a check up and get any drugs they use in the detox process and then you go to do what you should be doing for the day including work or studying.

After you have finished whatever you are doing during the day you'll go back to a clinic at the evening for some kind of therapy, counseling, peer suppory etc. and when you leave back to your home you'll get drugs for the night.

This works wonders for people who have a job or study and in most cases that is the requirement for such rehab often or if you don't they might have those therapies and other support during the day instead.
 
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