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Shitty knickers - 10-2 run for the raptors 4 point game, comon hornets

illegal drug users don't respect nuffin from nobody aint that right 1000
2 point game
90-90 - better do a line settle the heart

Kill me - the drop a 17 point lead in the 4th quarter

HOW THE FUCK DO YOU LOSE A 17 POINT LEAD GOING INTO THE 4TH Q?
 
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The crash has finally caught me, 12 hours after my last dose. Can barely keep my eyes open, so GN EADD and see you tomorrow.
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That's how I was. I kept falling asleep. It was like being on 12mg subbies n high does of codeine all over again. I had this feel for an hoir where I felt literally anxious n petrified of dying n my head went cold like it does before sleep paralysis. I've not had frightening thoughts like that since before I went on citalopram. And if I'd have come on here Monday I'd have bern infracted as I know someone would have anmoyed me n I'd have lost it so I was extremely proud of myself as I usually can't stay away fromBL that long. Even my permaban (Tuesday 21 July 2015 to Saturday 3 October 2015 at 4 pm) I lurked every day - hard at times as it was mostly but I still lurked n fair play FUBAR kept the place----n me entertained. So yea for me to stay away a day was a major thing for me. In the past when angry I still came on n now I've 9 infractions n 7 warning, not proud of them but it's a challenge to reform myself.

How the eck do i move through subjects so quick? From 3-FPM to my addiction with this site.

Lol Brimz once told me he was addicted to EADD n needed to be perma banned (glad he wasn't we had some good phone convos. Where was I? Yep
He once said Bluelight was more addictive than crack. I've never tried crack myself n so don't know of its addiction potatiol. Come back Brimz I miss you mate :£

Anyway who cares if Bluelight is addictive it's a healthy addiction. Get to
Make friends, learn HR m safety techniques, be around like-minded people n improve self-worth / esteem by helping out ie welcoming new memberd, finding links, giving advice, supporting others cause there's nowt more rewarding than helping someone else or doing stuff for others.

Evey
 
Well my life was almost pulled from under me tonight, that was fun.
Tried communicating with my mother about the issues I've been having recently and rather than listen she tried getting me sectioned.
Spent 7 hours in A/E with the staff just as confused as to my being there as I.
 
That sounds . . . awkward Sprout.

I know some will disagree - but I'm a firm advocate of keeping family at arms length from personal affairs/issues as they invariably fuck things up with well intention-ed ways. Keep things cordial, and jive on.
 
Ohh thats awful mate, Christmas Thurs in all. My family tend to put me on more drugs. That sounds so bad all the evidence is there.

Try and convince yourself she was only doing what she thought best, and then fail miserably.

Any consolation my Mum/Dad had me sectioned, talked my way out of it in a day, which was - odd. because i had about 500mg of phenazepam still very active. I lived in a shitty hostel then lost the plot and destroyed their new car - benzo rage. Still guilt but given em so much cash recently have to put down the stick.

Are you ok?
 
Christmas thoughtfulness. I'm generally of the drink, I don't keep drink I don't go out to drink. My 3 bro's - esp one use christmas to get as blocked and slabbery as possible.

Mother has put me on the fold out settee in the heart of darkness, drunken slobbering goes on till 6am


But I don't give a fuck cos I won another £100 on Basketball this evening
 
Somehow only got 2 hours sleep after being up for a day and all that 3-FPM. Could be aftereffects, but I suspect it's the goddamn sertraline, I swear that stuff may as well be giving me jetlag. Only thing that I've found to help is MPA, I normally get a few days of residual stimulation that gives me a semi reasonable sleep pattern. Also got some increased arseholery and a random 15 minute hit of depression yesterday from I believe the 3-FPM binge. The depression hit makes me really wary but I don't know if there were other potentiating factors. Still, probably a good reason to hold off on further binges for me, especially with a heavy use week like I had.

/hug for sprout, that really sucks. Hope shit sorts out and your family learns what actual support is.
 
Consumer, is that a new avatar or am I just being unobservant.

Either way. Two thumbs up! I like it!

Morning all also, soon to be, Good night all. I iz one tired girl. Must prepare myself for the horrors that is shopping later this afternoon. Yes, I'm a girl that HATES shopping with a passion so great I almost feel the need to keep some sort of torture device in my pocket on such occasions. Not only for the pressure, but for the pleasure.
 
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Consumer, is that a new avatar or am I just being unobservant.

Either way. Two thumbs up! I like it!

Morning all also, soon to be, Good night all. I iz one tired girl. Must prepare myself for the horrors that is shopping later this afternoon. Yes, I'm a girl that HATES shopping with a passion so great I almost feel the need to keep some sort of torture device in my pocket on such occasions. Not only for the pressure, but for the pleasure.
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Yep i just uploaded the avatar this afternoon so you are very observant.:)
 
Good Morning Eadders :),

Lots of people around the last few days, nice to see the place active again :)

Lazy day for me today and then out for Dinner and drinks later

Bear
 
I just got diesel down my throat and up my nose. Doesn't taste as good as it smells.

I mean fuel, btw, not heroin or weed! Siphon came faster than expected.
 
Sprout said:
Well my life was almost pulled from under me tonight, that was fun.
Tried communicating with my mother about the issues I've been having recently and rather than listen she tried getting me sectioned.
Spent 7 hours in A/E with the staff just as confused as to my being there as I.
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Shit that's rough, sorry you had to deal with that. How you doing now?

I'm meant to be up and about but the codeine I had last night seems to have given me crippling fucking stomach pains so having a smoke and back to sleep before I finish this damn essay
 
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