Wow ive just wrote someone a four hour long E-mail n had to cut it in half cause Bluelight wouldn't accept it. Wow selecting, cutting n pasting is difficult n time-consuming on iPhone n so I've spent an extrea hour figuring it out them Bluelight would not accept that last part of the E-mail so I had to go old-school n delete spaces after full stops, abbreviate words - remember the old style txting of no more than 160 characters n trying to fit it all in cause it was like 10p per txt
I only meanto wish this person well they'll be hitting the "block" button asap lol.
Is it normal to write four hour E-mails on 3-fpm? If so - one moment, please!
Raasy dear get me back junked asap you know what my 100 E-mail a day is lije now imagine the length n amount you'll get off me on 3-fpn. It's all good you can get someone on the internet charged for stalking now n a full mental health assessment. Quick get onto the police, Raasy
By the way n00bs I'm joking people here are used to my strange sense of humour n often get offended. I don't send him 100s of E-mail it's a stamding joke about Raasy n Evey. We're kinda like internet bruva n sister in that we bicket n fight like hell but anyone elsr starts we defend one another n hell has no fury lol so if you see us 'fighting' don't get involved n take it with a pinch of salt. He annoys me to fkn death but I love him but won't see him hurt. He's been there for me during some bad times n that when you know you're true friends. He's also looking out for me on here n I him but to see us sometimes you'd think we haye each other. I could never hate him although he's been angry him n him me. When i ODdhe was there for me on the phone. I told the psych team n my parents ((though my Mam read everything on Bluelight tbat day on my iPad but hasn't yet admitted this. I hope she doesn't bring it up because I'm extremely private n BL is my thing n not something they're going to take away. I love them but this place is for not for them to know.
Anyway I'm yes you'll meet Raasyvibe. He also has a strange sense of humour n comes across as trollish/ antagonising but I know deep down he cares for the people here no matter how much he denies thus. You see i talked him once on the phome when we were both drunk n he let his guard down n it was obvious that he truly cares for the people of EADD that's why I can never truly fall out with him (even if I did change my number on Monday so he can no longer contact me). He upset someone I care deeply n felt the full wrath of Evey :D or maybe he may have been expecting a telling off n junked me hahaha we're like bloody kids in the playhround honest to n I love him for everything he's done for me eventhough he baits me. I now know it's not out of malice as when I was banned he wrote the most lovely touching E-mail ever to admin n site owners. I know they'd not listen to him as he's just a member n the E-mail was slightly cringe-worthy as it made me seem like a victim to be pitied n brought back out of pity rather than for my company, contribution n wanting to help others as well as seek advice for myself - HOWEVER the thought was there n he took the time n effort to try n help. I won't forget though I did the same for him. I will go all out for anyone I care for even though it gets me in trouble its worth it because I like to protect n defend people. I am learning that it's not always good to fight others' battles though especially on Bluelight as it has the complete opposite affect on what I'm
Trying to achieve. It fuels drama n arguments when I learnt, during my permaban, that not getting involved means arguments frizxle out quickly n are forgotten whereas getting involved inflames the volcano, de-rails threads, ruins the atmosphere n drives decent posters away. It only took me to get permabanned for 12 weeks n lurking constantly to reach this conclusion. I thought, for so long, that I was helping n that it was everyone else with the issues n could not understand why I was hated so much. Also I found not getting involved was a lot less pressure as I did not feel the need to rescue people i cared for n try to protect them from anyone with an issue. I still get tempted to do it I admit but trying not to as it's invredibly hurtful when you're told you've driven posters away n are annoying
What the ABSOLUTE FUCK am I banging on about n how on EARTH did I start mentioming Raasy? He's going to kill me for this 2moro.
Sowwwwwwy Raasy, but it's ok for me to compliment you now n again isn't it. (He doesn't phew this thread as its dr00g thread. Phewwww. Saved :D shhhhhh no one tell him now
Evey